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@Althalosian-is-the-father book

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@Fraust

Because I'm always miserable when I'm there, I'm only there once a week anyways so they won't miss me, and I don't get paid shit. Tips are also shit so that doesn't make up for it. I'm just always super anxious and uncomfortable and I just hate being there, but I also feel really pathetic because my job isn't that hard

@Fraust

make yourself happy and find whatever it is you find joy in doing caustic!

B u t t h e n I ' l l b e h e l l a p o o r

@saor_illust school

on the other hand, i has rant

i used to be social…-ish

and now all of my social skills have gone done the drain
i guess maybe her problems are so much worse than mine
or maybe it's because she has to deal with things that i don't have to because i'm still technically a kid by my standards
or maybe it's because i'm just not good at much

ahhh who am i kidding, if i keep going with this i'm never going to get done what i wanted and i'm going to start beating myself up again…

@Althalosian-is-the-father book

Because I'm always miserable when I'm there, I'm only there once a week anyways so they won't miss me, and I don't get paid shit. Tips are also shit so that doesn't make up for it. I'm just always super anxious and uncomfortable and I just hate being there, but I also feel really pathetic because my job isn't that hard

That really sucks. But I would say to stick it out. Talk to your parents about it, but it won’t look good on your resume if you quit at the beginning.

@saor_illust school

make yourself happy and find whatever it is you find joy in doing caustic!

B u t t h e n I ' l l b e h e l l a p o o r

make a job out of whatever you find joy in
there's no point in staying in a job that you hate

@Fraust

My parents don't care if I quit. I've already talked to them about it before (I'd send in a two weeks notice like a decent human being so it wouldn't look bad I don't think).

@Althalosian-is-the-father book

make yourself happy and find whatever it is you find joy in doing caustic!

B u t t h e n I ' l l b e h e l l a p o o r

make a job out of whatever you find joy in
there's no point in staying in a job that you hate

Except for the moneys.

@Fraust

Yeah, I wanna be a freelance artist, but that means I will likely not have enough money to support myself
So…
Cheap apartment and only eating lunch it is
And that lunch will be ramen

@saor_illust school

you know… i'm desperate enough at this point to be reaching out to someone other than ella, who's currently offline right now
i… and this is really hard for me to say. it isn't much, but it takes all of my mental strength to not delete everything and pretend like everything is fine while i fall into what i call my 'depressive state'. i need someone just to rant to, to vent to, but i'm still not comfortable sharing it here… can i just borrow someone's pms for a bit…

edit: i really really want to just delete that and pretend everything is okay when it really isn't…

@Althalosian-is-the-father book

Yeah, I wanna be a freelance artist, but that means I will likely not have enough money to support myself
So…
Cheap apartment and only eating lunch it is
And that lunch will be ramen

Ramen will probably eventually kill you.

@Fraust

Yeah, I wanna be a freelance artist, but that means I will likely not have enough money to support myself
So…
Cheap apartment and only eating lunch it is
And that lunch will be ramen

Ramen will probably eventually kill you.

There are worse ways to die