forum Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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I hate people
I hate them so much…
I mean, I love them and they’re amazing but I absolutely can’t stand them

Same, but without the love part. Just the hatred.
Care to explain the cause of your sudden hatred of humanity?

_{So you can't OD on Melatonin}

_{So you can't OD on Melatonin}

no

_{So you can't OD on Melatonin}

no

Goddammit

yes eris I understand that you already said something

nudges Jyn woho there’s some tension hanging out between these two

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not what the gif was for. I can be frustrated about things other than what you say miriam.

Hey guy's, Just a reminder that we would like to stay tolerant of each other in this chat. The previous one was pulled partly because of insensitive and unkind remarks and we would like to keep this one from having the same problem. If you have an argument to fight out please consider taking it to PM's. This Chat is supposed to be a safe place for people to get their vent's rants and emotions out, feel support and get advise. We can't keep up that safe place if we have negativity. (If I have completely misread this situation I very much apologize)

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not what the gif was for. I can be frustrated about things other than what you say miriam.

What was it for then?

There was no situation. Miriam just misunderstood what my gif was for.

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not what the gif was for. I can be frustrated about things other than what you say miriam.

What was it for then?

at that moment I was frustrated about the fact that my computer was wigging out. Idk why but it kept disconnecting from the wifi.

I have a vent and y'all are gonna listen to it
My mental health has honestly been shit lately. I use all my energy trying to generate more energy. I only want to be alone, but when I am alone I only get worse. I can't do anything right and I have lost all ability to feel joy. I'm taking my meds but they're not helping. I'm just fucking dying and nobody is noticing.

Ever since I decided to actually take a step towards getting better by talking to others about my problems, it’s like half the people I care about and look up do have stopped taking me seriously

They’ll tell me all these kind things as if they really care and then proceed to tear me down even further-
I know they aren’t trying to, they really do just want the best for me, but at the same time, if you really want the best for me then why won’t you listen? Can you not at least try to understand?
I don’t need to “just grow up” —well, yeah I do- but that’s not going to change these things
There’s something wrong with my brain, I don’t know what exactly, but it’s not something that just goes away in an instant and you most definitely aren’t helping

And while not a lot of people at all have been reacting this way towards the depression itself, they most definitely have been towards my sudden fear

I think I might have genophobia/whatever it’s called I don’t know ok

And while I know it’s common for younger humans to be uncomfortable with such a topic, this is more than just discomfort, this is full on panic, headaches, nightmares, and tears.
I’ve told you that before, and you always react so sympathetic as if you actually believe me, like you really do care-
But if you really care then why didn’t you prove it?
Stop making jokes you know I’m not okay with, stop telling me I’ll change my mind when I’m older, stop trying to put me in uncomfortable situations, and please, please just try to take me seriously…

_{I‘m so sick of this…}

_{I was hoping by talking to people I’d at least find someone who would understand, even one person, but now I just feel so alone-}

_{is there anyone out there? anyone?}

…And so that complete block of nonsense text and contradicting statements that changes tenses like 1000 times and written by someone with no sleep is why I hate humans today.

Oh Ella bean… if it helps, I totally understand. I love every inch of you because you're an amazing friend, and if you'd like, I'll gladly write out a whole letter (which spans two pages on Microsoft word) addressed to you on why you're an awesome bean or whatever you'd like.

Feeling very betrayed and heartbroken right now….. Give me a while to type and I'll elaborate on why.

_{(Ella if I may . . . does this apply to anyone here? Do not feel obligated to answer this at all)}

And is there anything I can do?

Feeling very betrayed and heartbroken right now….. Give me a while to type and I'll elaborate on why.

Note: Has nothing to do with Ella and what she's going through.

Those of you who I have communicated with know that I'm a very family-oriented person…. Sadly family is what this vent is about.

A few years ago I discovered that I have another sister (A), whom I and my siblings have never met. When I found out I was excited by the news, and really really really wanted to meet her. So many questions and lost time!!!!

One of my sisters (T) decided to track A down and actually found her. Last year we had our annual family camping trip, which A was supposed to go to so she could meet us. A had talked to T, Se, and Sa via Facebook (and their dad). A's mother decided that she was gonna go after him for child support even though A is a full grown adult. A found out about this, and decided to cut all contact. I feel betrayed because she went back on her word. I feel heartbroken because just when we found her we lost her again. I have never talked to A, never seen her. I've been thinking about her a lot lately, and have been wondering what she's like. If we have anything in common. If I have any nieces and nephews that I didn't know about. Etcetera.

My crush just asked out my best friend and she said yes.

Idk what kind of friendship that is 😑

I have no idea what's going on in my precalc class

_{(Ella if I may . . . does this apply to anyone here? Do not feel obligated to answer this at all)}

And is there anything I can do?

_{It’s mostly applying to my mom, but a few of those things apply to specific notebook beans as well… I’m not going to name them cause I know they aren’t trying to hurt me in any way and they’re amazing people but it doesn’t change the fact that it does hurt… (I will, however, clarify that you are not one of them, you have been nothing but kind and helpful and I can’t even put to words how much that means to me-)}

And I don’t think there’s anything anyone can do unfortunately

i just cursed an asshole by rubbing his locker with pepper hahahahahhahah
sadly i dont think it'll rlly make his eyes burn if he rubs them after touching the locker but hey a man can hope

panic attacks amirite

I'm wearing a long sleeve undershirt under my long sleeved shirt (cause its fucking cold) and for some reason the shirt is really really tight around the crook of my elbow in a way that its never been before. And I'm trying to reply to one rp, and create a character for another one, but I have really bad experiences with things being tight or hurting around the crook of my elbow and its making it so hard to focus. And I really wish I could just take my undershirt off, but you would be able to see my bra through it. And I can't focus, and I'm shaking a little, and I have to go like this all fucking day, while still trying to focus in school and it hurts and its bringing up so many bad memories.

Hang in there Mox. So you can't like, go to a bathroom and take off the undershirt?

Which shirt is it that one could see through?

The top one that isn't bugging me

Can you roll the sleeves up?