idk what this vent is but I'm doing it anyway and there's a lot of feelings so buckle up kids
First of all I am feeling very strong feelings I get a distinct feeling in my chest or stomach when I'm feeling really strong feelings and I'm feeling that now but idk what the fuck they are. I feel totally normal otherwise and I hate it. Wish I knew wtf was going on there.
Also. I just want privacy. I don't want to have to make sure I have everything deleted every night before I go to bed in case my mom looks through my phone. I want to be able to text my internet friends around my mom without fear of her looking over my shoulder and ask who I'm texting. I want to plug my phone in at night in my own room for fucks sake. I'm gonna be in college in like eight months. I'm gonna be a legal adult in five. And yet my mom doesn't trust me. She doesn't say it explicitly but why the fuck wouldn't she let me plug my phone in in my room if she didn't trust me?
I feel like I'm never gonna get all my school work done by the 14th. And my mom doesn't believe in me and I don't even blame her because who the fuck knows if I'll get it done. I might fucking not. I want to but lets fucking face it. I have the worst fucking work ethic.
Rant over.
I just wanna say that I feel you with the privacy thing. I personally always feel trapped because I can't vent to my IRL friends unless its face to face, because my mom reads my messages, and I can't do anything on my personal google account because my mom has the password…
She won't let me have my own passwords until I'm eighteen or buy my own internet. She won't even let me have any freedom at school either, insisting on me taking certain courses or doing projects acertain way.
Most internet stuff has private viewing mode so if u want to make your own profile on things early use that
Yeah, but the fact that she has my personal google account password is that means that any other accounts linked to that email can be accessed through the "forgot password" feature.
Yeah, but the fact that she has my personal google account password is that means that any other accounts linked to that email can be accessed through the "forgot password" feature.
Create another email that’s what I did
I did, and that's what I use for this account.
But if she ever finds out about it she will actually ground me for life.
I did, and that's what I use for this account.
But if she ever finds out about it she will actually ground me for life.
Again private taps can’t save any data
I did, and that's what I use for this account.
But if she ever finds out about it she will actually ground me for life.
Again private taps can’t save any data
Private what nows?
Like literally all I know is my phone isn't private, my one chromebook isn't private my main google account isn't private and I'm constantly using my school account which doesn't allow incognito mode.
OOF. Well I have no advice my friend. Sorry.
I did, and that's what I use for this account.
But if she ever finds out about it she will actually ground me for life.
Again private taps can’t save any data
Private what nows?
Like literally all I know is my phone isn't private, my one chromebook isn't private my main google account isn't private and I'm constantly using my school account which doesn't allow incognito mode.
Well it makes sense that school doesn’t allow it, but your phone should be able to open incognito or private tabs on safari
No you can block incognito or private tabs. My mom did on my phone. I can't edit my search history either.
I did, and that's what I use for this account.
But if she ever finds out about it she will actually ground me for life.
Again private taps can’t save any data
Private what nows?
Like literally all I know is my phone isn't private, my one chromebook isn't private my main google account isn't private and I'm constantly using my school account which doesn't allow incognito mode.
Well it makes sense that school doesn’t allow it, but your phone should be able to open incognito or private tabs on safari
I'm actually supposed to have parental controls on my phone that prevent me from accessing the internet at all.
I've done that. Multiple times. But that still means shecan catch me.
I have to drive an hour away for a volleyball tournament tonight and stay at a hotel for possibly two days and I don't even know if any of my teammates are at the same hotel as me or even staying aswell. I'm not entirely excited.
aLL I HAD TO DO WAS SAY, WANNA GO OUT SOMETIME TO MY CRUSH, THATS LITERALLY ALL I HAD TO SAY AND I GOT SO SCARED I SCREAMED SILENTLY TO MYSELF WITH MY HOODIE COVERING MY MOUTH
idk what this vent is but I'm doing it anyway and there's a lot of feelings so buckle up kids
First of all I am feeling very strong feelings I get a distinct feeling in my chest or stomach when I'm feeling really strong feelings and I'm feeling that now but idk what the fuck they are. I feel totally normal otherwise and I hate it. Wish I knew wtf was going on there.
Also. I just want privacy. I don't want to have to make sure I have everything deleted every night before I go to bed in case my mom looks through my phone. I want to be able to text my internet friends around my mom without fear of her looking over my shoulder and ask who I'm texting. I want to plug my phone in at night in my own room for fucks sake. I'm gonna be in college in like eight months. I'm gonna be a legal adult in five. And yet my mom doesn't trust me. She doesn't say it explicitly but why the fuck wouldn't she let me plug my phone in in my room if she didn't trust me?
I feel like I'm never gonna get all my school work done by the 14th. And my mom doesn't believe in me and I don't even blame her because who the fuck knows if I'll get it done. I might fucking not. I want to but lets fucking face it. I have the worst fucking work ethic.
Rant over.
Damn, that really sucks, I'm sorry you have to go through that. Is there anything I can do to help?
Is it a crush or did something bad happen? What's the painful reminder?
Crush mostly
We kind of had at thing
He told me he loved me
And then he got a girlfriend.
Oh yeah, remember that toxic 'bEsT fRiEnD' I had? She's telling people I tried to assault her.
Is there something you did that she might have perceived as you trying to assault her?
no
She says I tried to punch her
The most physical contact I had with her was hugs
That sucks Mir. I'm sorry for you.
It just pisses me off. Like, okay, hate me, tell people I backstabbed you and used derrogatories for you and all your friends. But do not tell people I attempted to physically assault you. That's not petty, it's just fucked up.
Oh and I also have to spend 12 hours with her in a little bit–
Am I making myself feel better after admitting to my therapist that I'm afraid of my mother by listening to She's In Love from the Little Mermaid musical? … Maybe
aLL I HAD TO DO WAS SAY, WANNA GO OUT SOMETIME TO MY CRUSH, THATS LITERALLY ALL I HAD TO SAY AND I GOT SO SCARED I SCREAMED SILENTLY TO MYSELF WITH MY HOODIE COVERING MY MOUTH
GGGNNRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR YOU NEED TO DO IT
YOU"LL NEVER HAVE CLOSURE
