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Started March 01, 2019 by Deleted user

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Yall need to use a toaster oven instead of a microwave.

those are the best tho?

Yall need to use a toaster oven instead of a microwave.

those are the best tho?

Yes, those are the best.

Mir almost everyone in this chat is older than you-

Not true But either way I still feel old

And I was such a loser in middle school
You should’ve seen me, I was so annoying
I would constantly complain about all the stupidest things, make all these jokes that weren’t funny over and over again, only ever talked about myself, would cry every 5 seconds, was a complete homophobic piece of crap, would put others down and invalidate their emotions simply cause I didn’t want to hear them, I’d make up all sorts of awful stories for pity, attempt to tear down any groups of people I didn’t agree with, would always put myself above everyone around me, and was just constantly such an unlikable, toxic human being
And then when everyone despised me for the piece of shit I was I went and faked depression just to win their attention back-!
Like what a bitch, right?

oh wait a minute

I'm on Team The-Zombie-Boy-Was-Actually-Gorgeous because don't we all feel like a buncg of stitched up limbs?

I mean I don't but you do you. Or you do him. Whichever you'd prefer.

……..I now realize that I misread this as "bang some stitched up limbs" and that is not, in fact, what Eris meant.

(…wow I am like two pages late ok)

(Mood)

I'm on Team The-Zombie-Boy-Was-Actually-Gorgeous because don't we all feel like a buncg of stitched up limbs?

I mean I don't but you do you. Or you do him. Whichever you'd prefer.

……..I now realize that I misread this as "bang some stitched up limbs" and that is not, in fact, what Eris meant.

This is from ages ago

LOL

Yall need to use a toaster oven instead of a microwave.

those are the best tho?

Yes, those are the best.

toaster ovens?
I love them.
so much

I'm on Team The-Zombie-Boy-Was-Actually-Gorgeous because don't we all feel like a buncg of stitched up limbs?

I mean I don't but you do you. Or you do him. Whichever you'd prefer.

……..I now realize that I misread this as "bang some stitched up limbs" and that is not, in fact, what Eris meant.

This is from ages ago

LOL

Yeah
I was looking for whenever I screamed about how much I hate Proteus
I also saw that Pickles specifically said "fuck Victor Frankenstein" in their post and lemme tell you, it took so much self control not to respond "Henry probably did"

And I was such a loser in middle school
You should’ve seen me, I was so annoying
I would constantly complain about all the stupidest things, make all these jokes that weren’t funny over and over again, only ever talked about myself, would cry every 5 seconds, was a complete homophobic piece of crap, would put others down and invalidate their emotions simply cause I didn’t want to hear them, I’d make up all sorts of awful stories for pity, attempt to tear down any groups of people I didn’t agree with, would always put myself above everyone around me, and was just constantly such an unlikable, toxic human being
And then when everyone despised me for the piece of shit I was I went and faked depression just to win their attention back-!
Like what a bitch, right?

oh wait a minute

Aren't you still in middle school–

I was a clingy, obnoxious, and overly innocent middle schooler. Also loud af.
Until 8th grade where I was nerfed with depression and anxiety and slowly evolved into the chaotic trash friend I am today

8th grade was my 'character development' year, if you will. Ninth grade I was just a mess (I essentially dropped out in second semester since I barely did my online classes) and tenth grade has been a hot mess so far too.

i don’t really want to remember myself in 8th grade, cus i was v v awkward

i remember dating my possible girlfriend in eighth grade and it was just super awkward cus I’ve never done such a thing before

_{‘course now in sophomore year i’ve finally fucking got over myself, the scumbag}

And I was such a loser in middle school
You should’ve seen me, I was so annoying
I would constantly complain about all the stupidest things, make all these jokes that weren’t funny over and over again, only ever talked about myself, would cry every 5 seconds, was a complete homophobic piece of crap, would put others down and invalidate their emotions simply cause I didn’t want to hear them, I’d make up all sorts of awful stories for pity, attempt to tear down any groups of people I didn’t agree with, would always put myself above everyone around me, and was just constantly such an unlikable, toxic human being
And then when everyone despised me for the piece of shit I was I went and faked depression just to win their attention back-!
Like what a bitch, right?

oh wait a minute

Aren't you still in middle school–

yep. I was just describing myself. that’s the joke.

