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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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i don't know how the feck you do it, i had to take a shower once while home alone and i was so terrified that i locked every door and sat down on the floor the entire time cause standing up felt unsafe

I always have to have some kind of audio playing while I'm home alone or the only one up. Otherwise I hear every noise and freak out

You see, I was like that, but then I stopped because I realized that being able to hear was better than I thought.

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

i don't know how the feck you do it, i had to take a shower once while home alone and i was so terrified that i locked every door and sat down on the floor the entire time cause standing up felt unsafe

I always have to have some kind of audio playing while I'm home alone or the only one up. Otherwise I hear every noise and freak out

You see, I was like that, but then I stopped because I realized that being able to hear was better than I thought.

I hear a noise and think "oh shit it's a murderer, this isn't how I'm meant to go and I'm not prepared to become a survivor"

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

harrumph

i'm not even scared that i'd be killed
i'm more scared that i wouldn't be killed…

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

harrumph

I, too, find it repulsive that anyone would like me as remotely more than a friend

I would love to be killed?? Like if they kill you, they either get caught and all my secrets die with me and nobody ever gets the whole story and stuff, or they could commit the perfect crime and my name would be the only name related to the unsolved case

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

harrumph

I, too, find it repulsive that anyone would like me as remotely more than a friend

PICKLES. YOU KNOW THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT

I would love to be killed?? Like if they kill you, they either get caught and all my secrets die with me and nobody ever gets the whole story and stuff, or they could commit the perfect crime and my name would be the only name related to the unsolved case

See, that's exactly why I don't want to be killed.

I would love to be killed?? Like if they kill you, they either get caught and all my secrets die with me and nobody ever gets the whole story and stuff, or they could commit the perfect crime and my name would be the only name related to the unsolved case

Not getting caught≠perfect crime

i don't know how the feck you do it, i had to take a shower once while home alone and i was so terrified that i locked every door and sat down on the floor the entire time cause standing up felt unsafe

I always have to have some kind of audio playing while I'm home alone or the only one up. Otherwise I hear every noise and freak out

You see, I was like that, but then I stopped because I realized that being able to hear was better than I thought.

I hear a noise and think "oh shit it's a murderer, this isn't how I'm meant to go and I'm not prepared to become a survivor"

I mean, same here, but it helped me once.

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

harrumph

I, too, find it repulsive that anyone would like me as remotely more than a friend

PICKLES. YOU KNOW THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT

YOU'RE PRETTY AND YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT THE MEDIA LIKES PRETTY PEOPLE

i don't know how the feck you do it, i had to take a shower once while home alone and i was so terrified that i locked every door and sat down on the floor the entire time cause standing up felt unsafe

I always have to have some kind of audio playing while I'm home alone or the only one up. Otherwise I hear every noise and freak out

You see, I was like that, but then I stopped because I realized that being able to hear was better than I thought.

I hear a noise and think "oh shit it's a murderer, this isn't how I'm meant to go and I'm not prepared to become a survivor"

I mean, same here, but it helped me once.

????

i don't know how the feck you do it, i had to take a shower once while home alone and i was so terrified that i locked every door and sat down on the floor the entire time cause standing up felt unsafe

I always have to have some kind of audio playing while I'm home alone or the only one up. Otherwise I hear every noise and freak out

You see, I was like that, but then I stopped because I realized that being able to hear was better than I thought.

I hear a noise and think "oh shit it's a murderer, this isn't how I'm meant to go and I'm not prepared to become a survivor"

I mean, same here, but it helped me once.

????

I was able to hear someone break into my house and managed to save my own cowardly ass.

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

harrumph

I, too, find it repulsive that anyone would like me as remotely more than a friend

PICKLES. YOU KNOW THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT

YOU'RE PRETTY AND YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT THE MEDIA LIKES PRETTY PEOPLE

ME BEING PRETTY DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU ARE NOT. YOU WOULD GET THE SAME AMOUNT OF MEDIA ATTENTION OR SO HELP ME UNIVERSE I WILL BURN DOWN THIS ENTIRE REALITY

like
i don’t want to be murdered
but if the wrong people found me, i’d very much prefer that over anything else
_{i’ve had some messed up nightmares about this shit and i would rather be put out of my misery right then}

I honestly cannot be home alone without some kind of audio, and my reason is the fact that I have a large family and it's only quiet during naps and after my siblings bedtime. Either so need to know where another human is, or there needs to be noise.

