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Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)
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Deleted user
yeah i saw that too
Deleted user
I'm worried about you Ella.
@actual-fandom-trash
i saw it too
ella, do you wanna talk about it?
Deleted user
It’s afterwards, like extremely afterwards, it’s been hours since the date ended. I had the most fun I’ve had in years. Since Hershey Park in 8th grade. He bought me a game, even though I told him not to, he did it because I didn’t have enough money and I wanted it, I just didn’t want him to spend money on me.
@actual-fandom-trash
that sounds frickin awesome my dude
@SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group
Happy vent incoming in 3…. 2…. 1….
I made a playlist to go along with the demon/human ship that is in my story Demon's Hunt! This couple is absolutely adorable; they tease each other, support one another, kill for each other, and would even die for their partner. Both of them are male, though the demon is bisexual. I love them and have christened the ship as Wale!
@Althalosian-is-the-father book
it's because you're so hot
Honestly Mir. Such a good line.
Deleted user
it's because you're so hot
Honestly Mir. Such a good line.
I was so afraid to respond lmao
@saor_illust school
Ella, I saw that before you deleted it. PM me right now.
Wait what happened?
Ella dear, what's going on?
I assume that you probably deleted it because of a fear of judgement… I have that all the time. I just post things and then wait anxiously to see how people react to it.
@brb
I hate myself :)))))))))))))))))))
dont you dare try to build people up only to tear yourself down
you shouldn't ever hate yourself
never mind that i do it myself but
@brb
I'm so damn sick of being sad
aww why are you sad??
@RainClouds_Itachi_
i'm ascending to another plane of existence i-
i took my pills that help me sleep yeah?
and they make me dizzy when it's tiME TO SLEEP
so i'm dizzy, drinking dr. pepper, and eating chocolate chips
aND MY LEG IS STRAIGHT UP VIBRATING
IT AIN'T EVEN SHAKING IT'S VIBRATING
'nd overall i feel like i could answer the meaning of life if i had more brain cells left-
also i have no idea how to properly explain this feeling of ascension, so i haven't even tried and we are left with this
@saor_illust school
[Warning: Mentions of self-harm and suicide involved]
Hi, I think anxiety got me again…
Is it bad that for some reason I keep imagining what it would like to
Or at least, idk, leave this world? Or like,
I have no clue and it scares me and like I don't know, I'm feeling kinda depressed for no reason at all…
and i have school tomorrow and i need to go to sleep but i can't and…
i know jay would know exactly what to say about this anxiety or whatever and like she's not able to say anything and i haven't spoken to her in a couple days and now i'm kinda worried about her and like i really miss her presence on this site and i took the fact that y'all are even on this site for granted and now i don't want to lose any of you… -shivers- please, don't lose contact with me okay?
even if you leave notebook, at least stay in contact with me through a google doc or instagram or discord or whatever but i want to be able to talk to you…
@Althalosian-is-the-father book
Hey Izzy. It's kind of bad for you to imagine those things. But it also seems to be pretty normal these days. Try to fight it okay? Just remember how much love you have here and everywhere else.
@saor_illust school
idk why but sometimes the small messages like that really hit me…
thank you so much dom…
@Althalosian-is-the-father book
And here's my vent: I'm such a dumbass. I knew this would be due ages ago! Why did I wait so long!? Dude! This is going to mess with your GPA! You have to be more on top of this! Ugh. Hopefully this will teach me to not procrastinate. raises glass Here's hoping my parents never find out.
@Althalosian-is-the-father book
idk why but sometimes the small messages like that really hit me…
thank you so much dom…
Hey someone's got to do it, right? And from what I've seen, you try to be a positive influence on everyone here. It's only right you get the support you need back.
@amber_is_in_a_loop
Listen up, my friends:
« Taking your own life. Interesting expression, taking it from who? Once it’s over, it’s not you who’ll miss it. Your own death is something that happens to everybody else. Your life is not your own. Keep your hands off it. »
@Fraust
Listen up, my friends:
« Taking your own life. Interesting expression, taking it from who? Once it’s over, it’s not you who’ll miss it. Your own death is something that happens to everybody else. Your life is not your own. Keep your hands off it. »
Sherlock?
@StarryWolfy flash_on
I HAVE ANXIETY OVER AN EXAM AND I FUCKING HATE IT AND I SHOULD BE STUDYING AND I'M NOT AND I DO NOT CARE AND JuSt
Incoherent screaming into the void
@Pickles group
It seems like you do care of you have anxiety about it. Go study or stop complaining and don't complain if you don't do well.
Deleted user
I stabbed my fucking hand with a pencil.
It is bleeding.
@Low_Mein
I stabbed my fucking hand with a pencil.
It is bleeding.
I read this while eating a chip and proceeded to bite my lip, which is now bleeding :'(
Deleted user
A semi-long rant fueled by 4 cups of coffee and a lot of self-doubt that I needed to get out of my system before I go completely crazy:
I wish to see myself through a stranger's eyes, I want to see what im doing wrong, somedays I wish people were completely honest with me, but its a rarity nowadays. honest enough to tell me who I am and if I impacted them in any way. I fear being judged but I so desperate to hear their honest judgment and to change myself to the person people want me to be, I want to hear peoples thoughts when they look at me, I want to see what im doing wrong or right, but I know if people could read minds then I would be hated. I pretend im a nice person when deep down I know im horrible, the bad thoughts about all the people I consider friends swirl through my head constantly, some days are quieter than others, but they are never completely gone.
but whats better then, the truth or lies?
it might not make sense to any of you but it makes sense to me, ignore it if you want ig
@LocketFox group
Hi and I'm having a lot of depression thoughts with suicide involved. I don't know what to do.
Deleted user
For once I’m consistently not depressed and want to fucking kill myself. Yee
@StarryWolfy flash_on
It seems like you do care of you have anxiety about it. Go study or stop complaining and don't complain if you don't do well.
I had anxiety over it because if I somehow manage to fail the class I have to do it again and I DESPISE that subject.
@Pickles group
It seems like you do care of you have anxiety about it. Go study or stop complaining and don't complain if you don't do well.
I had anxiety over it because if I somehow manage to fail the class I have to do it again and I DESPISE that subject.
So study.
@StarryWolfy flash_on
The exam is over.
And I did study.
Just let me have my adrenaline/anxiety-fueled vents…
(There will be another on wensday.)