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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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Okay, just wondering <3
Cas maybe, I understand. I do. My best friend moved away a while ago. It's tough, but remember you can stay in touch! We text, write letters, and meet up sometimes!

but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared

Dude, that's awful. Eighth grade year sucks. For real, worst year ever. It's like the universe holds back all these awful things until they hit you in eighth grade. Here's a wholesome dog

wholesome dog is appreciated, thank

but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared

Hey.
They'll be here.
Maybe not always by your side, but they're here.
Just like we're here.

but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared

Hey.
They'll be here.
Maybe not always by your side, but they're here.
Just like we're here.

_{can we pm?? theres some… system-y shit going on too and i don't feel comfy ranting about it here}

but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared

Hey.
They'll be here.
Maybe not always by your side, but they're here.
Just like we're here.

_{can we pm?? theres some… system-y shit going on too and i don't feel comfy ranting about it here}

Of course. Hit me up <3

Y'all it is 10:30, but I had the wonderful Idea to make myself a '50s pin up girl. I should go to sleep, but y'know what I'm doing?

Oof. Go to sleep, Xander.

not happening, I'm doing my hair, it takes H O U R S

Y'all Mezzo just disappeared and now I'm worried

Your worry is now mine too.

lmao nevermind they're back

Lmao okay.

not happening, I'm doing my hair, it takes H O U R S

Pictures when you're done

not happening, I'm doing my hair, it takes H O U R S

Pictures when you're done

^^^^^^^^^^^

why does nobody ever talk about anxiety tics?
because as someone who gets them, they suck.

So my life is officially fucked.
We found out a few days ago that my dad only has a couple of years left to live because of cancer and we're trying to 'live normally' but with everything happening, it's super hard and I feel so shit but I don't want to talk to my parents cause my dad is the one with cancer and isn't the best to talk to and my mum never understands my problems.

I'm also one of those 'gifted kids' who does amazing in younger years but now I'm failing, I have no focus and I'm struggling to stay level with others and it's just so hard

Also-

• I feel dysphoric and sick all the time
• My entire country is in isolation and I can't see my girlfriend and I can't do ANYTHING
• I've lost all motivation for art and animation and writing
  etc.

I wish I had the proper thing to say. But that sucks. Good luck.

_{i just need a friend}

I'll be your friend. :)

_{thank you}

ditto !

You better not leave me out. I need more friends

thank you guys
notebook just always makes me feel better
i wasn't going to say anything but then i read something and it just kind of snapped something in my mind and i just felt so horrible and i needed to let it out

So my life is officially fucked.
We found out a few days ago that my dad only has a couple of years left to live because of cancer and we're trying to 'live normally' but with everything happening, it's super hard and I feel so shit but I don't want to talk to my parents cause my dad is the one with cancer and isn't the best to talk to and my mum never understands my problems.

I'm also one of those 'gifted kids' who does amazing in younger years but now I'm failing, I have no focus and I'm struggling to stay level with others and it's just so hard

Dude, I absolutely understand. I was in your exact same position 2 years ago, except with my mother. She was a wonderful woman and the best mother, but she always had to be stuck battling cancer. It finally got her by metastasizing in her bones and organs before she was able to get chemotherapy and radiation treatment. I went from straight A's to barely scraping by on D's and C's, I became closed-off and full of fury and hate. I probably said and did some things I shouldn't have because I was lashing out at the world for tearing my mother away from me.

She died 4 months ago. I don't think I'll ever stop grieving her, but that's okay. Everyone grieves differently, and I learned that talking about her helps me deal with the fact that she's gone.

If you ever want/need to talk with someone who's been through it all, my PMs are open to you.

_{guys i-}

_{guys i-}

What's up, Nia?

_{i literally can’t stop crying i- i’m so fucking exhausting i don’t want to be alive anymore…}