(Alright then, I suppose when we get there we can make the decision? Generally I like having a couple actually talking about it. It’s a consent thing for me ok? But tasteful cutaways are good with me if that’s what we want to do.)
Zack cooed a different type of coo, tilting his neck back a little bit more. The second move seemed to be the invitation, but he tilted his head up again when Bryn pulled away, his cheeks a distinct red from his strange coo.
“No, that’s impossible. I think you’re so much cuter.” He set his head down onto the pillow instead of back against Bryn’s hand. He quite liked laying in the Human’s arms. Even though Bryn was smaller, it made him feel cozy and happy.
(Yeah, I prefer to have the couples talk about how they feel and what they want to do. But, anyways, I think you're right. Let's make the decision when we get there.)
Bryn liked holding Zack too. It was nice to know that he could make someone else feel happy and warm and most of all, safe. He laughed at Zack's disagreement, kissing him again. "We'll just have to agree to disagree then," he joked. "Even though you're 100 times cuter." He started nosing along Zack's neck again, kissing him lightly to make sure he had permission to go further.
(Yeye that’s the best thing to do xD)
Zack tilted his head back again, giving absolute permission as he leaned into his hand again. He just cooed and purred again, rolling his hips in the slightest to get comfier. Before Bryn could find the extremely sensitive part near the side of his neck, he gently pushed him away and grabbed his lips into a kiss.
“Don’t tease the cutie, then, nerdo. Let’s get some sleep, then maybe we can continue in the morning.”
Bryn pressed his smile into Zack's neck at that sweet little purr, but he went willingly when Zack pulled him in for a chaste kiss. "Yeah yeah, whatever you say," he muttered, settling into a more comfortable position wrapped up around Zack. "Let's… um… let's talk in the morning, okay? I know we haven't done much but… I do wanna go farther with you. And I know neither of us are going to address it properly if we keep dancing around each other the way we have been."
Zack rested his head again and he nodded a little, looking up at the other as he spoke. He wrapped his arms around his hips and wriggled a bit closer to his boyfriend. He bit his lip a little.
“I’d like to go farther with you, too. I know dancing around it isn’t good for us but I had no way of telling you. I just wanted to wait until you were ready for me.”
Bryn scooted closer too, eager for as much contact as he could get. He draped one of his arms around Zack's neck, leaving the other slung across his back, and kissed him gently. Just enough to keep him from biting his lip and giving Bryn the worse awkward boner of all time. "Yeah, I… um… I know boundaries are weird with me because I don't give a lot of good signals, but I promise I'm ready for whatever comes next with us."
Bryn always seemed to kiss him when he bit his lip. Was that something the Human liked? He kissed back anyway, accepting it gratefully. He yearned for more intense kissing, even just a little, but he let it go when Bryn started to talk again.
“That’s okay. It’s not your fault, baby,” He murmured, burying himself away and yawning a little. “Well… good night, baby.” He smiled faintly.
"Night pretty boy." Bryn settled one last time, wrapping Zack up like a big teddy bear and nuzzling his temple. He was both exhausted and incredibly proud of himself. He did it! He managed to talk about relationship stuff in a mature and understanding way and Zack didn't hate him!! What a great night.
It was the misty next morning which the lovers woke to. Zack was still nuzzled away into his arms, despite being awake. He was tracing circles on the skin of his lover’s arm, biting his lip again, but almost unconsciously. He glanced at Bryn’s face, to start and notice he was awake. He jolted his hand away and smiled a little.
“Good morning.”
Bryn smiled, soft with sleep, and leaned down to kiss him good morning. It was something of a tradition by now, so Zack probably wouldn't catch on to the face that Bryn kind of fucking liked it when he bit his lip. "Why'd you stop?" he whined softly, pressing a little closer to Zack. "That felt nice."
Zack kissed him back and released his lips from his pointy teeth. He grinned a little and continued doing it. “Sorr-ee, you got all salty that one time I was touching your neck. But maybe it was because you were just in a bad mood… I don’t really know why, though.” He tried to think and as he did so, he bit his lip.
"I think I was being fairly pissy. Also I was feeling pretty shitty about my standing with you so I tried to push y-you away." He tripped up near the end, blushing faintly when he noticed the way Zack's pointy teeth caught on his lip. He tried to focus on the soothing touches on his arm instead, humming softly. "But… anyways, we were going to talk about… um… going farther."
“Yeah, prolly.” His eyes refocused and he let his lip go as he watched his lover, his grey gaze bright and clear. His fingers continued with their slow strokes. They seemed to slow a little as Zack focused on the situation.
“Yeah… farther.” He tilted his head back a little.
Bryn laughed, immediately nuzzling the newly exposed part of his neck. Most of Zack's skin was rough, but he was soft here. It was nice. So nice he almost didn't mind Zack slowing down. "Don't tempt me, babe. We have to talk. About… us. And there are a couple things I think we should probably touch on."
