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Started January 11, 2020 by @TrashyBeth_has_broken_her_Finger

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"I know baby I know but don't go I can't lose you please" she said tears rolling down her cheeks

(I gotta head to bed, so I wish you a good night~)

"You won't lose me. I promise." Brad whispered, pressing a soft kiss to the top of her head. "I just need to go take care of this… I don't want to lose you because of him. And besides, I'm standing up for you. Isn't that what you wanted?"

"not like this not so you get hurt please Brad just stay here it's not worth it I love you I can't do this without you" she said

Sighing weakly, he glanced over his shoulder to the front door. "I wouldn't be getting myself killed." He whispered, not turning back to look at her when he spoke. "Just hurt, if anything. Though I wouldn't expect very bad."

She sighed letting go of him letting more tears roll down her cheeks . She walked over and sat on the couch

Giving in to her, he walked up to the couch. "I'm sorry honey… it just really hurts to know I could have stopped this long ago. But I didn't, because I was a coward." He whispered, sitting down on the edge to look at her.

¨No You Thought I Was Dead You couldn´t have known¨ she said staring straight ahead

"That's not what I'm talking about. I mean from months before. I knew about Lilly… I found out about you. He told me everything." Brad whispered, glancing down at the floor with a tight knot in his throat.

She shrugged ¨It is what it is It doesn´t matter anymore¨ she said

"It does. Because I'm a coward. What happened then, effects me now." Brad muttered, leaning back into the couch with a frown painted across his face. "I am what I've always been."

She sighed even more tears coming from her eyes

Brad leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead. “Baby doll…” He whispered as he wiped her tears away. “I’m not leaving, so you don’t need to cry.”

" I can't help it" she cried

"Why not? What's bugging you right now, baby?" He asked softly, tilting her chin up so they would be eye level. "Is there anything I can do to fix it? Anything I can do to help?"

"will you hold me?" She sniffled " just got a few minutes?'

"Of course babe… as long as you want." He whispered, scooting back in to the couch and getting comfortable. Holding his arms out, he invited her to come curl up in his arms.

She sniffled again and crawled over to him gently resting her knees on his thighs and head on his chest

"I love you… and nothing can change that baby-doll." Brad whispered, rubbing her arms softly as he held her close. "I really hope you believe me. No matter how many fights we have, or however many times we might break off, I'll still love you."

"I love you too Brad now until forever" she said

"Did you get your ring back from Lilly?" Brad asked softly, at the mention of forever. He still felt bad for giving it to her, but he was just glad he hadn't gone and sold it to some pawn shop. That would've killed him, when she came back.

She shook her head "no" she said

Nodding just a bit, he leaned back and relaxed. "We'll have to ask her, next time we see her." Brad mumbled, still rubbing her arm gently. "Do you still wanna watch a movie and order pizza, tonight?"

¨I Just wanna be with you ¨ she said closing her eyes.

Shutting his own eyes, he felt his exhaustion come in full force as it hit him in the face. His body felt numb, and any petting he was doing ceased. Brad really hadn't slept in the past two weeks, nightmares keeping him away from the bed. It was just too cold to sleep in there alone.

¨Have you slept at all?¨ she asked looking up at her boyfriend.

"Mmm?" Brad asked, lifting his head and opening his eyes. "Oh… yeah. I've slept." He delivered coolly before relaxing once again in to the couch with an audible sigh. It wasn't the full truth, but it was true. He had slept. Two weeks ago, before the terrible nightmares came.

she stood up pulling him up ¨Come on lets get you to bed¨ she said.

Groaning a bit, he pulled her close before sitting back on the couch. "I can't sleep in there… just stay out here with me. Please." Brad begged her, burying his face in to her shoulder. "I don't want to go to bed."

¨Okay¨ she said kissing his jaw with a gentle kiss.

Pulling her back on to the couch, he held on to her tightly. Brad was curled up to her, in a way he would easily fall asleep if he wanted. "You smell nice… what scent is that?"