_{Wednesday is approaching way too fast, help}

So these called “wellness club” at my school is toxic and lead by a hypocrite who doesn’t value the lives of others.

So these called “wellness club” at my school is toxic and lead by a hypocrite who doesn’t value the lives of others.

Dude that sucks horribly, would you like to vent about it?

_{Wednesday is approaching way too fast, help}

What happens then?

I’m going to talk to my mom about my mental health/maybe seeing a doctor or something on Wednesday night, since that’s the only time this week that I can talk to her without my siblings interrupting.
I know I need to do this, however, the more I think about it the more I dread this conversation with every piece of my soul…

_{what if I tell her all this and make a big deal out of it only to see a doctor and find out I’m actually just making it all up…? I mean, it would be a huge relief to know that there’s nothing wrong with my brain but then what if people start to think I was faking it all and turn against me?}

_{That’s probably extremely unlikely but it’s just one of the ways this could go very wrong so yeah I’m absolutely terrified}

I had the same thoughts when I talked to my mom about my anxiety, but I'm seeing a therapist about it now and it has helped immensely. I still feel like I'm faking it sometimes, but I'm glad I talked to her about it. It helps to see a therapist, and I personally think that it would help people who have totally fine mental health to see a therapist once in a while anyway, so it can't hurt.

I had the same thoughts when I talked to my mom about my anxiety, but I'm seeing a therapist about it now and it has helped immensely. I still feel like I'm faking it sometimes, but I'm glad I talked to her about it. It helps to see a therapist, and I personally think that it would help people who have totally fine mental health to see a therapist once in a while anyway, so it can't hurt.

Exactly

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

_{i've said something wrong haven't i? FUCK}

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

_{i've said something wrong haven't i? FUCK}

_{I can't speak for anyone else, but I certainly believe you}

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

_{i've said something wrong haven't i? FUCK}

_{I can't speak for anyone else, but I certainly believe you}

_thankyou…

So these called “wellness club” at my school is toxic and lead by a hypocrite who doesn’t value the lives of others.

Dude that sucks horribly, would you like to vent about it?

Yeah. So we were friends and then seemingly out of nowhere she decides she not only doesn’t want to be friends, but also that she straight up hates me. So she’s been kind of terrible for a while. Today I posted a screenshot of some apps I thought could be helpful to some people on the club’s group chat. Then, while we were in bio together, literally sitting across from each other, she replies and says,” Please ask me or [her friend that isn’t actually running the damn thing] before posting advice to the group chat,” like a little passive aggressive shit.

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

_{i've said something wrong haven't i? FUCK}

_{I can't speak for anyone else, but I certainly believe you}

_thankyou…

I certainly do as well!

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

_{i've said something wrong haven't i? FUCK}

_{I can't speak for anyone else, but I certainly believe you}

_thankyou…

I certainly do as well!

me too

it's still hard to believe yourself when you think you need help mentally when everyone else says you are faking it…

buddyyyyyyy

_{i've said something wrong haven't i? FUCK}

_{I can't speak for anyone else, but I certainly believe you}

_thankyou…

I certainly do as well!

me too

And me. We're here for you, Ruby.

I'm glad you all doubt yourselves as well tbh. I always wonder if the things wrong with me are made up.

I’m going to talk to my mom about my mental health/maybe seeing a doctor or something on Wednesday night, since that’s the only time this week that I can talk to her without my siblings interrupting.
I know I need to do this, however, the more I think about it the more I dread this conversation with every piece of my soul…

_{what if I tell her all this and make a big deal out of it only to see a doctor and find out I’m actually just making it all up…? I mean, it would be a huge relief to know that there’s nothing wrong with my brain but then what if people start to think I was faking it all and turn against me?}

_{That’s probably extremely unlikely but it’s just one of the ways this could go very wrong so yeah I’m absolutely terrified}

dude so i know i'm a little late but i think the fear that you're faking is, well, common. i'm pretty sure that the little voice always whispers that you could be faking things. i know people who've been through hell and back in the past year and are still convinced that they're faking everything (despite knowing it's illogical) and nobody's gonna turn against you for that even if you were somehow faking which i assure you that you are not it's the way it is my friend and i guess sometimes you learn to deal with it anyway. you have to learn not to listen to the voice

I deadass stopped taking my anti-depressants because I told myself I didn’t need them and I was faking it, so I decided to do a little experiment to test that hypothesis. Whadday’know, I’d kinda like to keep taking them to combat my anxiety on minor depressive episodes.

I deadass stopped taking my anti-depressants because I told myself I didn’t need them and I was faking it, so I decided to do a little experiment to test that hypothesis. Whadday’know, I’d kinda like to keep taking them to combat my anxiety on minor depressive episodes.

Good

^^^^^

I deadass stopped taking my anti-depressants because I told myself I didn’t need them and I was faking it, so I decided to do a little experiment to test that hypothesis. Whadday’know, I’d kinda like to keep taking them to combat my anxiety on minor depressive episodes.

Good

Great! Please keep taking them!!!

Here's a cute video for anyone that might need it!

Thank you guys so much <3 <3 <3
_{Now I just need to figure out how the heck I’m supposed to tell her without accidentally wording it wrong and coming off as a complete idiot}

Okay, Jake

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YOU HOOKED UP?

heh yeah… and he gave me a hicky this morning to prove i was his… help…{i love this type of stuff but THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING?????} im gonna end up with a problem all day…and i have musical till god knows when

Just gonna….

_{I hate to be that person but as the creator of this thread it would be greatly appreciated if you could either continue this conversation under a spoiler}

Spoiler - click to show.

like this

_{or change the subject entirely, cause I'm a wimp who's absolutely terrified to the point of panic when it comes to anything more than hugs}

_{thank you for understanding}

^^^^
I'm repeating what you said but with more aggression:

LISTEN UP: ELLA, WHO CREATED THIS CHAT, WANTS ALL SEXUAL CONTENT PUT UNDER A SPOILER LIKE HOW SHE DEMONSTRATED. DO IT OR I WILL END YOU.

I have lost all control of my life and so now everything I do is going to be based off impulse.

I was one percent from having my creative writing grade round to a hundred.
And I was .15 percent away from having my precalc grade round to a hundred

OOF that sucks. Anyways I apologize I haven't been on much guys, I've been busy with grades, and Tik Tok, but now that my schedule has balanced out I can be on again yaaaaaaay

I have lost all control of my life and so now everything I do is going to be based off impulse

Bruh
Okay
This is a mood