Because I hit ninety pounds and I don't like it idk

Sounds hella unhealthy ngl.

By this I mean the losing weight. Maybe you should even gain some.

Apparently the average weight for a 15 year old girl is 115 pounds or something, but I don't want to get there
I already feel fat if I get on the scale and it's anything over 89 pounds

It's all in your head dude.

I remember your picture. You're a hella skinny stick. Like, no shade for that. But absolutely no need to be losing weight.

I know, but I think if it was muscle weight or something, it wouldn't bother me as much. I just don't like it being fat weight

Caustic: don't stay up late doing this thing
Also Caustic: yes lee, I would like to cut out your intestines

Lee: I will pay good money for someone to revamp my body.
Also Lee: my basically girlfriend won’t let me

Don't you have a fiance

You do realize that not having fat is bad for you right? A bit of fat is good for you.

Caustic: don't stay up late doing this thing
Also Caustic: yes lee, I would like to cut out your intestines

Lee: I will pay good money for someone to revamp my body.
Also Lee: my basically girlfriend won’t let me

Don't you have a fiance

Yes that’s actually me. We’re planning a beautiful summer wedding. Eris is officiating

Caustic: don't stay up late doing this thing
Also Caustic: yes lee, I would like to cut out your intestines

Lee: I will pay good money for someone to revamp my body.
Also Lee: my basically girlfriend won’t let me

Don't you have a fiance

Yes that’s actually me. We’re planning a beautiful summer wedding. Eris is officiating

no I mean for real, isn't there a boyfriend????

Mmmm, yes. I can feel my hands giving up on me.

?

Just my hands cramping every time I go to play my instrument.

Caustic: don't stay up late doing this thing
Also Caustic: yes lee, I would like to cut out your intestines

Lee: I will pay good money for someone to revamp my body.
Also Lee: my basically girlfriend won’t let me

Don't you have a fiance

Yes that’s actually me. We’re planning a beautiful summer wedding. Eris is officiating

no I mean for real, isn't there a boyfriend????

No? Didn't you see? I'm officiating.
That means Moxie is the fiancé. She is a most lovely 'she".

Apparently the average weight for a 15 year old girl is 115 pounds or something, but I don't want to get there
I already feel fat if I get on the scale and it's anything over 89 pounds

It's all in your head dude.

yeah it’s 100% in your head

from the pictures I’ve seen of you, you also seem pretty short. And because your body isn’t completely through puberty, you’re going to need the extra weight and stuff.

ofc this is coming from a 5’6, 180lbs, sixteen year old who has definitely thought over this too much

As someone who's been where you are (and is still kinda small), it seems like a big deal at first and then it goes away for the most part

My head hurts and I haven't done anything all day

As someone who also had unhealthy goals for themselves relating to weight, I advise you stop. It ain't worth the stress and self-shaming, Caustic.

you call anything over 90 fat?

Jesus

I'm 250. I must be massive in your mind

Just my hands cramping every time I go to play my instrument.

Yeah I feel.

i got complimented on my tone by my section leader today

and told “thank you” for working on my music at home

honestly

that’s kinda sad ngl

i got complimented on my tone by my section leader today

and told “thank you” for working on my music at home

honestly

that’s kinda sad ngl

There's literally two people in my section that practice at home and it's the first two chairs. And then the fourth chair girl just fucking takes over sectionals and I'm just like calm down we're both in band and guard. Guard is your thing that you're good at and you should be in the better one and you're captain and flute is my thing so back off you don't need to take over both

I have to pick out a haircut to get because mine is too long and I'm so indecisive it's actually a problem

this is why I'm bisexual

I NEED A HAIRCUT SO BAD

IT’S ALWAYS IN MY FACE

but nooooo

people around me like it long

well fuck you, Nate, it’s gonna get shaved off one of these days

Get a pixie honestly

As a proud Pixie Cut Person

It's the best

I think I'm actually going to get a buzz cut but idk if I have the confidence for that–

Hey so, I’ve been thinking about this for a while now. The reason I took a break from notebook before was because of life, and when I came back, my depression got worse of worrying about everyone. I’m not saying it’s everyone’s fault… I’m that type of person to get easily attached, and emotional when friends are sad, literally ask any of my irl friends like Emi. I’m thinking of leaving the site, forever. And never come back. I don’t add anything new to the table, I’m not on that much, and although I’ve been here for almost a year, had a lot of great RPs, and met a lot of people, it’s just something I use to leave my life priorities like getting up and finally telling my therapist EVERYTHING instead of chickening out and saying ‘oh I want to die, I don’t know why I do.’ Again, this isn’t anyone’s fault, it’s really my fault. Just wanted to vent. I might leave after all the rps that I’m in die completely.

You leave I’ll be lonely on this site
_{And I’ll stop u And u dying will make me even more lonely which isn’t a good thing}

Get a pixie honestly

As a proud Pixie Cut Person

It's the best

I think I'm actually going to get a buzz cut but idk if I have the confidence for that–

I wouldn’t look good with a Pixie. Last time I got my hair cut I made it shorter in the back and longer in the front and that was cool

I hated my pixie cut.
I only dealt with it because I donated all of my hair in honor of my grandmamma.

Get a pixie honestly

As a proud Pixie Cut Person

It's the best

I think I'm actually going to get a buzz cut but idk if I have the confidence for that–

I wouldn’t look good with a Pixie. Last time I got my hair cut I made it shorter in the back and longer in the front and that was cool

The "A cut" style?

Get a pixie honestly

As a proud Pixie Cut Person

It's the best

I think I'm actually going to get a buzz cut but idk if I have the confidence for that–

I wouldn’t look good with a Pixie. Last time I got my hair cut I made it shorter in the back and longer in the front and that was cool

The "A cut" style?

yeah with a bob to make my jaw seem sharper

My bed is currently semi covered with folded laundry and rather than folding the rest of it or putting it away, I've contorted around it and am laying on my bed that way

Mood. I do that a lot. Almost too much.