I'm not afraid of men.
Have there been times when a specific man has made me scared?
Yes.
But I have no problem with men.
Men on the street scare me. Men I know though, don't. Except those times when I'm panicking that they could do something to me and no one would believe and I wouldn't be able to stop it
Is Shuri still taking a break or did she change her username. I can’t find her.
I mean I’m pretty like, terrified to the point where I’m thinking about it too much.
it’s a problem without a reason
Your reason (I'm guessing) is rape culture, and probably some other stuff that I don't know about or can't think of
Most likely, but I haven’t gone through anything traumatic. I mean when I was younger, one of the first videos I watched on my own on Youtube was like, this fictionalized video of a woman being chased down and raped. It might sound like I’m lying but I remember it extremely clearly, and it was a while ago. I still remember my thoughts on it and just everything.
Idk it might be that. I spend a lot of time thinking about why I’m so scared the way I am, but literally nothing else has threatened me to the point where I’d be logically scared of it.
Is Shuri still taking a break or did she change her username. I can’t find her.
They changed their user, and they may still be taking a break.
Their current user is @Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo
Is Shuri still taking a break or did she change her username. I can’t find her.
They changed their user, and they may still be taking a break.
Their current user is @Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo
Thanks
I mean I’m pretty like, terrified to the point where I’m thinking about it too much.
it’s a problem without a reason
Your reason (I'm guessing) is rape culture, and probably some other stuff that I don't know about or can't think of
Most likely, but I haven’t gone through anything traumatic. I mean when I was younger, one of the first videos I watched on my own on Youtube was like, this fictionalized video of a woman being chased down and raped. It might sound like I’m lying but I remember it extremely clearly, and it was a while ago. I still remember my thoughts on it and just everything.
Idk it might be that. I spend a lot of time thinking about why I’m so scared the way I am, but literally nothing else has threatened me to the point where I’d be logically scared of it.
I listen to a lot of true crime stuff which is where a lot of my fears come from, and my friend was raped by her ex boyfriend. Plus my parents have a general tendency to not believe what I say. I'm also very small and generally nonthreatening which is kinda scary
Rape culture is definitely a bigger issue than people (read: most men and conservatives) think.
I mean I’m pretty like, terrified to the point where I’m thinking about it too much.
it’s a problem without a reason
I know this is a bit weird to say but this actually brightened my day a little, knowing I’m not completely alone-
I mean I’m pretty like, terrified to the point where I’m thinking about it too much.
it’s a problem without a reason
Your reason (I'm guessing) is rape culture, and probably some other stuff that I don't know about or can't think of
Most likely, but I haven’t gone through anything traumatic. I mean when I was younger, one of the first videos I watched on my own on Youtube was like, this fictionalized video of a woman being chased down and raped. It might sound like I’m lying but I remember it extremely clearly, and it was a while ago. I still remember my thoughts on it and just everything.
Idk it might be that. I spend a lot of time thinking about why I’m so scared the way I am, but literally nothing else has threatened me to the point where I’d be logically scared of it.
I listen to a lot of true crime stuff which is where a lot of my fears come from, and my friend was raped by her ex boyfriend. Plus my parents have a general tendency to not believe what I say. I'm also very small and generally nonthreatening which is kinda scary
oof the whole reason I started working out was to feel better about going out without being scared lol
My parents have that same tendency, and considering how courts and stuff handle rape, then thinking how I’ll be after, it’s terrifying
Not to diminish your point, Lizzie, but I think you're pretty intimidating.
Not to diminish your point, Lizzie, but I think you're pretty intimidating.
Awwww clearly you have never seen me in all my 5'3 105 lb glory
Not to diminish your point, Lizzie, but I think you're pretty intimidating.
Awwww
clearly you have never seen me in all my 5'3 105 lb glory
My dude, one of my friends is 4'10" and I'm pretty sure she could knock me out if she wanted to
Not to diminish your point, Lizzie, but I think you're pretty intimidating.
Awwww
clearly you have never seen me in all my 5'3 105 lb glory
My dude, one of my friends is 4'10" and I'm pretty sure she could knock me out if she wanted to
I don't have enough muscle to hold my arms above my head for more than maybe thirty seconds but I appreciate the sentiment
Is Shuri still taking a break or did she change her username. I can’t find her.
