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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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i thought i'd be glad to give it a try the first 4 times…

That’s the point though. You try again. You get back up. And one day it will all be worth it. You just have to wait for it.

i cant do this anymore…

How long til you get to go home?

Yes you can. You most certainly can.

Ruby. We'll all be right behind you to keep you on track honey!
You got this!

You can do it Ruby. Trust me. You've heard about my whole home situation right? And I can honestly say that I know how you feel but you have to know that it won't last forever.

Honestly, you got this hun

Go to bed and go to sleep. Seriously it’s a lifesaver.

I think she's still in school

Ah.

What time is she in? Anyone know?

Aussie Time Zone

Oh. So no bed.

it's 12:40 pm

Sucks.

_{i dont deserve any of you <333}

You deserve all these wonderful peeps and more!

no one deserves me, and yet here I am gracing y'all with my presence.

XD

everyone deserves an eris in their lives aha

_{tee hee. Thank you. :D but in all honesty–ya'll are wonderful.}

Ruby. I'm going to tell you right now. Listen to me, or at least imagine I'm saying this to you. If you end your life, there will be so many people who will be there at your funeral, even in concept. I would be there virtually, mourning your loss. Okay, I know. You might think I'm lying, but seriously. You're one of my best friends. You're kind of like one of my other best friends on the internet. Whenever you can, you ask how it's going. And such a small action just brings me joy. Honestly, if you… if you- God, I can't bring myself to write the word. If you… you know what, I'd be heartbroken. Please don't.

oh izzy… <3

You understand, right? Seriously, please don't do it. I believe in you, you are strong, and you are awesome and amazing, and you can get through this. No, you WILL get through this. Maybe not this year, maybe not next year, but you just have to power through and eventually you will get through this.

_{i dont deserve any of you…}

You do, Ruby

Everyone on this site needs to have some more goddamned confidence and embrace themself… WE ALL DESERVE EACH OTHER <3

And I want ya to know I share Izzy's sentiment

Yes you do Ruby. YOu know why? Because you're amazing and awesome, and so is everyone else. I am going to repeat that as many times as it takes for you to believe that.

i dont understand why..