forum Private roleplay with @Otaku_Is_Anime_Trash

Started June 26, 2019 by @Fraust

tune

“Lucas? I can’t see anything it’s black,” he cried in his shoulder. “I can’t see anything!”

"W-What?" Lucas's eyes widened in fear and he kept pressing the call button, hoping to god that a nurse would show up soon. "I-… shh… calm… c-calm down, Nick. I'm… I'm here, the nurse will be here soon. Can you just focus on my voice, love? C-Can you do that for me?"

He nodded and started to breathe steadily. The nurse came in along with Jake. "I'll get the doctor! just get him calm," he yelled before walking out.
"Nick, you're awake!" Jake smiled.
"Jack?" he recognized the voice which made his heart rate speed up from panic. "Lucas, make it stop please, make it stop…" he whimpered.

"Make what stop, Nick? W-What's wrong?" Lucas glanced up at Jake, noticing that his appearance had made Nick panic again.

Ï want to see you, make the dark go away. I don't want to be like this!" he shook his head clenching Lucas's shirt. "I want to see you!"
The doctor walked in. "What's going on? What had he been saying to you Lucas?"

"I-I'm sorry, love! I can't fix it!" Lucas's eyes stung with tears and he started trembling, distraught that he couldn't help Nick at all. "He… h-he said he can't see anything. Is he going to be okay?" Lucas asked weakly.

“Let me see,” he took Nick chin and turned his head to look at him. He shone a light in his eyes to see if they responded, but they didn’t. He put the light in all different ways for both eyes and nothing happened. “He’s blind. Permanently…I’m sorry…”

"I… h-he's what?" Lucas asked weakly. "There's no way to fix it? He's never been blind before! I-I mean… obviously not, b-but he… I don't know! Just fix him, please! " He cried desperately.

“I’m sorry…I can’t…..there’s no way to fix this, but I can give him something so he won’t bump into things when he walks. That’s all I can do….I’m very sorry….”

Lucas choked back sobs, clinging tightly to Nick's hand. "W-Will he ever be able to live normally?"

He shook his head. “You’re going to need to take care of him until he gets used to walking around the halls. I’ll make a doctors note and everything….I’ll leave you guys alone….” the doctor and nurse left.
Nick cried more than before and kept on shaking his head and trying to believe that it was all a dream. “I hate it!”

"I'm… I-I'm sorry… I'm so s-sorry love…" Lucas hugged Nick tightly, sobbing as well. "I'm gonna try to help you, love… w-we'll get through this…"

He nodded. “Can I have a kiss? I don’t know where you are….” he sniffled.

"Of course, Nick…" Lucas kissed him softly, a couple of his tears falling onto Nick's face.

Nick touched around to try and locate his face and soon he held his cheek.
Jake coughed in the background. "Still here guys…" he trailed.

"Fantastic." He said sarcastically. "I've just been told my boyfriend is blind. Do you mind?" Lucas looked up at Jake, seeming a little annoyed. He didn't mean to sound that rude, but he wasn't in the mood for Jake's bitching.

"it's alright Lucas," Nick slid his hand down to Lucas's shoulder. "Jake why are you here?" he asked in a cold voice.

Lucas huffed and huddled close to Nick again. He was beginning to feel less and less trustful of Jake.

"What do you mean, I just came to check on you as old ex-boyfriends do. How are you doing by the way? How have things been going with this piece of trash? You know I'm better at doing things than he can. I hope you know what I'm talking about…" Jake licked his lips.
Nick shivered at the sound. "Jake, shut up."

Lucas blushed and whimpered quietly, subtly tightening his hold on Nick's hand to show he was uncomfortable.

"Why would I do that? I love you Nick and I could kiss you right now and what would your boyfriend do? Nothing. He's too scared. Poor guy. One day you will come running back to me and I can't wait for that to happen…" he trailed off and slid a finger down Nick's chest. "For now it's goodbye…" Jake smirked and gave Nick a french kiss before Nick pushed him away. He walked out the door.
Nick held his mouth wanting to throw up after that. He whipped all essence of spit from his mouth tried to wipe off his tongue. "Lucas, I'm so sorry, I never meant for that to happen. I never thought he would come back ever. I swear."

Lucas wanted to punch Jake's lights out, but as the bastard had left rather quickly, he just had to settle for sobbing into Nick's shoulder. "I'm g… I-I'm gonna kill him…" He stammered, choking on his words. "H-He's… no right… t-to do… anything to y-you…" He was breathing heavily by now and coughing, his sentences broken and only partially discernible.

"I'm sorry…You're right, also I've never heard you like this before," he chuckled. "It's cute…" Nick turned around and put his hands on the sheets. "How close am I to you right now?" Nick whispered. Nick's face was close enough for a kiss.

"…Pretty close." Lucas closed the gap, his face still wet with tears. He had to pull away frequently to draw in shaky gasps of air, but always went right back to Nick.

Nick leaned forward enough to push Lucas under him. He kissed him with all his love and smiled against his lips. He put his tongue into the other's mouth. He explored mouth then pulled away. Once Nick did he took a light gasp of air.

Lucas panted lightly and looked up at Nick. He could tell Nick was trying to look down at him, but the blankness that was in his eyes broke Lucas's heart. A couple more tears spilled out of his eyes.

Nick memorized where Lucas's lips were and kissed them once more and felt his tears. "Darling what are you crying about? Am I not looking at you because that would be embarrassing…"

"W-Well, you're looking at me, but you're not.. you're… you c-can't… and I wish you could…" He stammered, rubbing at his teary eyes.

"He slid his hand up to his cheek. "It's okay, it's okay. I'm not happy about it either. As long as I'm with you I know everything is going to be okay. I don't need to see you to know how to love you. I can still feel, touch, and hear you. That's all I ever need. So, let's do this together okay?" Nick closed his eyes which was the same for when he opened them, just darkness.

Lucas nodded and tilted his chin up to kiss Nick again. "Shit!" He brought one hand up to his head and tangled his fingers into his own hair, seeming anxious. "How are we gonna get home? I don't know how to drive!"