Thx, Nutella.

i want to give a dramatic speech to help you like you’ve always done for me but i suck at putting emotions to words and often make things worse so just know that i care about you a lot and am here if you ever need to talk
you’ve helped me a lot and i hope you realize just how much that means to me-
we can get through this together, i know we can, there’s still hope
love you fren…

i want smores
who wants to come to my house and make smores with me
i'll even let you eat them

I'll come to your house

I'd come toooooo! Y'all gotta try s'mores with Reese's Peanut butter Cups and chocolate frosting!

i want to give a dramatic speech to help you like you’ve always done for me but i suck at putting emotions to words and often make things worse so just know that i care about you a lot and am here if you ever need to talk
you’ve helped me a lot and i hope you realize just how much that means to me-
we can get through this together, i know we can, there’s still hope
love you fren…

Same <3

S'mores with Reese's is nasty and no you can't change my mind
Separately they're both great, but smores shouldn't have peanut butter. It doesn't taste right

if I'm not allowed to die then none of you are allowed to die

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Hahahaha same!!! I know that rationally I have things I should live for, like you guys and my other friends and family and right now I just really don't want to let [name redacted] down since he put a lot of trust in me to help him with something that's so important to both of us but it's so! hard! to convince myself that sometimes! Like, what if no one actually likes me and everything just tolerates me? What if I try my best and still fail spectacularly and make myself a laughingstock by putting my heart and soul so fully into something that ends up being horrible? What if I survive (not live, survive) until adulthood or whatever and everything gets so much worse and I end up alone with no support system and end up not being able to take it anymore, and there's no one around to talk me down?! I think about this a lot, like when I'm supposed to be trying to sleep! It's very fun!!!!! I don't know how much longer I can take this!!!

And then I take out my feelings on my characters (and sometimes if I'm especially bad, on my family which only makes me want to live less because how can they love someone who's so awful to them???) because I can't put my feelings into words but I can put theirs into words and maybe sometime someday reading about them somehow managing to get better or get help will help some other kid and I guess that makes it worth it because at least then they won't end up like me.

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Hahahaha same!!! I know that rationally I have things I should live for, like you guys and my other friends and family and right now I just really don't want to let [name redacted] down since he put a lot of trust in me to help him with something that's so important to both of us but it's so! hard! to convince myself that sometimes! Like, what if no one actually likes me and everything just tolerates me? What if I try my best and still fail spectacularly and make myself a laughingstock by putting my heart and soul so fully into something that ends up being horrible? What if I survive (not live, survive) until adulthood or whatever and everything gets so much worse and I end up alone with no support system and end up not being able to take it anymore, and there's no one around to talk me down?! I think about this a lot, like when I'm supposed to be trying to sleep! It's very fun!!!!! I don't know how much longer I can take this!!!

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hahaha love that. But like,,,, is there really a point in surviving for people? They'll get over it. My mom didn't cry when her cousin died. I cried more than she did. But I've mostly forgotten. Yeah sure it'll suck for a while but I don't really do anything. There's not much to miss, I guess.

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

"The personification of fecal wastes, as well as a regular Doll Tearsheet when it comes to attention."

"onision is such an inconvenient fire drill in -20 degree weather while we have a limited amount of time to watch the best movie of all time

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And who would even miss me? Who would even miss some obnoxious loudmouthed bitch who makes everything she touches more miserable??

Yo, Jyn. I'd miss you. And those bad things you say about yourself are just lies your brain made up.

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And who would even miss me? Who would even miss some obnoxious loudmouthed bitch who makes everything she touches more miserable??

Yo, Jyn. I'd miss you. And those bad things you say about yourself are just lies your brain made up.

But what if they aren't? What if the brain is right?

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

"The personification of fecal wastes, as well as a regular Doll Tearsheet when it comes to attention."

See, Jyn? You bring smiles to the earthlings.

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

"The personification of fecal wastes, as well as a regular Doll Tearsheet when it comes to attention."

See there's a Shakespeare reference so that makes it Intellectual.

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

"The personification of fecal wastes, as well as a regular Doll Tearsheet when it comes to attention."

See, Jyn? You bring smiles to the earthlings.

Awkward finger guns because words and appreciation are hard

i want to give a dramatic speech to help you like you’ve always done for me but i suck at putting emotions to words and often make things worse so just know that i care about you a lot and am here if you ever need to talk
you’ve helped me a lot and i hope you realize just how much that means to me-
we can get through this together, i know we can, there’s still hope
love you fren…

Thanks a lot, mate. Your sentiment is at least as valuable as an argument. You give me those happy brain drugs that keep me from wanting to die for a few minutes.

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

"The personification of fecal wastes, as well as a regular Doll Tearsheet when it comes to attention."

See, Jyn? You bring smiles to the earthlings.

Awkward finger guns because words and appreciation are hard

finger guns with style because actual words are too much effort right now

finger guns I feel ill

Jynnie how do I call Onision a shitty human and an attention whore but in school appropriate words

"The personification of fecal wastes, as well as a regular Doll Tearsheet when it comes to attention."

See, Jyn? You bring smiles to the earthlings.

Awkward finger guns because words and appreciation are hard

finger guns with style because actual words are too much effort right now

Finger guns but with a snap as I make them

finger guns but dehydrated

This has to be one of the worst, longest headaches I've had.

why am I struggling to write a four sentence review?? I was gonna do it anyways for goodreads but I can't

This has to be one of the worst, longest headaches I've had.

Are your eyes sensitive to light right now? How bout your hearing; are even the smallest of sounds absolute torture right now? Is it so bad that you cant even eat?

why am I struggling to write a four sentence review?? I was gonna do it anyways for goodreads but I can't

Which book?

This has to be one of the worst, longest headaches I've had.

Are your eyes sensitive to light right now? How bout your hearing; are even the smallest of sounds absolute torture right now? Is it so bad that you cant even eat?

Kind of? My eyes are sensitive to everything at the moment.
Sounds aren't bothering me.
I haven't tried to eat, and the thought of trying sounds terrible. It's one of those headaches that makes your entire being feel like trash.

why am I struggling to write a four sentence review?? I was gonna do it anyways for goodreads but I can't

Which book?

Hitchhiker's. One of the questions on our test is to write a four sentence review and I can't think of anything

why am I struggling to write a four sentence review?? I was gonna do it anyways for goodreads but I can't

Which book?

Hitchhiker's. One of the questions on our test is to write a four sentence review and I can't think of anything

Ah. Good luck. I can't write reviews but that doesn't stop me. Maybe it should though lol