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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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We did a lot of talking about music yesterday.

Oh? Nice, I love talking about music in general.

Lee and Eris bonded over both being able to sing Senbonzakura in two languages and Lee and I talked about Starset.

I feel like throwing up I-I don't think I'm gonna eat today…god why do I feel like such an attention whore? Why do I feel so bad?

Because it's reasonable. Chill out. It's okay. Say what you have to say.

Oh Ev, I don't think you're an attention whore at all!
You're amazing and special, and honestly, I don't know why you feel bad. I theorize it's your brain looking for someone to blame, and the easiest person to blame is yourself, but that's only a theory. I can't remember if you ever did a face reveal on Notebook, but regardless of whether you did or not, I know 100% as a fact that you are beautiful, and Ilysm.

Thanks guys…I'm trying really hard to not break down crying in class…

You know all the tricks to doing that, right?

You know all the tricks to doing that, right?

Breath slowly and don't focus on the problem?

Those are good. I also meant not getting caught. You have a hood?

Those are good. I also meant not getting caught. You have a hood?

We aren't allowed to wear hoods in school, and this probably won't be a silent cry. I mean my friend IS dead…I'm just gonna keep it pent up the best I can till I get home. I have Pride Club after school so that'll be nice at least. We have a board game meet every other meeting, and so I brought Cards Against Humanity. It'll be good to have a break, even though I met Meg in Pride Club…it's gonna be a hard few days…

You positive now that she's dead?

You positive now that she's dead?

Yes. Because our teacher announced it in front of the whole class.

Shit. My condolences.

Honestly–rudeness isn't even bad. It's pretty hilarious actually.

Thanks….yay test time

I'm sorry to hear of your acquaintance's passing.

shit man i just came online im sry ev

Thanks guys. It's been tough but I'm getting through it. Somehow. Mostly just so I don't embarrass myself by crying in front of everyone in class.

ev i just saw this, i got you babe pm me if you need anything hugs

Thanks Mezzo. Again it means a lot to me that so many loving wonderful individuals here are offering their love and support. I don't feel so alone. -hugs-

Guys. I just saw Meg in the halls. The Meg I thought was dead, is ALIVE YAAAAAAAY! I feel bad for freaking out but you guys are amazing and now I feel like it was a waste of sympathy but she just said Hi to me in the hall so YAY!

I too, am open for PMs!

YEAY!!!
I actually had something similar happen to me a while back, and it's always amazing when you find out they aren't actually dead!

YAAAAAY! So that means I don't gotta cry when I go home.

Lucky- I didn't find out my friend was alive for weeks, and I bawled my eyes out ;-;

I'm sorry for that Swim. -offers hugs- I'm now only low-key sad cause Meg isn't going to Pride Club which means she can't play Cards Against Humanity. Oh well.

Oof. accepts hug Thanks.

oh my god.

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Ev you're not an attention whore honey, you're sweet and kind, and lovely.
PMs are open.
Side note: Fuck work is exhausting

Oh god I can’t do this