*He’s still here, we’ve talked a bit in some group DMs, he was actually online today
He’s just done with the general forums, something about “not wanting to be a burden to the site” (which is absolutely ridiculous because he was never a burden, he’s a loved and valued member of the community, yet no matter how many times I explain that he refuses to listen-)
and he did change his username a few times, I believe it’s currently along the lines of Shuri-The-Floofy-Doggo
Feels like the only one who doesn't feel that
Same, Nie
Oh, thank goodness. I thought I was the only one. It was an unpleasant feeling.
I'm not afraid of it really. But at times I'm low-key scared for people I know.
It's mainly because I have this mindset of "I'd rather die/go down with a fight" so yeah… you aren't alone.
So, I was stuck at a cookie booth for about, I don’t know 6 hours
It was painful, no one ordered ANYTHING, I sat there with girls in elementary school who really, REALLY have no self control which I knew was going to happen because they’re young… well I didn’t know I was going to be there so long, and I started to get anxious. If you don’t know me, when I get uncomfortable/nervous and it progresses I get extremely tired, sad, and secluded. I’ll usually stop talking to people completely in the middle of a conversation I do it around a certain person that I sometimes talk about on here, I think Emi is getting the hint., and get super shy like. I’ll start stuttering and shit. But this time I got, well, extremely emotional. I have no idea WHAT happened, but I started to have a very bad anxiety attack along with flashbacks of my grandfathers death, a lot of stuff I wish I could forget like seeing my dad cry in front of me, seeing my sister(the one I actually like and have a lot of respect for) suffer or seeing Emi cry. That shit was painful. My mind was all over the place, it was past kill yourself and shit, it was to a whole new fucking level, I was so confused and shit that I forgot about being somewhere, next thing I knew I was on the floor crying. I still had to stay there. Fuck you grandma (Just kidding but still she did nothing).
That was my day. I’m still not fully together but whatever.
My birthday is on Thursday, and my mom got me a Chrom amiibo and a Mimiku plushie from GameStop for putting up with the cookie booth. She said I won’t get my game, probably, because her federal taxes is fucked up or something? I have no idea what she was talking about. And so I can’t do the dinner like I was planning, my mom was thinking of getting a separate table at my sisters baby shower and getting me a birthday cake, letting me invite friends. But, NOOOOO, THE LORD BITCH PREGNANT WOMAN SAYS IT’S HER OCCASION AND I’M NOT IMPORTANT she said I wasn’t important. The fuck My mom told her to shut the fuck up and told me I would get a table anyways, and said she might get my uncle to let me borrow his switch or maybe let me bring over some friends and we play games or whatever, which I’d rather cry in a corner by myself on my birthday then go celebrate something about my sister. Even my other sister wasn’t going, my mom said just to stop by and said she wants to see her. I want to see my sister, but I want to stay at home, maybe if I’m good enough my mom will get my uncle to hook the switch up to her big TV and let friends come over. That’s what’s planned for my big 16. I didn’t want a party lol.
Besides that I guess I’ve been doing better…? I’ve been way more bubbly, especially around a person I will not name. I look more cheerful and I’ve become a tiny bit more social, I’ve been able to build and hold conversations better, I haven’t had an anxiety attack at school for like a couple of months. Sure, me going through shit on Thursday was a thing but I’m not going to keep building more hatred and stress around it, I’m just going to ignore the shit out of Cunter and my bitchy sister. I’ll just not talk to them. Eh I’m going to go silent from notebook for a while, I’ll only reply to rps. I’m gonna not browse. I’ll just disappear for a bit, see ya.
HOLY FUCK THAT WAS LONG
No if you disappear I can't wish you happy birthday
I empathized most with that first sentence. I'm a boy of the ice cream booth myself.
No if you disappear I can't wish you happy birthday
Ok I’ll check in on my birthday then lmao
I'm a boy of the ice cream booth myself.
found my senior quote
Might want to change it to I am. But yes I see the attractiveness of such a thing.
gUYS A REALLY CUTE GIRL WINKED AT ME TODAY AT MY GUARD COMP AND WE STARTED TALKING AND OH MY GOD I'MMMMM–
Date her, coward
SHE GOES TO A SCHOOL TWO AND A HALF HOURS AWAY AND I DON'T HAVE A PHONE
MY GIRLFRIEND LIVES TWO HOURS AWAY TOO
I MEAN I HAVE A PHONE
BUT WE DON'T JUST TEXT
WE WRITE LETTERS
AND EMAIL
You know how you’ve come to terms with the fact that you’re just friends with your crush and then they do something really cute and you wanna die in a hole because they’re so fucking perfect.