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Started June 25, 2019 by Deleted user

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"You never heard that saying if you sneeze someone is talking about you behind your back?" he typed shaking his head.

"Nope"said Eclipse, "Also the typing thing is getting annoying."

"Shut up and deal with it! As my boyfriend, you have to deal with all my flaws and perks. Don't make me hit you! When I'm not sick anymore I am going to kill your ass. If you get be clingy I get to be like this! It's not a choice either I always get like this when I'm sick. That's why I try not to get sick!" he showed him what he wrote, with glaring eyes.

Eclipse paled a little, "Hey.." he shut himself up before he did anything else, instead moving to get eggs from the fridge to make omlets. He really didn't want to deal with that kind of conflict from the other, not when they hadn't had it. He'd seen similar threats before, and as much as he knew this was different, it still hurt, a lot.

Saayan had frowned and tapped Eclipse's shoulder, "I'm sorry…are you mad at me?' he typed, showing Eclipse.

Eclipse shook his head, figuring it was better just to not say anything for the moment as he moved away, cracking eggs into a bowl then grabbing the milk.

Saayan moved back sitting on the table and watching Eclipse cook. I made him mad didn't I? Saayan fiddle with his thumbs while tears were forming in his eyes. Nope! I won't cry! he looked down as a whimper came out. He put his hands over his mouth trying to wipe his tears away and trying to keep silent.

Eclipse froze when he heard the other whimper, turning off the burner and putting everything else down as he came over and pulled him into a hug. "I'm not mad at you…." he said softly, his voice wavering a little.

"Tell me what's wrong…." he spoke, but very soft and very light and you could barely hear him. Saayan clenched Eclipse's shirt.

Eclipse sighed, shaking his head. "I don't ant to talk about it right now." he said quietly, swallowing down his emotions the way he used to when he was a kid, moving away to finish making food. He didn't mean it. Only the pack ever did that… You're safe here, remember? he told himself mentally, forcing himself to repeat it.

Saayan's eyes grew of worry. When Eclipse said he doesn't want to talk about it, he didn't ask any questions. That made him feel less connected to Eclipse. He felt as though he should ask, but he knew he shouldn't. So, he sat there watching him cook, wishing that his vocal cords didn't get messed up every time he got sick. He wanted to hold Eclipse, but he as frozen, he couldn't bring himself to move.

Eclipse cooked the other an omlet, making sure to add all the toppings he liked. Setting it in front of Saayan, he went to use the bathroom. Sitting down on the toilet he pulled his knees to his chest, forcing himself not to shed tears as memories flooded back. The beatings. The pain. Every time he so much as breathed wrong.

Saayan walked up to the door and wined, softly tapping on the door. He clenched his phone, "Came…aut….." he whimpered. He couldn't pronounce his Os anymore as his he got more sick. He had a coughing fit. "Talk…ta…me…" his voice getting dimmer. "Please…." his voice was a whisper.

Eclipse quivered, rocking himself quietly. He wasn't coming out any time soon.

Saayan reached for the doorknob opening it violently. He leaned down to Eclipse and kissed him. Saayan pulled Eclipse from the ball he was in and sat on his lap. He reached his arms around Eclipse's neck the back of his hair, running his hands through it. Saayan's tears fell as he deepened the kiss. "I lave yau," he voice was almost faded.

Eclipse barely responded, burying his face in the other's neck quietly. "I don't deserve it.." he murmured softly.

"Yau da…I……." Saayan could speak anymore. He held his hands to his throat. "You do we all have pasts that we're not proud of. That's life. You're not any different from other people who have done something wrong. If you really want me to say it I will. I love you always and forever. Nothing about you will change my mind. You hear me?" he typed showing his phone to Eclipse.

Eclipse nodded quietly, pushing back bad memories as he hugged the other tightly.

He wined because that's all he could do. He mumbled out something that sounds like "I'm right here. Always and forever."

Eclipse nodded, "I know…" he said softly, barely able to make out what he said.

he smiled and hummed. "Let's eat together now." he typed.

Eclipse shook his head. "I'm not hungry…" he said softly, curling up with the other as if he were a teddy bear.

He hummed lightly, "Can we at least get out of this bathroom, it smells!" he showed Eclipse his phone while holding his nose.

Eclipse sighed a little, moving out of the washroom quietly.

Saayan held onto Eclipse, pulling him to the bedroom. He pulled Eclipse down on top of him, kissing Eclipse with all the love he has. "You aren't alone." he smiled pointing to his phone.

Eclipse sighed, "I was…" he said softly, trying to hold back more tears.

Saayan cupped Eclipse's cheeks. "Well, you aren't now, stop being focus in the past or you'll miss the present and right now I'm here. laying under you and loving you with everything I've got. Don't forget that okay?" his phone read.

Eclipse nodded, moving off of him and shifting, pressing against his side quietly. Unable to stop thinking about the threats from earlier.

Saayan still felt worried. Something was on his mind and he wanted to find out what. "Do you want to talk about it? Is it something I said or did?" Saayan placed his arm around Eclipse's neck to show him what he wrote.

Eclipse whimpered a little bit, knowing he had to say something, but also not wanting to hurt Saayan again.