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so i got bored and made makeup based off of the queen of hearts
so i got bored and made makeup based off of the queen of hearts
Porcupines are really cute and it makes me kind of sad
So I'm not the only one who feels sad when they see something cute??
So that’s why I always feel sad looking through the pictures chat-
Y’all are just too cute
Porcupines are really cute and it makes me kind of sad
So I'm not the only one who feels sad when they see something cute??
So that’s why I always feel sad looking through the pictures chat-
Y’all are just too cute
HA no im not im a FROG without my makeup.
Me when I see y'all:

Y'all were scared? Maybe I'm just too relaxed then…
I was just like, period probably.
I was trying to clean my room and I had a Moment
I just kind of stared at the mess for like ten minutes while barely breathing because the thought of having to get up and deal with it seemed so incredibly difficult that I gave up and am now sitting in the corner of my room while mom cleans everything
Dude this is me with so much. I don’t curl up I go on Notebook or Pinterest or something.
Y'all were scared? Maybe I'm just too relaxed then…I was just like, period probably.
Same, I figured that if it was something more serious that she probably wouldn't be on Notebook about it.
I'm tired but will I sleep? Non.
Oof. That's how I feel just about every day.
I'm tired but will I sleep? Non.
Tired Miriam in one statement
I'm tired but will I sleep? Non.
Tired Miriam in one statement
*KOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
ko??????????????????
tired
uhh…
so i’m starting to feel quite sick
I can understand that I'm sorry.
I want hugs and affection, but nobody likes me
-offers my hugs- eh?
I want hugs and affection, but nobody likes me
aww i like you! all of you are very good friends of mine! ^^
-gives you very big big biggest hugs-
love you fren <3
shiet
this isn't good
i don't want to feel this way
i don't want to deal with these feelings right now.
tjey weill only invite anxiety in to share the hoouse with me
and i dont want to see anxiety again
not again
not after what it did to me the last time
i cant stay up all night because of anxiety again
maybe… just writing this is actually helping
but idk if it actually is, so ima post it anyways…
edit: for context, i saw something that triggered panic
i didn’t fall asleep until 2:30 am due to sick and now my arms are aching so much I can barely move them
today’s gonna be greeeaaattttt
Got up early and made pancakes. Have an online test today. I'm terrified
Ella, you really sound pretty sick…
Homework sucks
But it's okay because I got that app that tells you the answer when you take a picture of it (for math at least, idk if it does it for other subjects)
About what?
Well it was two
In the first one, things happened that would reveal things about me {i.e. my age}, so I'm not going to talk about that one even though it was the really weird one. It involved the devil???
The second one was like a school shooting but all my friends were in on it except me. I can analyze that one enough on my own to understand what that means.
Ella, you really sound pretty sick…
To be completely honest, I’m not that sick, it’s just a stuffy nose, sore throat, and sore arm muscles from all the stuff I did yesterday, not even a cough or headaches
I just haven’t been sick in a year so it feels super wrong, like I can’t breathe without my throat hurting and standing up makes me super dizzy
but despite this mom keeps asking me to do things and be productive cause i clearly wasn’t productive enough yesterday and gosh i hate quarantine, i miss mom going and doing stuff without us then being too tired to make us do things when she gets back
Aww. I'm sorry, El.
I too have gotten to the point where I actually miss school.
I'm taking a test and one of the questions is like "Would X's life have turned out better if she married Y instead of Z?" But like.. Z is an abusive, cheating dick and Y is a creepy stalker and morally gray at best. So really she shouldn't have married either.
happy page 500, y'all!
I'm makin mozzarella sticks to celebrate, if you hope hard enough, you can imagine sharing them with me!!
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