As for how I would die… This is gonna be so dark lmao but honestly, I think I'll die of suicide.
to be completely honest, as much as i try to pretend otherwise, i feel the same way
even if i keep going, try to follow my dreams,
there’s no way i’ll be able to make it on my own.
i’m going to fail-
they’re going to hurt me, i’m not strong enough, i won’t be able to live a happy life
and once you’ve reached a certain point, there’s really no other way out
which is why i want to get it over with soon…
it’ll be so much easier on my family if i go now, having lived a pretty good life, as opposed to on the side of the road, hurt, starving, and all alone, with nothing left to hope for
I’ve done my research, i’m sure i could make it look like an accident if i tried
maybe they won’t blame themselves so much…
yet despite knowing all that, i can’t bring myself to do anything
there’s just that little voice in my head that won’t let me
i’m aware that the more i stall the worse it will get, but i want to be wrong, i want to keep going, i want to live-
quite selfish, isn’t it
It's the lone ducks that are truly evil, because they're bitter about being alone. Baby ducks couldn't do much harm, Mama ducks won't go near you or let her babies go near you, and probably wouldn't hurt you unless you touch her babies (not a problem because she will quack at said babies if they try to go near you. I know from experience).
I hate ducks, most large birds I actually don't like.
When I was a baby a Sandhill crane attacked me
a few months ago a duck bit me
every single little thing i do on here annoys people and i don't want to but i'm just an awkward person but also i don't want to pull the "it's who i am" card so idk what to do
ducks and geese are precious, some of the greatest things on this earth, and i will defend them till the day I perish
ducks and geese are precious, some of the greatest things on this earth, and i will defend them till the day I perish
Geese are questionable but alas, some are cute so I'm on the fence
Who else likes ravens and crows?
Or is that just me since I'm dark
Who else likes ravens and crows?
Or is that just me since I'm dark
I'm not a bird fan in general, but I like crows in theory. In practice, they give me the creeps
As for how I would die… This is gonna be so dark lmao but honestly, I think I'll die of suicide.
to be completely honest, as much as i try to pretend otherwise, i feel the same way
even if i keep going, try to follow my dreams,
there’s no way i’ll be able to make it on my own.
i’m going to fail-
they’re going to hurt me, i’m not strong enough, i won’t be able to live a happy life
and once you’ve reached a certain point, there’s really no other way out
which is why i want to get it over with soon…
it’ll be so much easier on my family if i go now, having lived a pretty good life, as opposed to on the side of the road, hurt, starving, and all alone, with nothing left to hope for
I’ve done my research, i’m sure i could make it look like an accident if i tried
maybe they won’t blame themselves so much…
yet despite knowing all that, i can’t bring myself to do anything
there’s just that little voice in my head that won’t let me
i’m aware that the more i stall the worse it will get, but i want to be wrong, i want to keep going, i want to live-
quite selfish, isn’t it
Ella. There's nothing selfish about wanting to live. I know there isn't much I could say in the ways of comfort, but I really don't want you to die so soon, Ella. You deserve to live a good life. Full of joy and happiness and I know that there's one ahead of you. You just need to keep walking. You think that being dead will make things easier for your family, but it won't. I swear. Sure, there may be less financial costs, but they'll never be the same without you. It hurts having someone you held so dear gone. Losing someone and being stuck wishing you could've saved them. You are amazing, Ella. Your dreams will become a reality if you don't give up. So please… don't give up.
This may or may not help you feel a little better, but it's here now.
Who else likes ravens and crows?
Or is that just me since I'm dark
I like birds in general, but crows are cuties uvu
I've decided since some people here seem not to enjoy birds, I shall make a Picrew with the basic Essence of Me and make it my new pfp.
thank you so much friend…
I've decided since some people here seem not to enjoy birds, I shall make a Picrew with the basic Essence of Me and make it my new pfp.
oml just wait for Mir to come online and see this. She'll flip her shit.
thank you so much friend…
Uhh, for what? The fact that I'm making a Picrew of me, or what I said?
I've decided since some people here seem not to enjoy birds, I shall make a Picrew with the basic Essence of Me and make it my new pfp.
oml just wait for Mir to come online and see this. She'll flip her shit.
Oh, she has seen one Picrew I've made of myself. She did flip her shit though
Oh, of course. Anytime, Ella. I'm here for you whenever you need it. <3
I've decided since some people here seem not to enjoy birds, I shall make a Picrew with the basic Essence of Me and make it my new pfp.
oml just wait for Mir to come online and see this. She'll flip her shit.
Oh, she has seen one Picrew I've made of myself. She did flip her shit though
And you didn't show me and yes I'm still salty
asdfhad If you'd wish I'll show it to you too, Pickles.
Please reveal the sorta-portrait.
My dog is a huge beggar and keeps jumping at me because I've opted to eat ice rather than lunch so now my mom is telling me to give her even more since it's just ice :')
Well, now my curiosity is piqued. If Mir thinks you're cute then it must be so.
I just found out that Isabelle from ACNH is canonically bisexual and I don't know what to think
