You running away is not going to solve any of that.

I agree. It may seem like a good solution to you, but it's really not.

As much as it's a bad idea. I already stated that I would do the exact same thing in your lace so I say go for it. Just try to be safe and dont die okay?

as much as it's a bad idea go for it? What kind of shit advice it that????

The advice that is coming from the person who sees that things at their home are rough, and have not gotten better over a LONG period of time, and that staying there is not helpful, and is actually hurting them.
I say leave. Find somewhere else that's safer, or at least less emotionally harmful. There are shelters out there, there are friends houses, there is elsewhere. I believe taking th risk and finding that elsewhere is a reasonable move.

Sometimes you just need to take a step back from the situation, it helps a lot.

Sometimes you just need to take a step back from the situation, it helps a lot.

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Sometimes you just need to take a step back from the situation, it helps a lot.

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Oh but see, taking a step back would involve not running away immediately

My everything hurts

So, should I not run off? I think I’ll stick with hiding in my moms room, she won’t take shit around her, and if they try something while she’s around, and they do it too much they’re gonna be gone. My mom said she would have kicked Cunter and my sister out already if it wasn’t for her being way too nice and not wanting to because of her pregnancy. My mom can’t do much, and I can’t. I’m just a 15 only sixteen year old girl. What am I supposed to do? I can’t do anything. All I can do is sit it out, without a door, without a filter. I’ve been pushed by them for the LAST time. My filter is gone now. I’m not happy. I’m pissy. I’m getting smart to people, I RANTED TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T REALLY TALK AND I LIKE THEM A LOT SO NOW THEY HAVE A LOT OF SHIT I JUST THREW AT THEM AND I FEEL BAD.

If you have a safe place to go, or a safe way out I would take it. But don't do anything that's going to get you more hurt.

Maybe you could talk to your family about spending some time at someone else's house, like a relative or friend nearby, but straight up running away is a bad idea

Man, I just love when people think that I can do everything

Bro, I almost cried tears of joy for the first time in my life today.

Really? Do tell.

It's not all that special really.

Someone pulled me aside today and gave me this short spiel about how great she knew I could be. She said how much that my words amaze her on a daily basis and she said that she knew I could do great. She told me about how she knew I was showing my full potential and that I was dulling my own glow.

She went on to talk about how she understood how stressed and sad I've been lately and how she noticed. It really just made me happy to know that someone noticed and even care. Really the thing that made me the happiest to hear was her tell me these words: "Dude, you have to act like somebody because you're going to be somebody. I know you will". I almost walked away crying after all of that. The last words she said to me were "You seemed like you needed to hear that". I just can't put into words how happy it made me or even why.

That's like the cutest fucking thing

Yoo that's so cool! Like you said, you probably just really needed to hear that. It's really good when someone cares that much to take the time to notice you and then tell you about it.

Yeah! It really brightened the rest of my day. The next time I see her I'll have… something for her. I don't know what though…

She a good friend of yours or pretty random or what?

I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.

I've tried. Hasn't worked
Also that sounds like. Slightly unhealthy

Dom not everyone compartmentalizes their feelings like you do. chill my guy.

I mean, I didn't even try until I turned 14. What I mean is that it can be learned (unless it is a genetic predisposition that has to be triggered.) And it might be a little unhealthy, Idk, but it took away from some bad qualities I had.

I'd consider her more of a good acquaintance.

I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.

I've tried. Hasn't worked
Also that sounds like. Slightly unhealthy

Dom not everyone compartmentalizes their feelings like you do. chill my guy.

I mean, I didn't even try until I turned 14. What I mean is that it can be learned (unless it is a genetic predisposition that has to be triggered.) And it might be a little unhealthy, Idk, but it took away from some bad qualities I had.

Not to be that person, but fun fact that's what serial killers do to keep their lives separate. Every though you probably aren't a serial killer. Is it bad that that's something I kind of wish I could do?

I'd consider her more of a good acquaintance.

You might want to look into making her a friend.

Maybe…

I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.

I've tried. Hasn't worked
Also that sounds like. Slightly unhealthy

Dom not everyone compartmentalizes their feelings like you do. chill my guy.

I mean, I didn't even try until I turned 14. What I mean is that it can be learned (unless it is a genetic predisposition that has to be triggered.) And it might be a little unhealthy, Idk, but it took away from some bad qualities I had.

Not to be that person, but fun fact that's what serial killers do to keep their lives separate. Every though you probably aren't a serial killer. Is it bad that that's something I kind of wish I could do?

Well I do have psychopathic tendencies. Even as a child I would attempt to stifle emotion to things that promoted a response I found to be unpleasant. Now I do that with empathy. (Though sometimes it's not my choice and my relationship with empathy is complicated.) But I now live a life where I nearly always successfully manage to shut down any minor negative emotional response. The bigger ones are a tossup. But I sometimes let those out if I feel the pros outweigh the cons.

Literally forget bad moods today, everyone.

I have a genuine reasons for why I’m happy as opposed to last night and those reasons are:

1) An extremely serious conversation with Nate
2) I got my braces off!!!,,,,!!’
3) I made plans for this weekend with a close friend
4) AND LO AND BEHOLD I DON’T FEEL SICK AAAAH (turns out I was just bloated from about to start my period)
5) And I’m in a funky jazz mood 😎

Here’s a picture of me and my braces off because I want to show it off:

I swear it feels fake

I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.

I've tried. Hasn't worked
Also that sounds like. Slightly unhealthy

Dom not everyone compartmentalizes their feelings like you do. chill my guy.

I mean, I didn't even try until I turned 14. What I mean is that it can be learned (unless it is a genetic predisposition that has to be triggered.) And it might be a little unhealthy, Idk, but it took away from some bad qualities I had.

Not to be that person, but fun fact that's what serial killers do to keep their lives separate. Every though you probably aren't a serial killer. Is it bad that that's something I kind of wish I could do?

Well I do have psychopathic tendencies. Even as a child I would attempt to stifle emotion to things that promoted a response I found to be unpleasant. Now I do that with empathy. (Though sometimes it's not my choice and my relationship with empathy is complicated.) But I now live a life where I nearly always successfully manage to shut down any minor negative emotional response. The bigger ones are a tossup. But I sometimes let those out if I feel the pros outweigh the cons.

I have a thing to say but I feel like it would be better if I stayed quiet. I don't wanna call Dom out in front of everyone.

I approve that you are feeling good Emi!