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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Not amazing. Stressed, sprained my ankle, random bouts of depression.

oh no!
thats awful hun <3

Hello yes fellow Lizzie you are hecking amazing

Wise words right there.

so i had a concert tonight and i had to perform with my showchoir…it was fun….but one person i hate was there, my boyfriend got sick so he left early and well i feel like utter and complete shit….that's also if anyone even read this…… because i had a mental breakdown and my ex who mentally and physically hurt me, our song came on and i snapped……

what? i'm sorry you had to deal with all that! having people you hate in the same general area as you is terrible, i know the feeling. and i'm glad your ex is your ex, they shouldn't be allowed to hurt you at all. -throws infinite virtual hugs and love and comfort-

what? i'm sorry you had to deal with all that! having people you hate in the same general area as you is terrible, i know the feeling. and i'm glad your ex is your ex, they shouldn't be allowed to hurt you at all. -throws infinite virtual hugs and love and comfort-

thanks, its just also the fact im confused on if im still in love with my ex who was so amazing for me and i dumped ever so dumbly…..and the damn fact that he seem's happier with his new girlfriend who hates my guts…. plus my boyfriend now….is amazing dont get me wrong….but i just feel like he needs me more than i need him… he was a lone almost all of his life…( call it whoring around…but i've been with a good amount of people……sadly >~>)

ah i see. love and relationships are complicated. not that i've ever been in a relationship before, but i do know for a fact that they're complicated. honestly, i'm not the best person to help you sort through all this, but just know that it's normal to be confused

im very confused considering my anxiety and depression is now getting worse….and im bottling it up again…but yknow barely anyone notices that im down because of the fake smiles and giggles and acting like im not breaking at the seams…… if showchoir taught me one thing it was faking emotions around other people and making them see a different person.

oh jake, in my opinion you just need to let it all out, bottling it up isn't going to help. I know you've probably heard this like a million times before and so have I but it's good advice. Like seriously.

i know im practically repeating myself some days also i woke up late because i was told to do chores before bed. PLUS i was supposed to dress like beetlejuice today

oof, fun aha

oof, fun aha

yeah…plus not to mention my boyfriend is hiding something about last night ……i know he's not a cheater because he's WAAAYYYY too innocent for that.

_{i miss my fren..}

I gave myself a black-eye…. _Again….

oof

I don't know what's going on right now I'm home alone and I'm scared to death and I don't know why

Oof virtual hugs for amber I wish I was better at making people feel better

I'm home from my fieldtripppp

how was it?

good. It was a military training thing and I want to be in the military, so it was pretty cool

awesome!

awesome!

Yeah. But the army dude who was watching us was kinda mean lol

they have to be that way for professionalism

I know but he asked me if I was cold really nicely, and I said "yeah, a little," and he says "I'll warm you up" and made us wallsit for five minutes with a 20 foot board

omg idk if i should be laughing or what

I am lmao

_{i miss my fren..}

very very big hugs

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