ughhh I hate doing projects
how the flippity heck am I supposed to make a website on new immigration policies????? Sweet petunias, I thought this would be fun but it is. not.

ughhh I hate doing projects
how the flippity heck am I supposed to make a website on new immigration policies????? Sweet petunias, I thought this would be fun but it is. not.

Bruh, do you have to look up the laws and shove it into a project or something?

I have to research three proposed changes and say the causes and possible effects. And I've been procrastinating and now it's due tomorrow. I picked it because I thought it would be interesting, but it's not. It's really boring and I don't understand it.

The whole flute section except me and two other people has entangled themselves into a mess of drama and I'm sick of it. These are the people that complain about all the drama. the ones that start it. Most of the time I'm not even aware of the drama that's happening. But now it's taken over our section and I am. Sick. Of. These. People.
And the ones that aren't graduating are just going to become more awful. I hate it and I don't want to deal with them anymore.
We have a section party on Saturday and it's going to be really awkward and I don't want to go, but we're doing Secret Santa so I have to. And no one is responding when we try to figure out what time so I have no HECKING clue. And it's probably at one of the girls who's taking sides 's house. she's totally awful and I can't stand her

And I have a flute lesson tonight and I just realized I forgot Geoffrey at school so I have to take Wendy (the veryyyy bad one) and I'm not excited at all.

Beyonce is in the shop right now, so I feel your pain. I'm getting a loner tomorrow, but I'll have to use it for my concert and we aren't excited about that… Heaven only knows what quality it will be. Flutes can be prettttty bad.

Usually when ours break, we borrow from the school and hoo boy they're even worse and more broken than the broken one. And loaners from the shop can also be pretty bad. Some people have gotten okay ones, though. Good luck

F in chat. I have when I need to do an assignment and all I have at home is Reeeeeeeeeeeee. And Clair is always at the school, unless I remember to take it home.

Reeeeeeeeeeeee

Is this what you named your instrument? Because that's great

Reeeeeeeeeeeee

Is this what you named your instrument? Because that's great

Yes I did, it’s nick name is Re with 13 e’s

Mini vent:

So. There's this bitch. And she thinks that she can go off and give me homework. She's just my classmate, not my teacher or anything. She told me to do something and the next day, I came back and hadn't done it and she was like, "Well it was your homework." Like, bitch, who do you think you are? I'm not going to listen to your commands to waste to hours of my time doing something that you want me to do.

She-she WHAT

Um…????? What the {and I cannot stress this enough} frickfrack snicksnack guy named Jack?

Wait, excuse me,

WHAT

Yeah, I know right? The worst thing is, we're working in a group and she's doing it to all of the members. One didn't get any sleep because he was trying to do what she told him to and she still yelled at him the next day. She's a total asshat.

Gang up on her and yell back
no don't
Do you guys fill out a peer evaluation thing after? Or you could all talk to the teacher about it after class
just maybe don't call her names to the teacher 'cause you'll get in trouble if you do that

NOOOO I forgot to check to make sure my name was on the exam exemption form because I had an absence and it should be excused, but I can't tell if it is and if we have an unexcused absence we can't exempt anything and we were suppose to tell the attendence lady today if there was a problem but it's too late now
and that made no sense

Yikes though.

_{i have something i need to vent about but i don’t know how to word it and i’m scared if i word it wrong or if i word it right it could cause drama but at the same time i feel so horrible and conflicted and i just need to scream about it somewhere and-}

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I mean, if you don't want to post it here, feel free to PM me or something. I'm always open to listen.

_{i have something i need to vent about but i don’t know how to word it and i’m scared if i word it wrong or if i word it right it could cause drama but at the same time i feel so horrible and conflicted and i just need to scream about it somewhere and-}

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I have the same exact issue, babe

Just let it out

You should not regret the thoughts you have, muffin.

_{if i say it in dms it would feel like gossip to me and then id feel even worse about myself, but thank you though…}

_{if i say it in dms it would feel like gossip to me and then id feel even worse about myself, but thank you though…}

Then say it here.
It's okay, El.

Yeah. And anyone who wants to try and start drama can suck on their thumb and deal with it. They're free to say what they want, but it's not bound to even be true.

Kiddo, no one is gonna think you're a horrible person. Even if the thought is deeply, deeply horrible, a couple of bad thoughts don't define you as a person.
And venting to someone you trust about an issue because you don't want that issue to blow up is not gossiping. Gossiping is spreading untrue rumors and saying mean and catty things for no reason.
_{(I am also here if you ever need to vent privately)}

_{if i say it in dms it would feel like gossip to me and then id feel even worse about myself, but thank you though…}

you can't stop people from gossiping. you can only rise above it.
I know for a fact that people gossip about me in the pms, but it doesn't matter because I am confident in who I am and know that their opinions mean nothing compared to my own psyche.

You be confident in yourself as well, muffin. Be strong.

El, even if you told us that you were considering murdering someone, the first thing that would come to our minds would be how to help our silly muffin hide the body.

We may fight a lot, but the one thing we can agree on is that we love Ella unconditionally

^^^^

We may fight a lot, but the one thing we can agree on is that we love Ella unconditionally

She is baby. I have spoken, and this is the way.