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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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I'm hate reading pretty little liars and oh my gosh it's so dumb

It's a book?

a whole series lol

Public Service Announcement!: I AM DUMB AF

Mini rant time:

I have a horrible immune system, and I'm stuck in the same house with my sick grandmother (grandpa is here too but he'sresistant to like everything). I've been trying to avoid her and everything she touches but I don't think she gets how bad my immune system sucks.

I can already feel the weight settling in my chest, my heart rate is all over the place even though I'm lethargic. Next is going to be fever, then vomiting and dehydration.

AUGH FUCK I HATE MY SUCKY IMMUNE SYSTEM

I FINALLY REMEMBERED WHAT I WAS GOING TO VENT ABOUT EARLIER
OK so there's this really cool exotic pet store in Lansing (I live in that area) and I've volunteered there a couple of times this summer and it was really cool to just shadow some workers and do simple tasks and I learned a lot. They also said that the longer I volunteered the more I would be able to do so I was really excited and I love animals and I most definitely want to pursue I career doing zoology (zookeeping, research zoology, zoology professor, etc.). I was trying my best to help because the only reason I was able to volunteer there (they don't normally accept volunteers) was because the owner's daughter remembered me from a few camps I did there,I've also bought two pets there (a snow corn and a guinea pig), and they were trying to get some extra help because they just lost 2 full-time employees. I did this a couple of times and then took a break to get used to school again but I wanted to try and start-up again so we emailed the owner's daughter (because she does a lot to run the store) but she never responded and it's December now. I want to brush it off and say that she's just really busy still and can't respond but I'm pretty sure we even double-emailed her and maybe she just thinks I wasn't good enough. What do I do?

I'm hate reading pretty little liars and oh my gosh it's so dumb

It's a book?

…….. Yeah…

Chonky boy

AAAAAAAA
I love it so much
Opossums are the best and anyone who disagrees can fite me

Chonky boy

AAAAAAAA
I love it so much
Opossums are the best and anyone who disagrees can fite me

BABY CHUBBY BOY

Ella is something different about your pfp because every time I see it I feel like it's changed

Yeah in November it was more….red

I'm hate reading pretty little liars and oh my gosh it's so dumb

It's a book?

…….. Yeah…

I cannot and will not recommend it EVER because by the time you're old enough to understand it and for it to be appropriate for your age, you can't suspend your disbelief far enough or see anything but the flaws. AHHHHHHHHH IT'S SO TERRIBLE

I'm hate reading pretty little liars and oh my gosh it's so dumb

It's a book?

…….. Yeah…

I cannot and will not recommend it EVER because by the time you're old enough to understand it and for it to be appropriate for your age, you can't suspend your disbelief far enough or see anything but the flaws. AHHHHHHHHH IT'S SO TERRIBLE

I think I know someone who likes the show, and I won't read it, don't worry.
It sounds AWFUL

Yeah in November it was more….red

EXACTLY

Yeah in November it was more….red

In November the Nutella jar was a blank template of one over a red background (cause then the text doesn’t include nuts)
Now it’s just a regular picture of a Nutella jar over a white background

Yeah in November it was more….red

In November the Nutella jar was a blank template of one over a red background (cause then the text doesn’t include nuts)
Now it’s just a regular picture of a Nutella jar over a white background

No Nut November taken literally: Get rid of the word "nut"

Ah yes, a perfect example of Ella being the innocent bean we all love

I hate when I'm so afraid to be vulnerable. It's like I don't trust anyone.
I hate when someone asks if I'm okay and I say I am because I don't want to inconvenience them with my problems.
I hate when someone tells me I should be better when I work hard and then it's not enough.
I hate feeling like this.
H e l p.

_{why didn’t I stab myself while I had the chance}

One because stabbing is a really dumb way to die.

But also because you shouldn't kill yourself. You have a disease that is trying to use you to kill yourself. Don't let it.

I saw this lovely thing about sticking it to depression and waiting until it actually tried to kill you like a real disease.

But seriously, hang in there. One day it will be easier and easier to resist.

I love you.

_{There's also this app called calm harm that you could maybe try}

Dom, I don’t know if I’ve said this out loud before but-
Thank you
Thank you for all your help, it really means so much to me and I can’t stress enough just how much I appreciate it-

I honestly think I'm one of the worst people on this site and I'm ruining it for everyone. I half expect people to start coming after me on the Rudeness Chat after I unfollowed it.

_{why didn’t I stab myself while I had the chance}

Big mood, but also you're amazing and I trust that you can and will be able to get better and beat this. You draw, maybe try drawing your depression as a monster you need to slay. Visualization helps sometimes.

Dom, I don’t know if I’ve said this out loud before but-
Thank you
Thank you for all your help, it really means so much to me and I can’t stress enough just how much I appreciate it-

I'm here for you mate. I like you a lot. It's my pleasure to help.

One because stabbing is a really dumb way to die.

dear lord dom

Well it's true.

i love you