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@saor_illust school

……why did i try to warn people about this ???
its not done much at all
and while i feel good that i managed to protect you [ella] from what they did to me……
i- the guilt is still too much for me……
i hate this so much…
and still nia keeps reaching out to me, trying to contact me
why can't they understand ????
the last thing i want is to talk to them !!
please nia…. if you're seeing this.. i-
i've been lied to. on numerous occasions. you have to understand-
you're not good for me. if i talk to you-
if i talk to you, i'll fall into a downward spiral of depression again
right now, i'm doing better than i ever have with my mental health
and it's because i'm not constantly worrying about some fake suicidal thoughts or anything
alright, sorry about that yall
i just really needed to get that out
i didn't even know id say all that
but it feels good to let everything out

@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL

Her accusations weren't wrongful though. Nia lied a lot. Just because Ella messed up the thing about Shuri doesn't mean that she doesn't have a point. And doesn't the CKC love Shuri? They should be glad she spoke up.

Deleted user

honestly enough with the guilt. you guys spoke up about something that bothered you (and others) theres no need to feel guilty about it.

calm down.

christ alive

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Her accusations weren't wrongful though. Nia lied a lot. Just because Ella messed up the thing about Shuri doesn't mean that she doesn't have a point. And doesn't the CKC love Shuri? They should be glad she spoke up.

I messed up a lot of things, painting Nia, my friend, as a manipulative monster, with little to back it up…

And yes, they do. In fact Shuri’s one of the main members…
and also one of the people disappointed.
i dragged him into drama.
you know, the very thing he was trying to avoid?
i didn’t help anyone, i didn’t fix anything, nothing good came out of this.

they’ve recently said that they aren’t holding anything against me, but that doesn’t change it.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

honestly enough with the guilt. you guys spoke up about something that bothered you (and others) theres no need to feel guilty about it.

calm down.

christ alive

sorry-

Deleted user

Did I tell y'all that today someone asked for my number from across a lake?
Because that happened

Deleted user

I mean, I don't even know if she was cute.
I just heard "YOU IN THE ALL BLACK, CAN I HAVE YOUR NUMBER?"
And I just stared, because
well
we're on opposite sides of the lake
and then she goes "OH WAIT YOU'RE A GIRL, NEVERMIND"

Deleted user

I feel left out of everything =<

hug

Thank you.. for once someone's nice to me..