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my therapist says i’m both bulimic and anorexic but i don’t believe her-

Did they actually say that? Like word for word? Or are you paraphrasing?

yeah. that’s what they both said-

nods
okay.
sure sure
interesting.

agreed.

Deleted user

my therapist says i’m both bulimic and anorexic but i don’t believe her-

Did they actually say that? Like word for word? Or are you paraphrasing?

yeah. that’s what they both said-

nods
okay.
sure sure
interesting.

??

@Fraust

I guess I'm kinda just big sad and that's basically the only thing that gives me the happy for a bit
I get a small rush of the happy if my 000 pants are a little too big
idk why but it just feels good
I can deal with the tummy grombles if it means I get the happy

Deleted user

If someone said "yeah I drink/smoke/do drugs all the time but don't worry, I can stop whenever I want. But I don't tell my therapist because then they'd tell my parents and they'd make me stop" there'd literally be a hundred red flags going off.

@Pickles group

I like making food too much to not eat
I'm thicc, but because of all the exercise, dancing, and marching I do year-round, it's a nice kind of thicc

Same (to the first part anyways)

^^ I am not thicc, simply because my metabolism is faster than the Flash

@Fraust

I'm perfectly fine with telling other people to eat, and it's great when people are a healthy weight
I'm just not okay with me being healthy ig

@Sleep-deprived-and-Stupid group

I like making food too much to not eat
I'm thicc, but because of all the exercise, dancing, and marching I do year-round, it's a nice kind of thicc

Same (to the first part anyways)

^^ I am not thicc, simply because my metabolism is faster than the Flash

Pickles, I'm snatching your metabolism- mine really sucks, here you go

Deleted user

Seriously, if you replace eating/food with drugs/alcohol/porn/smoking/vaping or anything like that, you can tell it's an addiction.
"My brain tells me I need to drink to be happy" "Yeah I vape all the time, but I don't tell anyone because they'd make me stop" "I can quit smoking anytime I want to" "I get a small rush whenever I take LSD"

"I guess I'm kinda just big sad and drugs are basically the only thing that gives me the happy for a bit"
"I get a small rush of the happy when I down a bottle or two, idk why but it just feels good"
"I can deal with the possibility of cancer if it means I get the happy"

Deleted user

my therapist says i’m both bulimic and anorexic but i don’t believe her-

Did they actually say that? Like word for word? Or are you paraphrasing?

yeah. that’s what they both said-

nods
okay.
sure sure
interesting.

??

nothin. nothin. >.>

@Fraust

Like I said, I know it's unhealthy
I just have no desire to stop
Call it an addiction if you want, ig, but I do still eat three meals a day (two if I wake up at like noon. Then I have an excuse to not eat breakfast and it's not suspicious)

Deleted user

gotten to thaoti point hwere i dion't reeally wana live anymoe

Deleted user

my therapist says i’m both bulimic and anorexic but i don’t believe her-

Did they actually say that? Like word for word? Or are you paraphrasing?

yeah. that’s what they both said-

nods
okay.
sure sure
interesting.

??

nothin. nothin. >.>

i feel like there is something but okay.
you know you can say it. I'm not gonna get offended or anything so.

Deleted user

I'm perfectly fine with telling other people to eat, and it's great when people are a healthy weight
I'm just not okay with me being healthy ig

no offense–but that's what a hypocrite is.
no offense

no offense.

But like in all honesty–Dr Eris speaking here–you should not feel happy looking at bones.
Its a lil macbre

@SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group

It is way to early for this… but I have a thing.. and would like advice.
So… context..?
My younger sibling has been reading the Harry Potter series, and I have all the books. Problem is is I have 2 houses. So I have multiple copies of some books, (Examples being 1-4 and 6.) but not of other books, like Order of the Pheonix, and Deathly Hallows.
The last book, The Deathly Hallows, is not at the house I share with my sibling, it is at my other home and I've been promising to bring it to her if she reminds me. So… she reminded me. And I can't find the book. Like… CANNOT FIND THE FREAKING BOOK ANYWHERE.
So… that aside… TOMORROW, is my other little sibling's birthday…
Normally I come up with some kind of little gift for a sibling's birthday… like letting the Harry Potter obsessed one wear my slytherin scarf cause she's a slytherin. But I have nothing for this kid, partly cause quarantine, but also because I didn't think of it till now.
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.
.
So…. my problem is.. is that thinking all that over right now… I feel like a horrible big sister….
Like… awful….
and I don't like that feeling because it feels just like some of the other mental self-bullying loops I get into sometimes…
Thing is… is IDK what to do about it…

Draw something, even if it doesn't look that great. I can guarantee that your sister will cherish the gift, even if you give it to her late.

Deleted user

my therapist says i’m both bulimic and anorexic but i don’t believe her-

Did they actually say that? Like word for word? Or are you paraphrasing?

yeah. that’s what they both said-

nods
okay.
sure sure
interesting.

??

nothin. nothin. >.>

i feel like there is something but okay.
you know you can say it. I'm not gonna get offended or anything so.

Also no offense honey–but i honestly don't believe that.

Deleted user

my therapist says i’m both bulimic and anorexic but i don’t believe her-

Did they actually say that? Like word for word? Or are you paraphrasing?

yeah. that’s what they both said-

nods
okay.
sure sure
interesting.

??

nothin. nothin. >.>

i feel like there is something but okay.
you know you can say it. I'm not gonna get offended or anything so.

Also no offense honey–but i honestly don't believe that.

none taken.

@Fraust

I'm perfectly fine with telling other people to eat, and it's great when people are a healthy weight
I'm just not okay with me being healthy ig

no offense–but that's what a hypocrite is.
no offense

no offense.

But like in all honesty–Dr Eris speaking here–you should not feel happy looking at bones.
Its a lil macbre

Yeah, hypocrite was in my mind too, but I kinda left it out
And I keep telling myself I'd be happy if my fat was in my hips and stuff
but honestly
no I wouldn't
this won't make me happy
nothing really will tbh?? I've tried a lot of things
but it gives me the happy for a bit, and that's the best I can get rn

Deleted user

No, Maddie, that's not fucking funny. take that down.

@Fraust

I feel happy when I notice I'm not 168 like I used to be-

But girl, your BONES must be trying to escape your skin.

They tryin but I ain't letting it happen
It's statistically unlikely, anyway

@Pickles group

some straight girls are fuckin weird-
"He didn't reply for 15 minutes, so I have to wait half an hour to reply to his texts" like bitch??? Y'all are dumb

More proof we need to abolish straight culture and tart from scratch

@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL

some straight girls are fuckin weird-
"He didn't reply for 15 minutes, so I have to wait half an hour to reply to his texts" like bitch??? Y'all are dumb

More proof we need to abolish straight culture and tart from scratch

r/arethestraightsokay

@Sleep-deprived-and-Stupid group

some straight girls are fuckin weird-
"He didn't reply for 15 minutes, so I have to wait half an hour to reply to his texts" like bitch??? Y'all are dumb

More proof we need to abolish straight culture and tart from scratch

r/arethestraightsokay

^^^^^^

@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL

huhhhhhhhh koll mr

Not tryna catch a case. I'm too tired to properly plan and I'd be tried as an adult at this point

Would I be tried as an adult? Asking for a friend.