_{As long as you know it will be worth it. I'm glad you didn't do anything last night, Ella. I cherish you too much, my heart wouldn't be able to take it.}

^^^^^^
glad you're still here el <3

Guess who almost got kicked out of the house yesterday?? That's right, this bitch. Now I don't have my phone and my mom monitors discord from my phone. All because I told a friend I didn't really feel safe with my mother.

Just a thought but maybe if your child doesn't feel safe with you, you should talk to them about it instead of grounding them and monitoring what they do

Yep, and I told my friend about my plan to run away just because I didn't feel safe and my mom was, after everyone calmed down, just being really, i don't know, petty about it like "I waited till I was forty to have a kid, and onw I do, a kid who doens't want to be my kid."

I would talk to her about why you don't feel safe

Maybe… _{call someone who can help??}

I'm going to try to. I have my therapist today and I'm going to talk to her.
I love my dad and don't want to be separated from him, but if I go into cps, I will.

_{it’s my birthday bois}

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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

_{it’s my birthday bois}

See Chat of Appreciation… and LGBTQ+ Chat.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU AMAZING BEAN!!!!!!!! <3<3<3

happy birthday kylee!~

Happy Birthday, @Derpachu-Has-A-Birthday-Today ! I hope it will be filled with joyous events and you make wonderful memories.

So uh, I've officially related to an inanimate object so hard I think a microwave might be my spirit animal.

Nice?

Did I just realize my mother is abusive? After my friends told me after I told them what she does to me? Maybe.
Am I venting on a writing site because my mother took away all my sources of contact so I can't even call a helpline? Maybe.

I CAN"T STOP FIDIGTING
I NEED TO TURN A 60 MINUTE VCADET LESSON INTO A 30 MIN ONE
DWSBYFUWBUIKBICWOQLABUIDWNALEBDUIHWDOJANKDBIFUONSKLA
**INCOHERENT SCREAMING AT A WALL*

Did I just realize my mother is abusive? After my friends told me after I told them what she does to me? Maybe.
Am I venting on a writing site because my mother took away all my sources of contact so I can't even call a helpline? Maybe.

That sucks so much, Reed. Can one of your friends call a helpline for you?

Did I just realize my mother is abusive? After my friends told me after I told them what she does to me? Maybe.
Am I venting on a writing site because my mother took away all my sources of contact so I can't even call a helpline? Maybe.

That sucks so much, Reed. Can one of your friends call a helpline for you?

Not really, the friends I were talking to were over discord and my mom took my phone and is looking through my conversations so if I went to ask for help, she'd know, then get even angrier.

(How are you on here Reed? Maybe you can email someone?

Ahh. Do you still go to school? If so you should try to get someone there to help you out.

Did I just realize my mother is abusive? After my friends told me after I told them what she does to me? Maybe.
Am I venting on a writing site because my mother took away all my sources of contact so I can't even call a helpline? Maybe.

aLRiGHt

(How are you on here Reed? Maybe you can email someone?

My school laptop. I'm in class right now.
My dad comes home today and should hopefully calm her down.
I have therapy so maybe I can ask my therapist if I'm just overreacting.

I'm sorry I can't help you, I have no idea what to do and the last time I tried to offer suggestions to someone I was kicked out of my lunch table never to return again so

If you need to talk to your friends on a school computer and not get monitored by staff, share a google doc with said friend and y'all can say whatever you want and you can work on it at the same time
My friends and I all use different colors to make it seem like it's fun

and nO, you are NoT overreacting, your emotions are valid and clearly something regarding your relationship with your mother is a bit wonky. I don't mean that offensively-

I learned this video isn’t restricted on my iPad. This kid looks like my brother lmao. Best birthday gift ever, besides the love I get <3

also happy day of life @Derpachu-Has-A-Birthday-Today

If you need to talk to your friends on a school computer and not get monitored by staff, share a google doc with said friend and y'all can say whatever you want and you can work on it at the same time
My friends and I all use different colors to make it seem like it's fun

Most schools know your username and password, not to mention that it's a school computer, so you can only use your school account which they can monitor without knowing your password but sure

Thanks everyone!