forum At War // OxO // Closed

Started November 11, 2019 by @ElderGod-Icefire

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The healer sighed softly, and opened up the metal door. Once Eclipse was inside, they closed it, locked it, and left.
Nik looked up. His face was bruised, his lip split and bleeding.

Eclipse stumbled over to him, starting to cry. His earlier statment that his father was worse? He'd sorely underestimated these men.

Nik reached for him, wrapping his arms around Eclipse and tugging him close, starting to cry softly himself. His clothing was torn and blood-spattered and stained, and his breathing was shaky.

Nik reached for him, wrapping his arms around Eclipse and tugging him close, starting to cry softly himself. His clothing was torn and blood-spattered and stained, and his breathing was shaky.

Eclipse let himself drop into the other's arms, careful not to hurt him further. He knew he should be the one helping the other, and he felt pathetic , but he did need this, badly. Everything hurt so much still, his skin more marked up than it was before.

Nik's left leg stretched out at a strange angle, his calf looking like it was nearly in shreds, leaking blood onto the floor. He held Eclipse close, crying. "I'm sorry." he mumbled. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry, this is all my fault I'm sorry."

Eclipse let himself cry in the other's grasp, wishing he was capable of comforting the other the same way as he adjusted to a slightly more comfortable position, making sure to keep the soles of his feet off the ground in hopes they'd gain a chance to heal. "It's not your fault Nik… It really isn't…" he whispered.

"It is." Nik gasped out. "It is because if I wasn't a monster and if I hadn't hurt Seren this wouldn't have happened. You wouldn't be hurt." he whispered, crying still and holding onto Eclipse. He was careful not to hurt the other male. He himself was still bleeding and bruised and in pain.

"You are not a monster!" said Eclipse, "I refuse to believe that. Ever." his voice was firm, despite everything. "Just like I'm not a freak for being a hybrid…." his tone was soft, pained as he said it. "It's not your fault for what you are. You have no part in that. And neither do your parents. The laws against magic are stupid, they were made to discriminate against the things normal people don't understand, and we can't help that…" there were tears in his eyes as he said it, trying to comfort the other verbally.

(dude it's totally fine, I get it. My autocorrect likes to fuck up my sentences sometimes)

Nik shook his head a little. "But you can control it." he whispered miserably. "You can control your wolf. I kill people and I…I-I eat them and I can't do a fucking thing about it." his breath caught in a sob. "I killed my own mother. I killed her."

(dude it's totally fine, I get it. My autocorrect likes to fuck up my sentences sometimes)

Nik shook his head a little. "But you can control it." he whispered miserably. "You can control your wolf. I kill people and I…I-I eat them and I can't do a fucking thing about it." his breath caught in a sob. "I killed my own mother. I killed her."

"I couldn't at first…" whispered Eclipse, "I really couldn't…" he sighed, "I bit my mom when I was little, and had to be hidden from public eye till I was about five, because I'd shift randomly, and be unable to shift back…." he sighed, "That was the only time my father ever actually did anything, he taught me how to control my wolf instincts, and my powers for the most part…" he sighed, "I bet you could learn too… someday…"

(Oof yeah, that sucks. And don't worry about it. I'm not a huge stickler about proper spelling/grammar, I just…really really prefer it lol)

Nik shrugged. "But that's different." he mumbled. "The monster isn't…isn't me. The monster is…is…I don't know." he shook his head, and stuck as close to Eclipse as possible. "I can't control it."

Eclipse sighed, "We'll figure it out when we get out, but just know that you, are not a monster. No matter what other's say.." he said softly, blinking away tears, wincing as he moved against the other.

Nik was still crying softly. "I'm sorry." he said again. "I'm sorry." he was shaking a little. His left leg was still stretched out at a strange angle. It was hard to tell if he would ever be able to even walk again.

Eclipse let himself melt in the other's grasp, not sure what else to say to reassure him, letting his eyes trace the other's beaten frame, his eyes landing on the other's leg and wincing. "Why?" he asked softly, looking up at Nik, "Why?"

"Why what?" Nik asked softly, shaking with soft, quiet sobs. His leg hurt like it was burning, like it was still being sliced open.

"Just… just everything" he said softly, hesitantly resting his head on the other's shoulder. "Like your leg… And Seren… and my dad.." he tensed at that one.

Nik swallowed. "i don't know." he whispered. "I-I don't know." he glanced at his leg and felt like he was going to throw up. He rested his forehead on Eclipse's shoulder. "I-I…I don't think I'll be able to walk again." he whispered quietly.

Eclipse hummed sadly at that, "Given by the looks of it, I wouldn't be surprised.." he said honestly, "I mean… you had problems before… but.." he sighed, not wanting to hurt his feelings, but at the same time wondering if he'd be able to walk properly again, with how badly his feet had been burned.

"But what?" Nik asked quietly. He held onto Eclipse like a frightened child, needing someone to hold onto and wishing his father was there to hug him and tell him it was going to be alright. He wanted…he wanted to wake up in his tent in the morning, wrapped in chains and alive and whole.

Eclipse shook his head sadly, "I don't know Nik…" he said softly, "I-I can't find anything good in this anymore…." he sighed, seeming to collapse into himself.

Nik held onto him still, still crying softly. "I don't understand how Seren…I didn't mean to." he whispered. "I didn't mean to hurt him…o-or anyone…"

"I know you didn't…" said Eclipse softly trying to comfort him in any way possible. "I know…"

Nik held onto him still. "'m sorry about your dad." he said softly. "And…and everything…" This is all my fault.. he swallowed, biting his lip.

"Don't be sorry about my father…" said Eclipse softly, "It's my fault he's dead…" he sighed, "And seriously? None of this is your fault.)