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Deleted user

my ipod playlist just consists of stuff I’ve either outgrown or never listened to and I didn’t bother taking off

i have over 1000 songs but ya boi just is lazy and doesn’t wanna waste money lmao

@Jay-Marae-is-in-an-emotional-maze

Ok, I got some good news and some bad news.
Good news: I'm trying to make this fancy board on my door to help me stay on track with little tasks I can do to keep busy.
Bad news: It's not turning out as cute as I first hoped it would, I probably won't use it anyway because I'm just that lazy but you never know with me, trying to put it up on my door has kept me from doing my dishes which I must do before bed, and it's obviously not even doing its job now because I'm on here.

Deleted user

help I have no fitting bras ISKAJSJSKKSKSOSOSOSOZ

2 big or smol

Deleted user

help I have no fitting bras ISKAJSJSKKSKSOSOSOSOZ

2 big or smol

Smol. But I DON’T WANT A CHEST JUST I WISH THEY NEVER EXISTED I CANT LAY FLAT ON MY CHEST NOW AND WHWHHWHWYWYYWYWYWYWYWYWY internally screaming

Deleted user

I’d help Kylee but my things are too big

just loosen the straps or something and try to fit in one until you can get more?

@Moxie group

help I have no fitting bras ISKAJSJSKKSKSOSOSOSOZ

2 big or smol

Smol. But I DON’T WANT A CHEST JUST I WISH THEY NEVER EXISTED I CANT LAY FLAT ON MY CHEST NOW AND WHWHHWHWYWYYWYWYWYWYWYWY internally screaming

Bralettes my dude. Bralettes are a magical thing

Deleted user

Yeah, or instead of clasping it use a really strong safety pin, it gives a bit of extra room

Deleted user

Nobody:

My mom: What are you doing? On what? Who? Show me. Where? When? Why?

Deleted user

i could’ve quoted an Eminem song there definitely

but i will leave u within distress of not knowing which one i am thinking of 👁👄👁

Deleted user

i could’ve quoted an Eminem song there definitely

but i will leave u within distress of not knowing which one i am thinking of 👁👄👁

That's easy.
Hi! My name is, what? My name is, who? My name is chickachicka Slim Shady.

Deleted user

i could’ve quoted an Eminem song there definitely

but i will leave u within distress of not knowing which one i am thinking of 👁👄👁

That's easy.
Hi! My name is, what? My name is, who? My name is chickachicka Slim Shady.

nope

Deleted user

hm i think Blurry has been trumped with the need to find the song i am referencing

so now i’m the stan queen lmao

Deleted user

hm i think Blurry has been trumped with the need to find the song i am referencing

so now i’m the stan queen lmao

Or I'm trying to go through all my chat notifications? XD

If you weren't referencing My Name Is, was it supposed to be My Mom?

Deleted user

hm i think Blurry has been trumped with the need to find the song i am referencing

so now i’m the stan queen lmao

Or I'm trying to go through all my chat notifications? XD

If you weren't referencing My Name Is, was it supposed to be My Mom?

neither

@Oakiin

Here to vent yeeAYYYY

This is gonna get long and rambly.

So I have this job thing, and while I feel genuinely grateful that I have the fortune of being able to bring in money, I also am supposed to be working only 10-15 hours a week, sine it's my first ever job. Guess how many hours I worked this week, weekend to weekend. 43 Sure, whatever, full time and a bit I get it, cry a river. But I wasn't supposed to work that, and they never let me know they needed my until the morning of, and I'd have to scrap all of my day's plans and just run because I knew they genuinely needed me, and I'm just ticked off also because I missed out on the annual family Thanksgiving get together which is literally my favorite day of the year, and I'm on my period, and that sucks for gender reasons, plus pain, plus uncomfy and I didn't get to see my counsellor this week, and one of the few adults I trusted seems like he might have sort of betrayed me (and every other teen he knows), and also I have SO MANY problems with my dad, I can't even, that's an essay on itself, but long story short, he's not home right now (hardly ever is, missed my birthday actually), and he's texting me about being careful when driving bc of the weather, yada yada and I just want him to leave me alone but no I haven't been out to ride my horses in about two weeks, and the mare I'm training won't be back until spring, and it seems like everything good in life isn't happening til next year, and I just had a long talk with an irl friend, and I feel like crying now, but i also feel like all my emotions are invalid, and man, I'm a coward for not being able to cut myself, but my knife is with that dude who might have betrayed me, and I'm a mess and I need so many things that aren't there, but above all I'm fucking FRUSTRATED. Everything makes me mad, and I don't even need to self-harm, bc I keep getting hurt on accident, my hands keep getting shut in doors, or split open, or cut on thins, or I hit my head, which is actually a trigger for my depression, and I have the shortest fuse ever, like if someone talks to me, feel like blowing up if they say even one word wrong But dad's coming home soon, (for my sisters birthday) and I'm not looking forward to having him in the house again, because I know it's just going to kick off my anger again, and God, I'm so scared for my future, sometimes I lay awake at night just in paralyzing fear thinking about everything I want to do, and how if I don't achieve this stuff, it'll literally be the end of me, but it's all so big, how can I possibly do it all? But at the same time, I am SO EXCITED for it, and those two emotions wreck my stomach up, like actual pain because of how much it's twisting I'm scared, and angry, and tired, and feel like crying and there's no one here and nothing there.