forum I summon @Everwolf to the field and with this card I can role play and more

Started June 25, 2019 by Deleted user

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"I trust my wolf…" he whispered, "But K need you… and my wolf says I cant trust you… but I know I can and it hurts…"

"Why do you think your wolf side says you can't trust me?" he asked softly.

"Because no one can be trusted… they… they hurt me… dont wanna get hurt…" he spoke mechanically as his wolf side came out more.

"Does your wolf side remember anything that happened before you got captured?" Saayan wore a soft smile on his face.

"Yes, I remember, but you left us alone…" his wolf side was speaking, "It wasnt your fault.." His human side fought back.

He shook his head. "Do you remember when I said, 'No matter how long it takes and people say that I will leave you, just know I won't stop until I find you and no one will stop me from doing that. So just remember if you're ever lost, just know I will always be looking for you.' Do you remember when I said that?"

Eclipse nodded, bursting into more tears.

"I didn't sleep. I barely ate and drank because I was always running around making connections investigating every little thing until I found you. I was heartbroken when I came back and you were there. I wasn't going to stop until I could hold you in my arms and say, 'Let's go home'. I wouldn't stop until you smiled again. I wasn't leaving you. I was trying to get to you."

Eclipse cried harder at that, he knew he was only hurting both of them, his internal brokenness tearing them apart.

"Cry it out. Does your wolf side understand now?" he kneeled under Eclipse to look him in the eye.

"No… w-wolves are stubborn… i-it wont listen to me.. " be said, sobbing.

"Can I speak to your wolf side a little bit?" he asked. "Will he let me?"

Eclipse whimpered softly, "I don't know how…" he sobbed, "I don't know how…"

"Focus…take a deep breath in and out so you don't choke. Listen to my voice okay? Let it sink in past your ears, but to both sides of you okay?" he whispered into Eclipse's ear.

Eclipse tried to focus, he really did, but it wasn't working as the two sides of him fought each other, quite literally tearing him apart from the inside. In a matter of minutes he had worked himself into a panicked state of sobbing and hyperventilating.

Saayan just pulled him closer into his chest. He started to hum another song while he rocked Eclipse back and forth softly.

Eclipse curled into him, sobbing brokenly. He was breaking internally, and it was not fun.

Saayan was doing all he could. He stopped trying when he started to sing. His eyes softened and he kissed Eclipse's head. "I'm glad we talked. I know you're broken, but I don't think of you that way. I still think of you as the clingy, cute, and funny puppy that I will always know and love."

The sobbing continued, he needed help and he needed it soon. And it wasn't necessarily Saayan's help he needed.

“Is there anyone, because I don’t know how this works you’ve never told me that you had two sides before you got taken away, so is there anyone who does?” He held Eclipse’s face trying to wipe away the tears. “You have to help me help you.”

Eclips took a few minutes, trying to regain his sense of speech, "A-Another halfblood… c-could help…" he got out, still very upset. "I-I know there's a-a sol-solaris in t-town.."

He nodded. “Would you like to go there now or after I finished work? Probably now would help you,” Saayan pulled Eclipse off the office desk. “Still can’t walk?”

Eclipse whimpered softly, not sure if he could or not, and not wanting to try it. "I-I don't know where they live…" he murmured.

"I'll do everything in my power to find them," he grunted as he picked Eclipse up once more, bring him out to the car. Do you know where the town in because I don't."

"Somewhere in the south side of town.." said Eclipse softly, clinging to him shakily.

"Got it," he placed Eclipse in the car and then getting in himself. He started driving where Eclipse told him to. "This person can really help you?"

"M-Maybe.." he said softly, uncertainty ringing through him.

"I hope they can," he sighed. They drove to where he said. Do you know what you look like?" he looked over as he parked on the side of a street.

"Red-gold hair…" he murmured.

He nodded looking out for anyone with that hair. No way you could miss that. "Girl or a guy?"