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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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so, i got up early today, grabbed my stuff, took it back to my room and fell back asleep.

and SHE takes that as me disobeying her direct order so now my phones been taken off me

That'd piss me off too.

AND she still doesn't believe that the scars on my legs are from tree branches… so NOW i have to go back to the old hag therapist and do whatever the fuck it is i do there. FUCK

Hey, we'll be here before and after lol

i'm just mad, nothings wrong, so why do i need to go back?

ooOOOOH MIR!!! Really??!

okay so I didn't come out today lol
But I made plans with my bisexual buddy {and also maybe my crush, whaaaat??} to call my mom tomorrow while I'm at school so I don't have to tell her face to face
And my bi buddy is gonna hype me up
She's the only one I'm letting be in the same room as me when I do it lol

Yikes. Think about love instead of you can manage it. The fact that the lord of the universe loves you preferably.

@KhaoticNeutral

idkm man i just-
right now i don't feel like doing this and by this i mean living anymor
it's not fuking worth it

but thanks for the advice, i'll try to do tthat

sorry i erased it-

i panicked n felt like i was just seeking attention-

nono it's fine

alright deep breaths
you can do this
we're here

go and get some water and try and find a quiet area to sit in.
try to think of literally anything else

also try listening to music to help you calm down

_{yeah i saw that post but i um deleted my reply because i thought you didn't want anyone to see the original post or smth idk what went on in my head}

idkm man i just-
right now i don't feel like doing this and by this i mean living anymor
it's not fuking worth it

but thanks for the advice, i'll try to do tthat

We feel that way m’dude. But your perspective is off. You can only see a little bit of your life, so you're not seeing the bigger picture. The bigger picture might be worth it all. You have to wait it out and see.

tthnaks guys

it jst rminds me of how iim going to hell and i was doing so good at not thinking about ut

slow down hun, take a breath.

tthnaks guys

it jst rminds me of how iim going to hell and i was doing so good at not thinking about ut

Why?

sHoOt Me

Ruby, what's going on?

just do it, someone, _please

Ruby, we're here for you

_{please, i fucking cant-}

You can do this Ruby, I know you can. Ask anyone here, we're right behind you

_{i'm contemplating sleeping on the streets tonight…}

Please don't do that
We still have a poem to write.
Ruby, come on

ruby. no. we will not intentionally harm you. now, i know your home life is terrible, and school isn't doing so well right now, but YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS. and besides that, if i could, i'd fly right down to australia, (if, of course, it wasn't me being all stalkery and finding out where exactly you live in australia over the internet) and bring you to your happy place so you can calm down

_{i'm contemplating sleeping on the streets tonight…}

don't fam it's not worth it
it's cold and you'll feel more alone than you normally would
people will come up to you asking stuff for no reason
just don't-
i know from experience

i cant go home, i just cant

can you stay with a friend?

yeah, and if you can't stay with a friend and you absolutely can't go home then at least stay somewhere near your house, that way if something happens you always have somewhere to go