forum Marvel AU OxO?

Started November 29, 2019 by @ElderGod-Icefire

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(Sam should totally show the other avengers the picture at the meal)

Bucky shrugged agajn. "I just…" He closed his eyes for a moment. "Fine. I just…I might not stay the whole time."

(done and done! get ready for the avengers group chat to get put to good use)

Steve beamed at Bucky, glad that he was finally going to meet his friends. Sam scoffed from the kitchen, "Someone's bringing pie Rosie's," He nodded, sure, "You'll stay for the whole time. Oh and Steve– Thor's bringin' that fancy Asgardian shit that you two like."
Steve's eyebrows heightened in surprise, "You don't say?"

(lol perfect)

Bucky shifted slightly. He got up, fidgeting for a moment. He ran his hands through his hair and listened to Sam and Steve talking. He didn't say anything.

"–Bucky, hey, Thor's got this liqueur from Asgard, I had some at a party, once, and it's the closest thing we can get to a proper drink." He smiled, wondering if too much might actually get him drunk. "It's not…for humans, per se." Sam laughed from the kitchen, spanking and throwing the dough into shape.
"We only managed to get halfway through the movie–" Steve chuckled.

Bucky nodded a little. "Oh. Alright." He replied. At the comment about the movie, he shrugged, running a hand through his hair. "Yeah. Sorry." He shook his head a little.

"No, don't be. I fell asleep too." He smiled, giving Sam a sarcastic look that told him to keep it to himself. Sam shook his head and wiggled his phone in the air. "Hm, well I guess there's always next time." Steve shrugged.

Bucky's eyes narrowed at Sam a little bit, then he glanced over at Steve again. "Yeah." he agreed. At the idea of next time, he shrugged again.

"So what are you making?" Steve turned to Sam, trying to make some conversation for the three of them.
"'S called gnocchi. It's Italian." Sam replied, rolling out the dough, "Kinda like ravioli."

Bucky sat down again, watching Sam for a moment. He wasn't sure he had ever had this…gnocchi…before. Or Italian. Well, he probably had. He just didn't remember.

"Do you know what time the rest of the gang are coming?" Steve asked, fiddling with the end tassels of a throw pillow.
"About six. It's gonna be an early dinner, I guess." Sam replied.
It was half-past four now, so they had some time before the rest would start rolling in. "Might take a shower– oh yeah. We're living here now…for a bit. By the way." Steve said. Sam gave him a sour look that said 'really? "not gay?'

Bucky nodded a little bit. "Alright." he replied slowly. He leaned on the back of the couch, looking at Steve and Sam for a moment, then away again. He ran his hands through his hair.

"So you're good here? I'll be back in a bit." Steve asked Bucky as he slowly moved across the room.
"Get rid of that beard, young man." Sam urged, shaking his head. Steve frowned and touched his jaw, giving Sam a little smile before moving on.

Bucky nodded. "Yeah. Might throw Sam out the window, no promises." he replied, looking at the ceiling. His tone was deadpan, making it difficult to tell if he was joking or not.

Steve frowned but smiled at the same time, looking back to make sure that was a joke. He gave Sam an affectionate grip on his shoulder and Sam feigned smacking his ass with his wooden spoon in return. Steve chuckled as he left the room, thinking back to Sam's comment about his beard. Is it really that bad?

Bucky was quiet after Steve left, staring at the ceiling and trying to make sense of the muddled memories and…and feelings that accompanied them. Because he wasn't sure how he felt.

Sam glanced at Bucky, wishing he knew a little more about what was really going on between them. "So uh…you and Steve?" He said, looking up from his cooking and trying to find the right way to ask, "Are y'all…knockin' boots?"

Bucky raised an eyebrow. "I have…no idea what you mean by that." He replied slowly, looking over at Sam and seeming very confused. Knocking boots? What?

Sam cleared his throat, wishing he had someone to help him out with this, "Like…dating." He nodded slowly, "Are you guys uhm…in a relationship." Sam glanced at the door, wondering if he'd have to abandon his gnocchi and make a break for it.

Bucky blinked slowly. "Ah…no." he replied, looking at Sam for a long moment. "He's not…I don't think that would…" He fumbled with his words for a moment, shaking his head.

"–Oh I think he is." Sam said, raising both his eyebrows, "Don't tell him, but a few of the others think so too. We got bets ridin' on it." He laughed a little, "And after that sight–" He nodded to the couch, "Take no offense, man, but I think I saw somethin'."

Bucky frowned a little bit. "That…" He shrugged a little. "What about Peggy?" He finally said, slowly. "He liked her well enough."

Sam chuckled, "Yeah he 'liked' her, I guess, in his own way." He paused, debating if he should tell Bucky this,
"But between you and me…Steve's greatest loss wasn't her. It was you." He smirked, filling a pot with water, "You're everything to Steve." Sam put the pot of water on the stove pausing again in thought. He didn't want to encourage anything that might not actually be true, but his intuition told him more, "I seen the way he looks at you– the same way with Peggy." Sam shrugged, glancing at Bucky, "But I could be wrong. I don't know."

"Maybe I used to be." Bucky replied slowly. "But I'm not that person anymore." He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. He didn't quite know how to respond to Sam's words. What he was saying about Steve…that couldn't be true. Right?

"Neither is Steve." Sam nodded, "We say 'people change,' but I don't really believe that. Their…demeanor, maybe, but not who they really are." He thought back to himself before his military service, and how much he'd changed after. He came home different, but still the same Sam. Maybe Bucky's situation was a little different, but even Sam knew that behind his troubled gaze was someone who truly knew Steve. Sam looked at their fridge, littered with post-its and a few candid photos of each other. "So yes, maybe you've changed, but the way Steve cares about you hasn't."

Bucky shrugged. "Maybe so, but I don't remember anything. Even if I…felt the same way, I don't remember it." Liar. He had that flash of memory still, of wanting to be the one Steve was dancing with, wanting to hold and be held. He pushed the memory away.

Aha. Sam thought, so there was something. "But you don't feel anything currently? For Steve?" He questioned, glancing at the door as if he might arrive at any moment, "Cause what I saw looked like the opposite, if you don't mind me sayin'."

"I fell asleep, Sam." Bucky's voice sounded tired for a moment. "That doesn't mean anything beyond the fact that I was exhausted."

"Hm," Sam smiled a bit, remembering the photo; Steve's arm around his waist, Bucky's head draped lazily on his chest, Looked more like you were holdin' on for deal life. Which he probably was– but Sam was still convinced. "But regardless…the world's different now." He nodded, "That type of thing isn't bad."

Bucky shrugged slightly. It never was– just illegal. He blinked at that thought, that realization, but didn't speak it aloud. "Either way. You can't teach an old dog new tricks, Sam." His mouth twisted in a strange smile.

Sam hid his confused look, glancing at the simmering water before looking back to him. "We don't need to teach the dog anythin'," He chuckled, "'Cause he's off-leash now." Sam shrugged, hoping that Bucky knew what he meant and would feel a little more welcomed in the world.