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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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That’s sweet of you to say… don’t beat yourself up about it either. It wasn’t your fault…

I never have anything bad to say about anyone. Have people done bad things? Yes. But I always find the good. I know it wasn't my fault. I know I couldn't have done anything about it. I couldn't have saved her I didn't kill her it just hurts because already I've noticed holes in the spaced between spaces in the hallways and already I don't hear her voice and her remarkable laugh, so unique a fingerprint of her purple haired wonder, already I notice things a miss. And it hurts. It hurts because I wished to have been close friends so I COULD have saved her and I think that's the worst part. No. I didn't do anything, no I couldn't do anything. And that's the worst part.

I never have anything bad to say about anyone. Have people done bad things? Yes. But I always find the good. I know it wasn't my fault. I know I couldn't have done anything about it. I couldn't have saved her I didn't kill her it just hurts because already I've noticed holes in the spaced between spaces in the hallways and already I don't hear her voice and her remarkable laugh, so unique a fingerprint of her purple haired wonder, already I notice things a miss. And it hurts. It hurts because I wished to have been close friends so I COULD have saved her and I think that's the worst part. No. I didn't do anything, no I couldn't do anything. And that's the worst part.

Oh my god you’re an angel

@urban the rudeness chat?

yeah that mistake

it's really not a hateness chat my friend and if you don't like it then just stay away from it y'know?
i do however understand why you don't like it :)

While it wasn’t supposed to be, that is what it eventually turned in to (people in the group said it went too far). But yeah, we all have our own opinions :)

I never have anything bad to say about anyone. Have people done bad things? Yes. But I always find the good. I know it wasn't my fault. I know I couldn't have done anything about it. I couldn't have saved her I didn't kill her it just hurts because already I've noticed holes in the spaced between spaces in the hallways and already I don't hear her voice and her remarkable laugh, so unique a fingerprint of her purple haired wonder, already I notice things a miss. And it hurts. It hurts because I wished to have been close friends so I COULD have saved her and I think that's the worst part. No. I didn't do anything, no I couldn't do anything. And that's the worst part.

Oh my god you’re an angel

I'm no angel, I've just seen so much pain I don't want it to happen to anyone else.

-gives ev some food and blankets- we're all here for you, if you need anything just PM me

@urban the rudeness chat?

yeah that mistake

it's really not a hateness chat my friend and if you don't like it then just stay away from it y'know?
i do however understand why you don't like it :)

While it wasn’t supposed to be, that is what it eventually turned in to (people in the group said it went too far). But yeah, we all have our own opinions :)

Of course! And welcome back anyway!
(I personally think that some things were definitely taken too far but it's a lot more controlled now)

And Ev, it'll be hard but I believe that you'll get through it. And until then, you've got an entire community of people here (and irl too) to help and be there for you. You have our full support, I promise :)

And Ev, it'll be hard but I believe that you'll get through it. And until then, you've got an entire community of people here (and irl too) to help and be there for you. You have our full support, I promise :)

Thank you Fandom, again all the support you guys give means so much to me.

And Ev, it'll be hard but I believe that you'll get through it. And until then, you've got an entire community of people here (and irl too) to help and be there for you. You have our full support, I promise :)

Thank you Fandom, again all the support you guys give means so much to me.

no matter what i have your back.

So I think one of my friends commited suicide last night but I'm not sure. The teacher just read out that a Meg (can't remember the last name) passed away cause of that. But I dunno if it's the one I know. I'm…scared.

I'm so sorry Ev, I honestly wish I could magically teleport you so I could give you a big hug, because it seems like you could use one. -throws all my love and affection (and condolences) to you-

OPENING NIGHT FOR MUSCIAL IS TONIGHT! WOOOHOOO!

So I think one of my friends commited suicide last night but I'm not sure. The teacher just read out that a Meg (can't remember the last name) passed away cause of that. But I dunno if it's the one I know. I'm…scared.

I'm so sorry Ev, I honestly wish I could magically teleport you so I could give you a big hug, because it seems like you could use one. -throws all my love and affection (and condolences) to you-

Thank you all so much. It means the world to me to have such loving and caring people around me.

OPENING NIGHT FOR MUSCIAL IS TONIGHT! WOOOHOOO!

YAY GOOD LUCK JAKE!

So I think one of my friends commited suicide last night but I'm not sure. The teacher just read out that a Meg (can't remember the last name) passed away cause of that. But I dunno if it's the one I know. I'm…scared.

I'm so sorry Ev, I honestly wish I could magically teleport you so I could give you a big hug, because it seems like you could use one. -throws all my love and affection (and condolences) to you-

Thank you all so much. It means the world to me to have such loving and caring people around me.

Good luck Jake!

And also, you're welcome, Ilysm, you're one of the most amazing, awesome, and special people I have met, and I'm glad I did.

OPENING NIGHT FOR MUSCIAL IS TONIGHT! WOOOHOOO!

YAY GOOD LUCK JAKE!

i hope it goes well ehhhhh

I hate how much it hurts. I just feel super depressed and helpless and I don't really have anywhere to go and I'm grounded from seeing my boyfriend so I don't really know what to do…I need to be held and just told I'll be okay and just be able to cry.

I hate how much it hurts. I just feel super depressed and helpless and I don't really have anywhere to go and I'm grounded from seeing my boyfriend so I don't really know what to do…I need to be held and just told I'll be okay and just be able to cry.

-holds ev- it's okay…i wish i could come see you rn

_{in other news, one of my MC's is a shallow BITCH and I hate her so much. I just want to get to the end of her arc so she can be less shitty}

_{in other news, one of my MC's is a shallow BITCH and I hate her so much. I just want to get to the end of her arc so she can be less shitty}

Ha big mood

Good luck Nutella. And God be with you.

@urban the rudeness chat?

yeah that mistake

it's really not a hateness chat my friend and if you don't like it then just stay away from it y'know?
i do however understand why you don't like it :)

While it wasn’t supposed to be, that is what it eventually turned in to (people in the group said it went too far). But yeah, we all have our own opinions :)

Of course! And welcome back anyway!
(I personally think that some things were definitely taken too far but it's a lot more controlled now)

Oh yeah, thanks! And yeah, that’s what I think. I haven’t looked at the newest stuff since i’ve been back but that’s better to hear

Someone, please yell at me to go get my Duolingo in for the day please

We did a lot of talking about music yesterday.

GO DO YOUR DUOLINGO FOR THE DAY

Someone, please yell at me to go get my Duolingo in for the day please

Git!

We did a lot of talking about music yesterday.

Oh? Nice, I love talking about music in general.

THANKS

NP, anytime

I feel like throwing up I-I don't think I'm gonna eat today…god why do I feel like such an attention whore? Why do I feel so bad?