OK BIG RANT TIME
I have fallen for 3 different people because I'm a raging bisexual and i have a kink for honest people and OOF
Person #1 i have liked for years and right when i started to loose feels he starts talking to me again, this dude has helped me through a lot of mental breakdowns in panic attacks in my freshman year because life was hell. he was my rant buddy! id rant to him and he'd rant to me, he has made me cry because of his honesty and he's one of the few people I have complete trust in. but hes not interested and im like 50% sure he's in a relationship plus hes like an hour away and I haven't seen him face to face for almost a year.
Person #2 this one is kind of new to me, he's really funny and tries to include me in conversations on our hour-long bus ride, hes sweet but I don't really know much about him and i do. he keeps sending me mixed signals and slightly flirting, but I never know if it's for real.
Person #3 is a girl, she's awesome we started hanging out around last august, she's really sweet and I call her my "fake girlfriend but its actually killing me slowly because she's taken and her relationship. we kind of cuddle on the afternoon bus, but it's just fake flirting. i honestly don't know what to do. do yee
Guy's, the impossible has happened, I'm still mad at my crush and it's been like two day's, I don't know how I've stay'd mad for so long and I'm not sure whether to congratulate my self or just get over my self.
Guy's, the impossible has happened, I'm still mad at my crush and it's been like two day's, I don't know how I've stay'd mad for so long and I'm not sure whether to congratulate my self or just get over my self.
SAME
but my anger has faded to a faint annoyance until I think about it too much and then I get angry. But I'm nowhere near as furious as I was last week so that's good I guess?
I don't even know why I'm mad that's probably why I'm still mad, but I need to find out why I'm mad because I don't like being mad at him, it makes me sad.
Hey, I'm new to notebook, and I found this chat. So, I was wondering if anyone knows how to stop crushing on someone? I've had a crush on this guy for about three years, and I don't want to have a crush on him. But, well…I do. So, anyone know how to stop crushing on someone?
i got to call my bf happiness noises
@Awkwardness no idea. Despite my best efforts. All I did was get really mad one day and I haven't talked to him since. But I haven't really had the opportunity. So um. Crush averted I guess. But it's only been a week
I get to see him again today! It's just rehearsal for the play but I get to see him and every time I see him it makes me happy so, there we go.
Hey, I'm new to notebook, and I found this chat. So, I was wondering if anyone knows how to stop crushing on someone? I've had a crush on this guy for about three years, and I don't want to have a crush on him. But, well…I do. So, anyone know how to stop crushing on someone?
YOU CONCENTRATE ON URSELF. Or just on random people in the street that you will never see agzin.. Ok ill explain. So i look at people a lot. Not in a creepy way. Just in a fangirlingOverThisPersonIDon’tKnowBecauseThey’reSoDarnPretty way. I do this a LOT when i have a crush i wanna get rid of because i like to imagine what would happen if i met the stranger and we talked and how their personality would be and how they would just be a 100% better than my crush. But i only did it with the only very serious crush that ive ever had and it took a while yo get rid of it (plus she was taken and although she was nice she wasnt that great of a person) . The other crushes ive had were kind of volatile. Like, if i ever got sick of crushing, i just. Stopped.
We're good I'm not mad at him anymore
He gets back tomorrow. My friend thinks I'm an asshole for not wanting to talk to him which is definitely true. I get annoyed by things that aren't a problem but like
I just don't want to be the one to start a conversation with him ya know? But I don't think I'm gonna, like, run away or ignore him if he tries to talk to me. Hopefully
Ick I can feel the drama I'm causing
I'm sorry I know the feeling.
Yeah that's no fun.
On another note, I'm hoping that tomorrow I will have the courage to talk to him during rehearsal other than just saying hi or telling him how flipping talented he is, which are the only two type of interactions we really have. I mean, I guess sometimes he watches conversations between me and other people, but he's paying more attention to them than to me. Wonderful. Like today I was trying to demonstrate a Scottish accent (mine is only meh but it could pass as Scottish at least) and there were two other people I was talking with and he sorta just stood in the shadows watching us as we kept repeating "If ye could chenge yer fete, would 'ja?" It was really weird. Ha ha! Maybe tomorrow I'll ask him if he can do a Scottish accent, because I meant to do that while we were attempting one today but then we had to go on stage and I forgot.
turns out this cute girl i've been interested in for a while is aroace but she seems to think i'm wonderful so yay friend!
Does anyone else get a small crush on someone and on the next day you like still have a crush on them, but you’re not quite as sure? And basically it goes back and forth. Or is this just me?
Also, guys, my BF apparently has a thing for me in military pants and when he admitted he really wanted to grab my a** when I wear them and I said quietly that I'd be fine with it, hE mAdE mE mAkE a tOuCh ChArT!!!!
A touch chart, Basically, you color code how you feel about all of your body parts being touched by another person, and so the color coding varies depending on who the chart is for.
He ignored it so I'm gonna ignore it too. What a healthy relationship
So. Question. Texting and asking if he's mad at me. Good idea or bad idea?
Hmmm… If he's being toxic, don't even give him your attention. If he's just being kinda idiotic for the time being, then yes, ask him if he's mad.
(Also guys as I was leaving rehearsal I was telling everyone how amazing they were and he turned to me and was like, "you're amazing!" And of course I just threw it right back with "no you" but then he threw it right back in my face so here I am, stuck with this "you're amazing" and I still need to give it back. Oh well, looks like I'll have to return it next chance I get.)
Omigosh he likes the same music as me!
(Like really, I think I'm the only person I know who likes nightcore, pokemon, D&D, and reading…until I met him!)
:D