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Started November 09, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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*Cooks Ev a delicious meal, and makes hot cocoa for all!*

-quietly sips my hot cocoa-

-takes sip- thanks Sy!

umm, i, i am really scared right now…

whats wrong?

i'm home alone and today is a traumaversary (i have had three flashbacks already) and the gate just opened and i don't live in the best neighbourhood so…
i also have my grad dinner dance tonight and i have to wear heels and makeup and basically have my mum manipulate me in front of everyone all night…

Curls up with hot cocoa in corner,
(Remind me and I'll bump our thing later Ev!)

*Cooks Ev a delicious meal, and makes hot cocoa for all!*

takes and sips quietly
_{thanks sy…}

Also @EvThePoetIsBackIsh ! You said you were using a chromebook yes?
If your parents don't know your password, here's a quick trick that's helpful.
Search+L will lock your screen. (You have to put the password back in to access anything, and no one can see what you were just on, It's as if you signed out of your account, but it doesn't close your tabs/programs/turn off your music/ ect. (It's how I keep my mom out of mine)

You're welcome!!! ☕

umm, i, i am really scared right now…

whats wrong?

i'm home alone and today is a traumaversary (i have had three flashbacks already) and the gate just opened and i don't live in the best neighbourhood so…
i also have my grad dinner dance tonight and i have to wear heels and makeup and basically have my mum manipulate me in front of everyone all night…

oh ruby…

i'll take this time to remind you that i believe in you and you are strong, even when you feel scared. and we'll always be right by your side, doing our best to help you

my babe messaged me im ok now

that's great!

😄

Its almost Thursday! I've been on Supernatural withdrawal since there wasn't a new episode last week!!!!

i just finished watching disenchanted and the next season doesnt come out till spring or fall of next year so yaaaaaay

yay! still single til i ask this one girl out that i really like., she's so damn cute, short, has an amazing personality, amazing singing voice, AND she's my one and only hunny bunny ^w^

That's awesome y'all!

blushes yeah, i might ask her out tomorrow.

"Y'all…." I guess Alabama rubbed off on me. Lol

Good luck Jake!

When did you go to Alabama, Sy?

I've actually been down there multiple times! I have family that lives in Alabama. The last time I was down there was in 2017 .

That's pretty cool! I might have been through there once or twice. I lived in Georgia for a while when I was a kid…

They live in a town right on the Alabama/Georgia border, and Florida is about a 2 hr drive. I love it down there, but I don't like the snakes and spiders!

Me either. I hate spiders… Snakes aren't terrible as long as they aren't venomous.

I was there during summer of o-10. Came home and haven't complained about summer in Mi since. I still laugh at my friends if they do it. I keep telling them that they don't know what 'hot' is!

Lol!

So i'm helping my mom and such with as much as i can, and with everything going on for me, having to plan my birthday, keeping my grades up and trying to do good in school. Is it my damn fault that we are fucking broke as hell…is it my fault that my brain is different than hers? Is it my fault that my dad is the only one working right now? Appearently my mom is blaming me for the lack of money and that im fucking lazy…..

That is not your fault. As a child, you have responsibilities that you should and shouldn't have to take care of. And finances are none of your concern. Your mother shouldn't be pushing the blame on you like that, it's not okay. You just need to keep doing your best in school and keep being a child. You are perfect, Jake. I support you and feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk more.

That is not your fault. As a child, you have responsibilities that you should and shouldn't have to take care of. And finances are none of your concern. Your mother shouldn't be pushing the blame on you like that, it's not okay. You just need to keep doing your best in school and keep being a child. You are perfect, Jake. I support you and feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk more.

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I 100% support this, and I'd like to add on to it.

Life is tough. I get that, I really do. Sometimes, it helps me to think of Life as a person. Someone with mood swings. Sometimes, Life is just not in a good mood. He's grumpy, and so he throws all this stuff on you. And that's hard to deal with. So no, it's not your fault that you guys are having money problems, or that your brain isn't exactly like hers. No. One might be thinking, wait, but then isn't it Life's fault? No. It's no-one's fault. Maybe someone made a small decision that led to life as it is now, but there was no direct causation. Perhaps all you've been doing is just walking along, trying to keep going, when all of a sudden Life decides to dig you a pit right below your feet. And you fall, all the way to rock bottom. But don't give up, not quite yet. Your time in this world hasn't ended yet. If you're at the bottom, it means things can't get any worse. It means that the only direction to go is up. Upwards to freedom, to being able to tackle Life to the ground, saying, "I'm not done living yet. And you can't stop me from living my life the way I want it to."

yeah but if i did that to my mom….she'd… i have no idea what she'd do….i was even thinking on canceling my birthday this year for their sake…its just my birthday…i have one next year… and it's just me turning 16…if they need the money that bad , i'll look into giving them all the money i earn from baby sitting and shoveling and mowing { in the summer and spring of course} and not to mention when i get a job …i'll even see about anything i can do to earn money.