@StarryWolfy flash_on
Eclipse whimpered softly, but manged to do as he said, hating this irrational fear of the other.
Eclipse whimpered softly, but manged to do as he said, hating this irrational fear of the other.
"See? I have to go to work so you have to get dressed. Can you do it on your own?"
Eclipse nodded quietly, his grip on the other's shirt tightening.
"I'll get you some clothes," Saayan got up and took some of Eclipse's clothes out of his dresser. "Here."
(Jas? Who the heck is Jas???)
Eclipse whined softly when the other left him, trying to convince himself there was no need to be scared.
(OMG NOT AGAIN. This is like the sixth time! Another RP)
He turned back coming to the bed and handing him the clothes. "I'll turn around." his face showed a slight blush as he turned around.
(XD, tag me! I wanna stalk every RP you mix ours up with)
Eclipse nodded, grateful for the consideration as he changed as fast as possible.
(ahhhhhhh okiiiiiiiiii)
"Done yet?' he asked looking to the side.
Eclipse nodded,pulling his knees to his chest, feeling small and vulnerable.
He turned around then wrapping his arms around Eclipse. “You look great.”
Eclipse tensed as the other hugged him, mentally telling himself it was safe.
“Ready to go?” He asked taking Eclipse’s hand.
Eclipse took a deep breath, and nodded quietly.
“All right,” he picked Eclipse up princess style as he walked him to the car outside. He opened the car door sitting Eclipse down. He got in on the other side and started to drive.
Eclipse let himself relax a little as he watched the world go by, suddenly reminded of the first time he was on his own.
“You okay?” He asked looking over.
Eclipse shrunk back a little more at the question, but didn't say anything.
Saayan’s eyes looked back to the road in awkwardness. They got to the station and Saayan had to carry Eclipse into the precinct.
Eclipse nuzzled into his grasp nervously, remembering the detective that had cuffed him.
They walked to his office which didn’t take long. “You alright?” He asked setting Eclipse on his desk. “You’ve been tense this whole time.”
Eclipse sighed softly, pulling his knees to his chest, "no…" he said softly.
“What’s been bothering you?” He asked taking his hand and slowing moving Eclipse’s knees back down.
Eclipse looked down at the floor, away from Saayan… "Everything…" he said softly, "Just… just everything…"
"Is it okay if I touch your face for a second?" he asked biting his lip. Saayan always got nervous when he asked Eclipse if he could touch him.
Eclipse nodded slightly, trying not to tense up.
Saayan softly put his hands on Eclipse's ace pulling him up to look at him. "I want you to feel like you can talk to me about anything…" he trailed off pulling a strand of hair behind Eclipse's ear. "I love you alright. No matter what you tell me nothing will change the way I feel about you. So, what do you mean by everything? Is it being around people or being outside?" Saayan asked placing his forehead softly on his.
Eclipse leaned into his touch mournfully. "Internal…" he said softly, "I'm out of sync… and my wolf instincts are messing with my head…" he swallowed, I know I can trust you… but ag the same time half of me is telling me to hide, that no one can be trusted…" he choked up and started to cry.
"It's okay I'm right here. Let it all out," he said softly pulling Eclipse into his arms. "Which side do you trust the most. The one that's telling you to go and hide or the one that's with me right here right now at this moment? To me it doesn't matter what happened in the past because who you are today is the person that matters the most."
(I think I pulled that straight from a movie. Not even joking XD I know it from somewhere, but I can't put my finger on it XD)
Eclipse buried his face in the other's chest, "I don't… I don't know!" He sobbed, confused, torn, and deeply disturbed.
"That's all you need. If you don't know then don't choose or fight is you don't know. What happens when you rush into a battle blindfolded?" he asked stroking his hair.
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