Adrien snickered at Alex's disbelief, moaning softly against Alex's shoulder when he grabbed his ass. "You do know sex isn't the same every single time right?" He pulled Alex back by his hair even though it physically pained him to keep his boyfriend from mouthing at his neck, tightening his grip with a smirk. "I can top if I want to, even if you are a fucking ass about it."
"Yeah, I don't do bottoming, sorry to burst your little bubble there sunshine," Alex just didn't do that. He'd tried it a few times, but he didn't like feeling so vulnerable underneath someone. And he enjoyed it more on top, it was just the type of person he was, "You can ride me if you want, but that's as far as I'm going with being on the bottom."
Adrien sighed, pressing a sweet little kiss to Alex's lips. He'd always been pretty partner-oriented, filling the role someone else wanted him to in bed because, in the end, it was really all about trust, and who was he to turn down that? "Alright, I can work with that. What if I wanted you to ride me?"
Alex bit his lip, pressing his face into the crook of Adrien's neck with a sigh, "One, I feel like I'd crush you, and two… I've never, you know, don't that specifically. I've always been the top so riding someone else has never happened… but…" If Adrien really wanted that then he guessed he could give it a shot.
Adrien nodded, reaching up to scratch the back of Alex's head gently. "Well I doubt you'd crush me, you're not that big, but… we really don't have to do it if you don't want to. It's just a little suggestion, we can stick to your comfort zone for as long as you want."
Alex pushed himself up onto his elbows, resting his forehead against Adrien's, "No, no, if you want to try that, I'll give it a shot. Like you said, sex isn't the same thing every time. We can give it a shot and if it doesn't work it doesn't work."
Adrien smiled and tangled his hand in Alex's hair again, tugging him down into an enthusiastic kiss. "Really? You'd trust me with something like this?" He sounded amazed. The fact that Alex felt comfortable enough with him to try something new meant more than he'd ever admit. "I'll make it good for you, I promise!"
Alex chuckled lightly, kissing him back, "I know you will, I trust you." The words held more weight to them then Adrien might truly understand, not that this was the time to really go in depth about that.
Adrien gave him a bright smile, pressing excited little kisses all across his face. Hearing Alex's words got him all warm and fuzzy inside, so it wasn't long before his hands were slipping up under Alex's shirt, running up and down his chest lightly as he tried to ground himself. "Thanks! I… um… I'm glad you do, this is… special to me too."
Alex smiled softly, pressing a light kiss to Adrien's temple before pressing his face into his shoulder, "Is it bad that I'm… kinda nervous? Like I said I've never done this before so…" He pressed a kiss to Adrien's neck, taking and releasing a deep breath.
Adrien kissed the top of his head, rubbing a circle into Alex's side. It was a little strange to feel how different they were– Alex was hard where Adrien was soft, scarred where he was smooth– but he liked the difference. He thumbed at one of those scars gently, and then shook his head to answer the question. "I was nervous my first time too, everyone is. Is there anything I can do to make it better?"
Alex shivered slightly under Adrien's touches, the softness of it all something he wasn't used to. Being held and coddled and all, "Just… go slow?" He pulled back a little, biting his lip. He looked vulnerable, different as to the usual strong and hard demeanor he usually had.
Adrien laughed, softer than normal, and kissed Alex gently as he shook. He never stopped touching him, tracing carefully over every scar with just enough concentration that he'd remember them later. He had such a strong urge to memorize everything about Alex's body, to know every line and crease and soft patch of skin. "I was already gonna do that, sugar. The last thing I want is to rush you into this."
"Time isn't exactly something we have a lot of," Alex mumbled, pressing a light kiss to Adrien's shoulder, "In case you forgot about that." There were so many cons about the whole situation the two of them were in. But… if the war hadn't started, Alex never would have even found Adrien, so he guessed he should be thankful for that, for him.
"I didn't forget." Adrien smoothed a hand down Alex's stomach, letting his other hand drift up to cup the back of Alex's neck. "I just wanna take care of you a little, 'cause you always do such a good job taking care of me."
Alex smiled softly for a moment, the tiniest hint of a blush coating his pale cheeks, "I um… I don't think I do that good of a job. I dragged you into the middle of a fucking war for Pete's sake…" He sigh, biting his lip and looking away.
Adrien pulled him down into a kiss, pressing his forehead up against Alex's as he pulled away. "You do a great job, sugar. I know you probably don't think so, but… I pay attention to this kind of stuff. Even if we are in the middle of a war, you've never pushed me to go any faster than I'm comfortable with in training. You've always been considerate, you've always cared about how I feel and what I want to do. You're sweet, and we both know you are, so… just let me be a little sweet to you tonight?"
Alex sighed softly, closing his eyes as he nodded just a little, "Fine… just for tonight, you can take care of me instead." It felt weird. To say that out loud. No one had ever or even wanted to take care of him or be sweet to him. It felt.. nice. Different, but nice.
Adrien grinned, a soft, victorious thing, and leaned forward to kiss him. "Thank you," he murmured, trailing over to the soft place below Alex's jaw. "If anything gets to be too much just tell me, m'kay?" One of his hands hand been fanned out across Alex's stomach but he slid it up now, sucking a mark into the Walker's neck as he felt him up.
Alex just managed to nod slightly in return, biting his lip to stop the soft gasp that threatened to escape if he hadn’t. His head dropped a fraction, slightly tilted more to one side to give Adrien the room he needed on his neck.
Adrien pressed his smile against Alex's skin, nudging his head a little further to the side so he could bite down on the crook of his neck. "I wanna hear you," he murmured, soothing the sting with soft little kisses. "I bet you'd sound so pretty for me Alex, please."
Alex whimpered softly, tilting his head to the side a little more. He let his hips drop down into Adrien’s shifting them just enough to draw a quiet moan from the Walker. He flushed, hiding his face in Adrien’s shoulder so the human wouldn’t see and also to hopefully muffle himself just a little.
Adrien's smile widened and he tangled a hand in Alex's hair, pulling him away gently so Adrien could get a good look at his face. "C'mon sugar, you don't need to be so shy. Don't you wanna let me know when you feel good?"
Alex went even redder, biting his lip as he nodded slightly, “I-I do…” He didn’t know what had happened to him, why he was acting so shy and reserved and well… submissive. It was like a switch had been flipped and he couldn’t turn it off.
Adrien grinned when he saw Alex getting all flustered just for him, leaning forward to kiss him sweetly as he answered. "Then why do you keep hiding yourself away? I can't hear you if you're trying to stay quiet, sugar, as much as I'd like to."
“I um… I-I don’t know…” Alex mumbled, trying to ignore the burning in his cheeks, “I’m sorry…” He bit down on his lip harder.
"Hey, hey, none of that." Adrien brushed a thumb over Alex's bottom lip, gently pulling it from between his teeth. "This is your first time doing something like this, it's okay to be a little confused. I just want you to listen to me, that's all. Can you do that for me, sugar?"
Alex nodded. He was good at that, it was what he’d done his whole life. And it was Adrien, he wasn’t going to make him do anything he didn’t want to do, “Yeah… I-I can do that.”
Adrien melted a little at how fast Alex decided to trust him– how sweet he looked like this, flushed and eager to please and so so beautiful. He ran his thumb across Alex's lips again, and then cupped the back of his neck to pull him forward. "You're so good for me, sugar. Why don't you come and kiss me?"
“Okay..” Alex whispered, leaning forwards and gently connecting his lips to Adrien’s. He’d decided he liked this, for some reason he did. Maybe it was because it had been awhile since he hadn’t topped, or maybe it was just because it was Adrien but he did.