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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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Four then
One for Emi mentioning Nate
Two for big text
One for old sport

Five, I reflected/denied a compliment, as well

Wow this is a very planned out online drinking game.
What's all of the rules, and when do you take a shot for something?
Also, Nate sounds like an awesome dude, Emi, and you guys are very lucky to have each other in each other's lives!

Also, today was a strange mixture of sucky and good.
First of all, I found out I really don't know how to respond when stranger are nice to me. I was volunteering at a volleyball tournament and as I was line-judging this one player kept saying thank you and commenting on some good calls and me being the awkward little bean was just like uM tHaNk YoU i GuEsS but when I talk to stranger my voice always gets really quiet and high until I'm barely squeaking out _{tHaNk YoU}

Also I starting beating myself up mentally at my friends birthday party all of a sudden for no reason while all of us were hanging out and listening to music and my friend (who hates it when I advoid his questions to ask if I'm ok when I'm obviously not) whose party it was asked me if I was good and I passed if off as being tired but I was really just downing myself (also they kept taking photos and I looked really ugly and my hair tie got pulled out twice which always makes me uncomfortable because I'm so fricking ugly and I keep my hair up all of the time for a reason.)
It was still fun for the most part at the tournament and the party tho

Work wasn't shit today, so that's something

I feel.

My mom made me cry before work and my cat is still sick though, so that's less good

And now y'all gotta take a shot, so clink clink bitches

…I went to a birthday party full of mostly public schoolers and I’m experiencing an emotion
I don’t know what emotion it is
But it’s an emotion

Describe it.

And now y'all gotta take a shot, so clink clink bitches

Why this one?

I changed the subject oof

Ah I see.

hhhhh apparently I got stung bya stinging needle and it hurtssssss

_{I hate nightmares so much}

i got super sick and I was told I can go out with my crush but I need to bring someone else with me FUCK

My family: talking about betrayals in books
Me: spoils a book and then tells my sister the title and to read it

i got super sick and I was told I can go out with my crush but I need to bring someone else with me FUCK

@Emi-Is-a-Full-Moon-Lover
I nominate you it's probably too late now, though

no

i already told her lol

it could be a double date but also

I just got hit by my grandmother.

I just got hit by my grandmother.

do you want to talk?

yikes what happened??

Don’t know but I want to hurt myself now because I feel worthless

hey- you're not worthless
you never had been, and you never will

I don't know much but two things I do know are:
1-You're not worthless
2-You shouldn't hurt yourself and it's definitely not ok to do so.

no matter what others say or do to you, you should never hurt yourself

Don’t know but I want to hurt myself now because I feel worthless

You want to yes, but are you? If you're not think of the strength of your will power to resist that urge, that's not worthless, that's self control, that's a skill. If you have, understand that hurting your self doesn't help, it doesn't change your situation, it will only serve as a reminder of a dark time. Maybe right now pain is way of coping, but there are different way's to feel pain, go for a run, to jumping jacks, move around. There are better way's to feel pain, like exercising. Exercising is not only healthy but it get's your brain to produce the chemicals you need to fight off negative emotions, in the end the pain you feel is a healthy kind of pain. It's not the best solution but it's definitely better then hurting your self.