Pickles I disapprove of the self hate.

I know some people have found me attractive in the past and I'm not trying to degrade myself here. Just saying that the media will care more about you going missing than a less "conventionally hot" person, because you largely meet society's beauty standards. You also look younger than you are, which might help.

harrumph

I, too, find it repulsive that anyone would like me as remotely more than a friend

PICKLES. YOU KNOW THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT

YOU'RE PRETTY AND YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT THE MEDIA LIKES PRETTY PEOPLE

ME BEING PRETTY DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU ARE NOT. YOU WOULD GET THE SAME AMOUNT OF MEDIA ATTENTION OR SO HELP ME UNIVERSE I WILL BURN DOWN THIS ENTIRE REALITY

I DIDN'T MEAN ME SPECIFICALLY. I'M TINY, BLONDE, AND HAVE GOOD CHEEKBONES. IF THEY FOUND ME WITH MY FACE MISSING THEY'D GO BALLISTIC

like
i don’t want to be murdered
but if the wrong people found me, i’d very much prefer that over anything else
_{i’ve had some messed up nightmares about this shit and i would rather be put out of my misery right then}

like
i don’t want to be murdered
but if the wrong people found me, i’d very much prefer that over anything else
_{i’ve had some messed up nightmares about this shit and i would rather be put out of my misery right then}

Spoiler - click to show.

my real biggest fear about that is being tortured and raped before they kill me. I don't think I'd be able to fight hard enough. But damn if I don't know how to make sure they'd get caught. Question is whether I'd remember that if it came down to it

like
i don’t want to be murdered
but if the wrong people found me, i’d very much prefer that over anything else
_{i’ve had some messed up nightmares about this shit and i would rather be put out of my misery right then}

Spoiler - click to show.

my real biggest fear about that is being tortured and raped before they kill me. I don't think I'd be able to fight hard enough. But damn if I don't know how to make sure they'd get caught. Question is whether I'd remember that if it came down to it

Spoiler - click to show.

Thank God I'm not the only one.

like
i don’t want to be murdered
but if the wrong people found me, i’d very much prefer that over anything else
_{i’ve had some messed up nightmares about this shit and i would rather be put out of my misery right then}

Spoiler - click to show.

my real biggest fear about that is being tortured and raped before they kill me. I don't think I'd be able to fight hard enough. But damn if I don't know how to make sure they'd get caught. Question is whether I'd remember that if it came down to it

Spoiler - click to show.

Thank God I'm not the only one.

Spoiler - click to show.

I'm also really scared of this

like
i don’t want to be murdered
but if the wrong people found me, i’d very much prefer that over anything else
_{i’ve had some messed up nightmares about this shit and i would rather be put out of my misery right then}

Spoiler - click to show.

my real biggest fear about that is being tortured and raped before they kill me. I don't think I'd be able to fight hard enough. But damn if I don't know how to make sure they'd get caught. Question is whether I'd remember that if it came down to it

Spoiler - click to show.

Thank God I'm not the only one.

Spoiler - click to show.

I'm also really scared of this

Spoiler - click to show.

…so i’m not alone? oh thank heckness

I want this and I wanna wear it to band camp during pride month

I just spilled my lemonade all over myself and my sheets >:(

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_{my friend is sad because no one likes him and I don't know how to tell him that if I liked people he'd probably be my type without being weird. And I don't know why I'm thinking if this now. I haven't even spoke to him since the middle of March}

help how does one do schoolwork again? ive gota llthis stuff to do by the end of the day friday/saturday morning and i dont remember how to do schoolwork

help how does one do schoolwork again? ive gota llthis stuff to do by the end of the day friday/saturday morning and i dont remember how to do schoolwork

I don't wanna do mine

I've bathed
Outdoors
In a river
where everyone could see me if they wanted

it was nice. :)

This is such a you thing.