(I’m just going to say this so no one worries too much, I did get a miracle, today has been absolutely wonderful and I’m just so happy-

I know that’s not what this chat is for but I figured I’d give an update)

hmm? what was the miracle?

_{And besides, it’s my eczema that caused the arm to bleed, not just my nails, and not even that badly, barely more than a paper cut}

_{Anyone else look at other people's elbows with jealous longing?}

@Moxie you have made me more sure I have ADHD.

So um we're going to watch a band competition and I thought report time was 7:45 but it turns out it's 7:15?!!! And that's in four minutes so my mom had to take me because we couldn't defrost my car in time and it's not even in the state and I don't have earbuds and I don't have my stuff to work with nanowrimo on the way there

Also. You have a car!!!!!!!!!

P sure MM can handle themselves with their mom, who is clearly more educated and probably more experienced than anyone here.

I hope it works out for you, though, m8.

_{And besides, it’s my eczema that caused the arm to bleed, not just my nails, and not even that badly, barely more than a paper cut}

_{Anyone else look at other people's elbows with jealous longing?}

_{raises hand}

So um we're going to watch a band competition and I thought report time was 7:45 but it turns out it's 7:15?!!! And that's in four minutes so my mom had to take me because we couldn't defrost my car in time and it's not even in the state and I don't have earbuds and I don't have my stuff to work with nanowrimo on the way there

Also. You have a car!!!!!!!!!

…..yup. it's name is Melinda. I guess there's something to be happy about? i did make it on time and I got kinda bored, but it was a fun time

I'm just sitting here in the dark being gay, eating chips and watching pictures of people cut their own hair

Idk why

It's not like I plan on doing it myself, I have a pixie cut lol

Oh yeah, I hadn’t told anyone about this…

_{I have sharp fingernails and when I get really really angry at myself over something I’ve done I’ll often find myself clawing endlessly at my arm until it either starts to bleed or I calm down}

_{spoiler alert}

_{I didn’t calm down}

I do that as well,

OHMY GOD. MY TABLET EXSISTS I CAN USE DISCORD HAYSTAATTASFVG KMKNJNJ IT MIGHT HAVE A WEIRDLY CRACKED SCREEN THAT ONLY LETS SOME PARTS PF THE SCREEN REACT BUT I DONT CARE!

I’M SO HAPPPYYYYYYYY

YAYYYYYYYY!!!

Hey, I'm in a bad mood bc of my non accepting mother
Cheer me up, y'all

F

oh MY GOD

What?

Hey, I'm in a bad mood bc of my non accepting mother
Cheer me up, y'all

Will this help?

So um, I wasted 15 minutes trying to log in because my tablet has a broken screen and some parts don’t respond so I had to copy my email, and when I told my close friends (and boyfriend, yes I have one, I know surprising) that took me 30 minutes, and that was just typing it up and copy pasting it. It was worth it

At least you were able to do it!!

I KNOW AND IM SO HAPPY!

I did it, I actually did it. What’s gonna happen? OH GOD I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND WHAT IF HE BLAMES HIMSELF FUCKCKCKCKKCKCKCKCKCKCKCK MISSION FAILED

REEEEEEE I HATE MY ANXIETY SO MUCH

:) :) :) :) :)

Blames himself for what?

Hey, I'm in a bad mood bc of my non accepting mother
Cheer me up, y'all

Will this help?

YES THAT IS VERY HELPFUL THANK YOU SO MUCH

Blames himself for what?

Me almost killing myself, I told him about what happened yesterday…

i dont feel safe…

and i'm really, really scared

stuck at age 5

and freezing

what a great combination

What's going on Willow?