Zack shivered a little but he tilted his head up to listen to Bryn. “Yeah. What do you want to talk about, then, baby?” He asked quietly, attentive and quiet as he met Bryn’s soft eyes. His Human was so pretty and nice… He wanted to get lost in his eyes, but he stopped himself.
Bryn was having some very similar thought about Zack and how pretty his eyes looked in this light and- focus! He mentally slapped himself, redirecting his thought to the conversation at hand. "Um… sex, first. I… um… I have a couple weird things but I wanna make sure we both have a good time and I definitely wanna have actual sex with you so… yeah. Um… I figured we should get it out in the open." He was blushing, face a deep red.
“Mhm. We’ll both have a good time, babe, no worries.” He slipped his hand under the sleeve of his shirt and gently kissed him. “I’m perfectly okay with sex with you at this point,” He murmured softly, leaning his head back down. He smiled at his lover’s blushing, tilting his head.
“Would it be your first time? With me?”
Bryn smiled at his reassurances, leaning into the kiss eagerly. He whined softly when Zack pulled away but it was quickly drowned out by a flood of embarrassment at the next question. His blush got darker and he had to look down at his hands to keep from stuttering. "I… um… no. No, but…It'll be the first time I've done it with someone who matters."
“Ah, so you’re experienced, at least.” Zack smiled and leaned forward to kiss him again, seeing how much he liked it. “I’m glad. Because I’m gonna be honest with you, there was nothing more I hated than being hired to just take someone’s virginity away. It was sort of annoying at some points.”
Bryn let out a little sigh of relief and kissed him back. Quite a few of his former boyfriends hadn't exactly been thrilled to hear about his sordid history, but Zack seemed totally fine with it. Even grateful, which was… new. "Yeah, well the only person you're sleeping with now is me, and I'm far from virginal." He wrapped an arm around Zack's neck, slightly possessive. "You're done with contracts, right? Because I'm not gonna keep you from doing your job if you have to but… I'm not exactly thrilled either."
“Exactly. Don’t get protective,” He cooed softly, though he did seem to like it a little as he eyed his mate thoughtfully. “I understand now why you were waiting so long. You could’ve just told me, you know.” He set a hand on his chest and kissed him again. He moved his head closer, his eyes darkening with his like in the situation. “Oh, yes, I’m quite done with those.”
Bryn's ears went red with shame when Zack said he should've just told him, but before he could think too hard about it Zack was kissing him and the only thing in his head was a pleasant fog of warm affection. He pressed up against the hand on his chest to get closer, to kiss him a little harder and a little dirtier, and sighed when Zack pulled away. He couldn't be too disappointed though. "So you're all mine now? I mean… um… if you'll have me."
“Of course I am,” Zack purred as he lapped a pink tongue over his lips, grinning a little after the attempted kiss. “I have a feeling you want to do more than just kiss, at this very moment,” He cooed faintly, tilting his head a little so their noses were touching a bit more, and their lips were just infinitesimally closer to each other. He smiled a little more, but it was more than just a grin; it was a smirk. One Bryn had never seen cross Zack’s pointed features, and it fit them quite well.
Bryn felt a little shiver of want crawl down his spine and he nodded, leaning closer. He was tilting his head, for a better angle, tentative in case Zack wanted to tease this out a little more, as his arms dropped to wrap around Zack's waist and pull him closer closer closer. The smirk brought a smile and a soft blush to Bryn's face- he couldn't help it, he just reacted when he saw a pretty boy look at him like that. "You may or may not be right. Smile at me like that again, and I might not be able to hold back."
Zack didn’t want to tease him anymore, other than with the smirk dancing on his lips as he gazed at the other, his gaze flicking this and that across his face as he ate up the sight of his soon-to-be mate.
“What makes you think I want you to hold back, Bryn?” He was about to say something dirtier, but he decided against it for now.
Bryn laughed softly and leaned up to kiss him, gently pushing Zack down onto the bed. He crawled up his body until he was straddling his lap, cupping Zack's face in both his hands as he leaned forward to kiss the living daylights out of him. "Nothing now, pretty boy," he murmured, a hint of sheepishness crossing his face. "Um… how far…?"
Zack grunted faintly as he was pushed to the bed but kissed back anyway, relaxing completely under the other. He was definitely a sub he just didn’t want to admit it until due time. His hands joined Bryn’s on his face and he tilted his head in the slightest, his tongue peeking out again.
“As far as you wanna go, baby.”
Bryn laughed, a rush of fluttery butterfly affection surging through him. He liked baby, even if it was cheesy as hell, and he showed that to Zack by leaning forward to kiss him. Hard. One of his hands inched away from Zack's face and slowly crept up Zack's shirt. The touch was exploratory and excited, running over his chest, his pecks, skimming over his waistband and around to his back with a tad too much nervous energy. "All the way then."
(pewdiepie voice sToP ok so what do you wanna do? Move on to PM or)
(I'm fine with a timeskip or actually writing it, which do you prefer?)