And I was such a loser in middle school
You should’ve seen me, I was so annoying
I would constantly complain about all the stupidest things, make all these jokes that weren’t funny over and over again, only ever talked about myself, would cry every 5 seconds, was a complete homophobic piece of crap, would put others down and invalidate their emotions simply cause I didn’t want to hear them, I’d make up all sorts of awful stories for pity, attempt to tear down any groups of people I didn’t agree with, would always put myself above everyone around me, and was just constantly such an unlikable, toxic human being
And then when everyone despised me for the piece of shit I was I went and faked depression just to win their attention back-!
Like what a bitch, right?

oh wait a minute

Aren't you still in middle school–

yep. I was just describing myself. that’s the joke.

ahem no ella

You're not allowed to say such things

Apologize immediately

Indeed dear Nutella. This was a conversation of lighthearted commentary on the hilariousness of our old personalities. Do not force me to have to walk you through all the growth and character development I've seen from you. I warn you that Eris will back me up.

_{I’m sorry}

I've steadily grown more secluded and bitter, mostly due to outside forces. Junior year so far has been alright, I guess. Not exactly sure how I'd describe myself in any particular year

I warn you that Eris will back me up.

^^^^^ I will do so in the most 'mom/older sister' way that I know

_{I’m sorry}

Apologize to yourself, silly muffin.

Mkay I'm doing it cause I had a love-rant planned out the moment I read that

First of all, you are not some self-centered person who only talks about herself. You are a kind, loving person that is always working hard to lift other people up.
Life sucks and you're allowed to cry. Your feelings are valid, and definitely not annoying.
Eh a lot of people used to be homophobic, but they changed. The key word is "was". You're not homophobic anymore, you've grown into a smart person who cares even more for other people.
All of this is in the past tense. That's the key here. You've grown so much and we're all so proud of you. None of us hold any grudges against you, (If anyone doesn't think so, show yourself. I'll fight you) because we've all acknowledged that people grow and people change.
You're an amazing person. Being your age is really really hard. You're going through all sorts of developmental stuff, and life sucks and is really hard. But you'll get through it. You've already changed and grown so much. And you'll change and grow some more. Personally, I'm really excited to see the person you'll become.

Also, you have nothing to be sorry for. Loving yourself is a hard process that doesn't come easily, especially at your age. But you are amazing, and you should know that even if you don't love yourself rn, you still deserve it. You're amazing and deserve so much love.

_{I’m sorry}

It is alright. But you really must stop the self hatred whenever possible. It is the opposite of healthy. I hate to say it but think positively. Think about the great amount of good that resides in you. You might think you are failing, but you are the only one here who thinks that. Granted, we don't know a whole lot of your personal life. But I would say it would be a reasonable statement to say we know you well enough to say that whatever you feel about yourself is very likely not nearly as true as you believe.

_{I’m sorry}

Apologize to yourself, silly muffin.

I VERY STRONGLY agree with this. Especially the name Silly Muffin.

Also, you have nothing to be sorry for. Loving yourself is a hard process that doesn't come easily, especially at your age. But you are amazing, and you should know that even if you don't love yourself rn, you still deserve it. You're amazing and deserve so much love.

Mox is 100% correct.

Start with loving one thing about yourself each day. It can be the most minute thing that you only notice for a second. But build up on that feeling until there is an entire list that you can go through.

When things were really rough for me, I used to just love the way I tied my shoes (A perfect bow on the extreme side of either shoe.) idk why but I loved how quirky it was. For months that's all I loved. Then I complimented myself for how my hair looked one day and then it was added to the list. And then it was the way my lips moved when I spoke. So on and so forth.

Like others have said, self love takes time and can be really hard, but the more you allow yourself to compliment even the smallest things the more you will be able to take a look at the big things, or even the entire package, and accept that it is who you are–and that you are okay with that fact.

_{I’m sorry}

Apologize to yourself, silly muffin.

I VERY STRONGLY agree with this. Especially the name Silly Muffin.

only my cat gets called silly muffin because he is the exact definition of perfection. so that should say something.

Also, because, yknow, you're in your own head you see all the worst parts of your mind. All the bad and horrible and awful thoughts that come through, which sometimes tricks people into thinking they're bad people. But they're not. Everyone has mean thoughts. everyone is an asshole sometimes in their heads. But that doesn't define who you are as a person. Your bad thoughts don't define you. (idk if thats something you're struggling with, but I figured I'd point it out just in case)

_{I’m sorry}

Apologize to yourself, silly muffin.

I VERY STRONGLY agree with this. Especially the name Silly Muffin.

only my cat gets called silly muffin because he is the exact definition of perfection. so that should say something.

Wow thats a huge compliment