forum Your personal venting space.

Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Oof Mir is your hand okay?

Unfortunately yes

Mkay

Sooooooo
How are y'all?

Just got in trouble for not buying my sister a pint with my parents' money so I've just stopped crying
She's literally 19 and doesn't live here and I'm getting in trouble because I 'hurt her feelings'
Now I have to buy her a pint with my own money
Like, bitch, you're an adult, buy your own ice cream
I'm done

Oh babe…

Nvm just started crying again

Babe, talk to me.

I just don't do well with getting in trouble. I don't think I actually feel guilty for things, but I'm terrified of getting punished for some reason. Like, irrationally afraid. I think it's dumb I should have to use my own resources to buy something for someone I hate, especially if they can do it themselves. I don't think I should be punished for accidentally hurting an adults feelings. Her house is disgusting and she never cleans up after herself anyways, so she'd probably just leave it out and let it rot. I don't know why I'm crying because I don't really care about the ice cream, but I'm just so emotionally and mentally unstable rn and I just can't do this

I thought it was Friday so I put on my fastest music and started dancing around cause the weekend and then my brain just whispers it’s Thursday and I just died inside and it’s STILL NOT RAINING and why does the world hate meeeeeee! And it’s still like ninety something degrees! Then I realized I still have homework, then I realized that I had no Wi-Fi and life became awful again.

I thought it was Friday so I put on my fastest music and started dancing around cause the weekend and then my brain just whispers it’s Thursday and I just died inside and it’s STILL NOT RAINING and why does the world hate meeeeeee! And it’s still like ninety something degrees! Then I realized I still have homework, then I realized that I had no Wi-Fi and life became awful again.

Not a good day?

I just don't do well with getting in trouble. I don't think I actually feel guilty for things, but I'm terrified of getting punished for some reason. Like, irrationally afraid. I think it's dumb I should have to use my own resources to buy something for someone I hate, especially if they can do it themselves. I don't think I should be punished for accidentally hurting an adults feelings. Her house is disgusting and she never cleans up after herself anyways, so she'd probably just leave it out and let it rot. I don't know why I'm crying because I don't really care about the ice cream, but I'm just so emotionally and mentally unstable rn and I just can't do this

PM me, babe.

No. I hate school and I hate my grades and I hate some of my friends.

Are you home now?

Yes

Aw Caustic honey you can PM me

Yes

Okay. So just rest and be in the moment: You're home. You don't have to deal with any of it.

What I would do when I got home from school was rest and unwind for an hour before starting my homework, so try that. It worked for me.

Aw Caustic honey you can PM me

Do you want me to just PM you the wall I sent Mir?

Yes ma'am

_{did i miss something important??}

Okay so I dunno if i missed important shit but 1) it rained on my walk to school this morning. A WHOLE HALF HOUR IN THE RAIN. IT WAS BLISS
2) People are fucking gorgeous. I am a pan as well.

Okay so I dunno if i missed important shit but 1) it rained on my walk to school this morning. A WHOLE HALF HOUR IN THE RAIN. IT WAS BLISS
2) People are fucking gorgeous. I am a pan as well.

I'm like 'same'.
I don't honestly know what's happening.
But to those of you who have had bad days!!
You are, as Ev so beautifully writes, "fucking beautiful"!!
The jerkwads out there have nothing on you!

LOLA HAVE WE OFFICIALLY MET

Okay so I dunno if i missed important shit but 1) it rained on my walk to school this morning. A WHOLE HALF HOUR IN THE RAIN. IT WAS BLISS
2) People are fucking gorgeous. I am a pan as well.

Yeeeeee

I absolutely hate being single. Here I am, 25 yrs old, watching my friends getting married and having kids, lonely and depressed. I've head the 'oh Sy, I like you and all, but I want to find someone like you' line so many fucking times that I think that my head might explode. My mental reaction to this is 'ME…. I'm like me!' I don't understand why someone would even say something like that to someone who just spent time expressing and confessing their love….

I absolutely hate being single. Here I am, 25 yrs old, watching my friends getting married and having kids, lonely and depressed. I've head the 'oh Sy, I like you and all, but I want to find someone like you' line so many fucking times that I think that my head might explode. My mental reaction to this is 'ME…. I'm like me!' I don't understand why someone would even say something like that to someone who just spent time expressing and confessing their love….

People who use that line are so fake.
Can I ask a personal question?
(I can PM if you like but it's not that serious a question)

Sure.

What's your type?

Well, Im bi, for one. I like people who are funny, kind, caring, and supportive. People who enjoy doing summer activities with friends and family (I'm a very family-oriented kind of guy). Having the same interests and being open to experiencing new things is a plus.

That's badass! Good luck my friend!