forum Angsty Gay Romance Anyone? (O/O)?

Started July 06, 2019 by @Toxic_Persephone group

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Quinn rested his head on Ollie’s shoulder, sighing sadly. “I forgot about school…” he murmured gently. “But none of this is fair for you… you don’t deserve this.”

Ollie shrugged a shoulder, "I dunno… maybe… maybe I do… I probably do…"

"No!" He growled, his voice much harsher then he meant it to be. "No… you don't deserve any of this. What have you ever done to deserve such treatment? Nothing. You're such a sweetheart… so handsome and kind."

Ollie whimpered slightly, hiding his face in Quinn's chest, "But.. there has to be a reason he does… the things he does… I-I must have done something…"

“You haven’t done anything… some people take their own problems out on others… so you saying that it’s your fault for him hurting you is like saying it’s my fault for getting kicked out of my house for being gay. It doesn’t make sense, does it?”

Ollie shook his head, sniffling, "I-I don't know why he does it though," he whispered, "I can't.. I don't…" He was slowly starting to panic again.

"Hey, take a big breath for me, Ollie." Quinn started rubbing the other's back, rocking them both very gently. "It's going to all be okay… Just focus on me for a second. Breath deeply."

Ollie whimpered, though he did as Quinn said, taking a shaky breathe in that got suck in his throat.

"Now let it back out, just breath for me." He pressed his face into Ollie's hair, shushing him quietly. "Take it easy. I'll figure something out. No, actually, we'll figure something out together. We'll get you out of this situation."

Ollie let the breath, a couple tears flowing. He breathed in again, slowly starting to calm himself down but he still clung to Quinn like he'd leave at any second.

Quinn’s fingers ran through Ollie's hair, a soft hum leaving his lips. “It’s going to be okay.” He murmured, wrapping an arm around the boy he knew he loved.

Ollie snuggled more into Quinn's embrace, slowly relaxing and calming down. It was clear he was still going to be anxious no matter what, but he was calmer then he had been.

“Ollie…?” He started quietly, hugging the other a little closer. Quinn sounded a little nervous, but as he pulled back to look at Ollie in the face his expression was soft. “I hope it’s not way too early to start saying this but I uh… I really do think I’m in love with you. I love you…”

Ollie looked a little shocked at first. He'd never really heard those words said to him before. His mum never said it before she left and his dad well… so too say he was emotional was an understatement, "You… Y-You love me?"

Quinn blushed as he nodded. He leaned his head against Ollie’s, hiding away. “Yes… I love you. Y-you don’t have to accept my love, I understand if it’s too early or too weird but I’ve got all these emotions and things I feel around you and I haven’t felt them before…”

Ollie shook his head slightly, "No, No I-I accept it I just… n-no ones ever said that to me… until you…"

“You should get to hear it everyday, Olllie.” Quinn pressed a kiss to the other’s forehead and smiled weakly. “From now on, I’m going to say it every day. You deserve the world.”

Ollie blushed, happy tears forming at the corners of his eyes, "Quinn I… I love you too."

Ollie was too cute for his own good. Quinn dropped his bags and cupped Ollie’s face, pulling him into a passionate kiss.

Ollie melted against Quinn, dropping his own bags to wrap his arms around his neck. He pushed himself up against him, kissing back just as passionately.

Slowly, Quinn’s arms dropped to wrap around Ollie’s waist. He let out a happy hum, pulling out of the kiss a little while later.

“You’re going to be stuck with me for a long time, Ollie.” He teased, grinning.

Ollie blushed bright red and giggled softly, fiddling with the collar of Quinn's shirt absentmindedly, "I-I don't mind that."

Quinn bumped their noses together, grinning wider. “Good.” He hummed in content and pecked Ollie in the lips. “Let’s go get everything inside.”

Ollie sighed softly and pouted, hiding his face in Quinn’s chest and holding on tightly, “I don’t want to..”

Quinn mentally had to smack himself. Never had any other female, male - or any other person in that matter - ever looked so cute. “I know you don’t. I don’t either. But if we get everything done I’ll take you out for a small date.”

Ollie pulled back slightly, the pout still present but his eyes seemed to look brighter, “Y-You will?”

Quinn nodded, stealing a quick kiss. “Yes I will. Now don’t look so cute or I might have to kiss you again.”

Ollie did his best to pull his best puppy dog eyes. If there was even a chance he could get another kiss he'd do it.

Quinn made a face at Ollie but leaned down to kiss him softly. “You’re such a dork.”

Ollie giggled softly, "You like it though." He stuck his tongue out at him before picking up the bags.