Currently PMing Nie about it but I'm going to copy and paste it here too
okay, so…
it was about a guy
which is weird
because my bisexuality is like 99% girls
But it started out as The Dude
and then it was just some random made up guy I don't know
I don't know where we were
But it wasn't Wisconsin
And both of our families were there
and we FeLl iN lOvE
And he set up some stuff in his room so I could stay overnights
and he gave me hoodies
and cuddles
and he was perfect
and I feel really dumb getting so worked up over a boy that doesn't even exist
but it was really, really hard when I woke up and realized it wasn't real.
I had a really good dream where somebody actually loved me and then I woke up and remembered that it's not true. And sometimes that shit just really hurts.
oof… been there, had a dream once where i went adventuring with my best friend and three other girls. we had apparently been friends for a while, and we were all joking and laughing together, telling all sorts of fun stories as we hiked through a wooded path. our destination was this odd cliffside camping area with a stunning view of a lake surrounded by all these cute little towns, with a bright pink sunset reflecting in the waters. i don't remember much else but at the end of the dream, we were all laying around a campfire in our own little sleeping bags, just watching the stars and talking about our lives, our friendship, all that dumb stuff-
i remember waking up in tears thinking how lucky i was, only to realize none of it ever happened and I was still a broke artist in the middle of nowhere…
Honestly, I feel that.
I had a dream when I was out of the house, living with one of my friends who suffered abuse like I did. We were healing together and we weren't afraid of speaking. We became super close, almost like siblings. We'd spend the night with me drawing art while they wrote stories about it. We'd play music and sometimes binge entire series just for fun.
Most dreams that I remember were either me dying or something that I'm glad wasn't real.
Guess who might have corona
Looks like I have returned from the loooongest hiatus known to man. Anyway, what’s new?
Welcome back!!!! :DDDDD
everyone's doing the Big Panic and that's basically it
Welcome back!!!! :DDDDD
everyone's doing the Big Panic and that's basically it
guardin sample voice Oh as if you had no choice?
The coronavirus is getting out of hand
I mean I probably don't but the worry is there
Darn, well there goes that. Well, let's hope you don't.
I'm just hiding in my room for now
my friends and i are calling this… the quarantine
all of us have been trapped inside our houses since like… idk i have lost count of time
i wanna say friday but that seems too short of a time period
it seems like i have been inside forever
I'm going to a park today. :)
I'm going to a park today. :)
don't die
Not Responsible For Injuries Park from a weird simpsons short before a movie
my friends and i are calling this… the quarantine
all of us have been trapped inside our houses since like… idk i have lost count of time
i wanna say friday but that seems too short of a time period
it seems like i have been inside forever
Sounds dystopian.
haha now that i look at it, it kinda does seem like it could be a plot for something dystopian, doesn't it
well i came to vent and it seems i'm not the only one on this topic so yay.
So while i do digital art and comics, im actually a ceramics major/artist. ceramics is expensive af to do on your own, cause of wheels and kilns and glazes (not to mention those are toxic chemicals and you can't just buy them). Anyways i was going to participate in a massive art fair that would have financially funded me for my final year of college at least and possibly be enough to start putting some money down on a good wheel and baby kiln for my own studio.
I had a whole schedule set for how much work i needed to do each day, all the materials and costs and whatnot. I was actually motivated to go and work, to the point where i was excited to start this massive project. After spending most of the winter very tired and unmotivated (SAD is fun), this was really big for me. Anyways the whole thing was canceled, even though it was set to be in june, because the virus is predicted to pique in may. now i've been un-motivated and don't really want to work with ceramics at all cause i know it's all kinda for nothing besides a grade in class. not to mention this event would have been a 'breakthrough' and gotten my name into the art community, something i very much need to do to have any success in a traditional art.
tdlr, corona virus sucks and kinda set my professional career back by a year. how are you guys doing in this pandemic end-of-the-world?
Not great. This is the new Black Plague and I am not okay.
the virus shut down my school and I’m considering just staying home unless my friends contact me to do something lol
also my account most recently hit two years and i am just stunned lmao
Mine's been stuck at "about 1 year ago" for a while.
It's snowing. It's the middle of March and it's snowing
Lucky. I want to snow here.
It's the middle of March, it shouldn't be snowing. It's been in the fifties the last couple days. No.
I don't care what month it is. I like snow. So. Yes.
Famine really is gonna be next wow
