Captain Cronch
Smurf
Wibbles
Thicc
Geoffrey
Menelaus
Morpho

I don't want to leave. I just got here. This is my home.

Please don't make me leave.

You okay, Red?

No

Wanna talk about it?

Yes. I'll try not to sound like a babbling idiot, but no promises

Well my school is shut down
Also I had the endoscopy and it took them four tries to find a vein for the IV. As a person who doesn’t like needles I almost said “fucking hell” in the operating room when one of the veins collasped.

Our school is also getting shut down because of the virus, we're going to do our school work from home

And damn, i felt that. It sucks dick when they cant find the vien, then, when they do, it ends up blowing up because they didnt fucking do it right

I went back home yesterday–my real home in the mountains. I thought I would get to stay over the weekend like I normally do, but other home called. Other home wants me to come back, saying it's not safe to stay because a huge storm is supposed to hit earlier than predicted, bringing feet of snow with it. I can't drive in that snow, my car isn't equiped for it. I have to go back today or risk getting snowed in and missing two days of classes. Logically, I should go back to other home today.

But I can't. Well, I can physically, but I can't emotionally/mentally. Everything I've bottled up came crashing out all at once upon hearing the news. I've been stuck in a cycle of panic and calm for the past 45 minutes with all of my thoughts leading back to those words.

That sounds terrible, Red, I'm sorry :(

I don't want to leave, not yet. I feel safe here. Loved. I feel her presence here. I mostly feel nothing at other home.

I know I don't talk about it a lot, but I miss her. I really miss her.

That sounds terrible, Red, I'm sorry :(

It's not your fault

i hate life

someone kill me now please

No
I refuse

What’s wrong fren?

legit everything

i wrote a vent last night but idk if i want to share it anymore
even if i do, it's only going to be to one person over pms

I don't want to read and that's making me angry

i hate life

someone kill me now please

No
I refuse

What’s wrong fren?

legit everything

i wrote a vent last night but idk if i want to share it anymore
even if i do, it's only going to be to one person over pms

alright
if you need someone to talk to I’m always here-
we can get through stuff together <3

thank
<3
love you fren

Well my school is shut down
Also I had the endoscopy and it took them four tries to find a vein for the IV. As a person who doesn’t like needles I almost said “fucking hell” in the operating room when one of the veins collasped.

Our school is also getting shut down because of the virus, we're going to do our school work from home

And damn, i felt that. It sucks dick when they cant find the vien, then, when they do, it ends up blowing up because they didnt fucking do it right

It’s fine tho, the nurses were nice about it

Readathon accidentally turned into equally as unsuccessful cleanathon. Cleaner, but still very, very dirty. I'm disgusting, if you hadn't noticed

oh my goodness i know that feel
_{hugs are so underrated}

dude he did the thing where
Guys: If a girl hugs you, put your arms around her waist, that's the best way to go

But like, isn't that low-key Not Okay?

depends on the person, but most girls don't mind a waist hug. Just keep your hands north.

Ookay. I probably won't do it though. There are few people I really touch which is a bit sad for me as I want to touch someone or be touched 55% of the time at least. Only people I view as siblings.

oh my goodness i know that feel
_{hugs are so underrated}

dude he did the thing where
Guys: If a girl hugs you, put your arms around her waist, that's the best way to go

But like, isn't that low-key Not Okay?

depends on the person, but most girls don't mind a waist hug. Just keep your hands north.

Ookay. I probably won't do it though. There are few people I really touch which is a bit sad for me as I want to touch someone or be touched 55% of the time at least. Only people I view as siblings.

would you hug me

oh my goodness i know that feel
_{hugs are so underrated}

dude he did the thing where
Guys: If a girl hugs you, put your arms around her waist, that's the best way to go

But like, isn't that low-key Not Okay?

depends on the person, but most girls don't mind a waist hug. Just keep your hands north.

Ookay. I probably won't do it though. There are few people I really touch which is a bit sad for me as I want to touch someone or be touched 55% of the time at least. Only people I view as siblings.

would you hug me

I would 11/10

I would hug all of you

Here ya go!

would you hug me

Of course. But to me, there's a huge difference. I can hug most people. Touching them is different. Like, I don't want to sound like a creep. If someone and I are close enough, I can… let my hands wander? I guess? Like, in a very platonic way, and there are still rules that must be observed. But if someone is in that range I can casually drape my arm on them or put them in a choke hold maybe (with love), or scooch up really close to them and a lot of other things like casually lay my head on their shoulder or stomach or something.

I want more worms-on-strings :(

I have no worms-on-strings

would you hug me

Of course. But to me, there's a huge difference. I can hug most people. Touching them is different. Like, I don't want to sound like a creep. If someone and I are close enough, I can… let my hands wander? I guess? Like, in a very platonic way, and there are still rules that must be observed. But if someone is in that range I can casually drape my arm on them or put them in a choke hold maybe (with love), or scooch up really close to them and a lot of other things like casually lay my head on their shoulder or stomach or something.

agreed
and those are the best relationships

I have no worms-on-strings

not to be dramatic but i don’t either and it’s making my life 10x worse than it is right now

When did we start calling them worms-on-strings instead of Squirmles??

I never knew what they were called in the first place.