This is probably a bad Idea, but in your shoes I would've run away and reported abuse by now. like actually.
I would suggest calling your other sister to see if she can get you out. that shit ain't right…. (if you've tried that before I will offer hugs and a place to rant in PMs, because I ain't got much else other than sympathy.)
Thank you. I am done with them. I’m going to drop my filter around them. I’m usually as respectful as possible around my family, but they don’t deserve respect. I will tell him to fuck off if he asks me to do anything, I will tell him to leave me alone, I will go straight to my mom when he says to get some food as in a small portion of scarps. I will get my mom to get my food, I’ll eat in her room. I’m at a point that I’m about to live in her room. They never go there and I’ll be near chunky cat and my parents a lot more. You know what? Instead of staying always in my room, I’ll just go in my moms room and cuddle with chunky the cat.
This sounds like a very very good idea.
Also, another suggestion, maybe try recording some of your sister/her bf's abuse towards you. Multile times. Then try telling your parents with proof.
And if they don't believe you, maybe go to the police?
so correct me if I'm wrong lads, ladies and nonbinary daisies, but I believe I have a girlfriend
Oh? Spill the tea please~
Well
I was at a forensics meet
And I met a girl
Keep in mind we're gay, we do things quickly
So we were taking the entire four or five hours and cuddling holding hands and kissing
But idk
And of course she lives two hours away hahAHAHAHAHAH
I may have celiacs and I’m scared but also kinda annoyed bc I really like pasta.
Keep in mind we're gay, we do things quickly
That sounds stupid. You leave yourself open to pain.
Honestly like
I thought I’d be somewhere else this year.
But I’m still allowing myself to be that sponge for people around me to clean up their rants and hear and internalize their problems and stomach their blows and rage.
Why do people think that I’m someone they can fall back on and take blows at? People who I trust to be close to me and know how I think and know why—
But they still refuse to think that I can have a bad week, a bad day, a bad hour, a bad second, a bad mood, a bad literal anything
I’m so fucking tired of it
I cried but felt nothing
I don’t feel like anything anymore
back exactly where I was, just with no probable reason
Suck to be you, dude. I'm sorry. Tell them how you feel maybe. I know what it's like to be too afraid to reach out for support. But tell them straight out "Listen kids, I have rough times too. And I need you to deal. Even more, I want you to help me when I need help. Because that's what friends do."
hey i'm complaining about cramps again
I will casually send you an affirmation of my affection.
Keep in mind we're gay, we do things quickly
That sounds stupid. You leave yourself open to pain.
Haven’t you heard of U-Haul lesbians? Same thing
Keep in mind we're gay, we do things quickly
That sounds stupid. You leave yourself open to pain.
Haven’t you heard of U-Haul lesbians? Same thing
yeah lmao it's real
we fall too easily my man
Keep in mind we're gay, we do things quickly
That sounds stupid. You leave yourself open to pain.
Haven’t you heard of U-Haul lesbians? Same thing
yeah lmao it's real
we fall too easily my man
I don't think that's a biological trait. Just have standards that are high and block out everyone. Know that you control your feelings and that even the strong ones disappear in time.
I know this isn't really part of what's going on but to me Dom is sounding like an 80-year-old nun and I cannot get that image out of my head
I-
I feel an emotion that I have not felt in at least three years
I finished reading a really good story
And now I don’t know what to do with my life
How am I supposed to sleep
How am I supposed to breathe
How am I supposed to think
W h a t
Keep in mind we're gay, we do things quickly
That sounds stupid. You leave yourself open to pain.
Haven’t you heard of U-Haul lesbians? Same thing
yeah lmao it's real
we fall too easily my man
I don't think that's a biological trait. Just have standards that are high and block out everyone. Know that you control your feelings and that even the strong ones disappear in time.
Yeah its not a biological trait (correlation, not causation ;P). I don't think you can control your feelings. I think you can control how you react to those feelings or what happens because of them, but I don't think you can control them. Or at least, not everyone. Idk, maybe some people.
I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.
I know this isn't really part of what's going on but to me Dom is sounding like an 80-year-old nun and I cannot get that image out of my head
Y'know? I'll take that as a compliment. You met nuns? They're chill.
I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.
I've tried. Hasn't worked
Also that sounds like. Slightly unhealthy
Ugh
I’ve thrown up twice today and frankly I’m over it
I can. So can other people. The more you do it, the easier it gets.
I've tried. Hasn't worked
Also that sounds like. Slightly unhealthy
Dom not everyone compartmentalizes their feelings like you do. chill my guy.
It feels as though my insides have been frozen, intestines, bones, and all
I'M BACK WITH ANOTHER RANT ON THE ENGLISH TEACHER
so, i've already covered how he doesn't teach, which is shitty enough, but this? this crosses the line. i didn't know this until yesterday, and i'm fucking done with his bullshit.
he misgenders my transgirl friend josephine and deadnames her, even though she corrects him every. fucking. time. and you know what? i can deal with him not teaching, i can get homework done in his class. but if you misgender one of my friends who i know already struggles with bullying and other dysphoric things? i'm done. i'm fucking done, i'm going to do everything in my power to get this man fired and nobody's going to stop me.
The teacher sounds sucky. Sadly, you can't get some idiots to listen when you've a problem with what they're doing.
Tell your friend that she's just gotta learn to ignore some people even if it's difficult. (Also it's so cool she's got the same name as me lol)
I know this isn't really part of what's going on but to me Dom is sounding like an 80-year-old nun and I cannot get that image out of my head
Y'know? I'll take that as a compliment. You met nuns? They're chill.
They're super chill, but what cracked me up was the image of you in a nun outfit and I couldn't handle it
After thinking about I’m going to go to the cookie booth, and if I’m still treated as shit around others, I’m running away. Maybe I’ll go to Destiny’s house. I’m done with being pushed around. I’m done with seeing my brother struggle. I’m done with watching my mom, grandmother and dad cry. I’m done with the cunts holding back my life. Sure I don’t have it as bad as other people, but at least everyone else can lock themselves in a room, I STILL DON’T HAVE A ROOM TO MYSELF OR A DOOR. My mom might punish me, and it’s a shame it’s close to my birthday, but I don’t think I can stay calm anymore.
You running away is not going to solve any of that.
After thinking about I’m going to go to the cookie booth, and if I’m still treated as shit around others, I’m running away. Maybe I’ll go to Destiny’s house. I’m done with being pushed around. I’m done with seeing my brother struggle. I’m done with watching my mom, grandmother and dad cry. I’m done with the cunts holding back my life. Sure I don’t have it as bad as other people, but at least everyone else can lock themselves in a room, I STILL DON’T HAVE A ROOM TO MYSELF OR A DOOR. My mom might punish me, and it’s a shame it’s close to my birthday, but I don’t think I can stay calm anymore.
Go as far as you can get yourself a room with a door. Do what you wan eat what you want. Be who you want. And most importantly buy chocolate.
sounding so fucking inspirational over here for whatever reason
You running away is not going to solve any of that.
I agree. It may seem like a good solution to you, but it's really not.
You running away is not going to solve any of that.
I agree. It may seem like a good solution to you, but it's really not.
As much as it's a bad idea. I already stated that I would do the exact same thing in your lace so I say go for it. Just try to be safe and dont die okay?
