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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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hahah all i want rn to have someone actually attempt to understand and also not burst into tears in front of everyone

elle. i totally get that feeling.

yeah hahah it sucks,, anyone bored or whatever and wanna talk to me?

yeah sure anytime I'm legit watching a bob ross tutorial someone talk to me I'm an introvert finger guns

hahah thanks!! also bob ross is the best :)

Yeah honestly I need a canvas and all the stuff he uses I really wanna actually do one of his tutorials that would be so awesome!!!

SAME DRAWING FLIPPED

NOT MY FAVORITE, BUT STILL PRETTY GOOD DESPITE HAVING TO USE CRAPPY PAINT BRUSHES!

I sent instagram models my feet pictures and one responded XD

I'm auditioning for this one orchestra and I'm in another orchestra too so yeah.

ooh nice! is it okay if i pm you occasionally if i remember that you're the one who does orchestra too with exciting orchestra news? cause i need someone that i don't already know from school (because we're not close aaaaaah i wish we were close enough that i could actually talk to them but i caaaaaan't) to talk to about these kinds of things

I'm auditioning for this one orchestra and I'm in another orchestra too so yeah.
Man I really get what you guys or feeling, especially you Elle, since I also have this super happy facade which is kinda hard. And I think that's when the people around you that you hang out with are really important. You have to have friends that you can joke around with and have fun with, but also friends that you can be real with and really talk about stuff. It's kinda hard to find those people, but when you do, you'll know, and you'll never want to leave them. I think family and stuff is important too, being able to be real with your parents and maybe siblings and telling them how you feel even if it's weird sometimes. I think it's a good thing to be vulnerable and open sometimes. Just tell someone. I see you told us, and we're here for you. We're here for anyone who feels like you. I hope everyone here knows that.
big hugs

ALWAYS KEEP FIGHTING moment right here!!! ❤

I think that it's great that you can talk to people who are going through something like you're going through, and that makes it easier to be real and vulnerable and give advice and stuff and yes always keep fighting and push through and you'll make it :)

sy's right. besides, i find it easier to just be myself online, since i can't ever tell if someone's judging me, and if someone's upset or sad, i can't see them so if they're crying i don't necessarily see that and then that's not what i'm focused on (since i'm not a people person i'm terrible at cheering people up and whatnot and i always focus on the wrong things ackkk)

I also secret benefit in a community, online that rewards emotional vulnerability and openness, and allows people to give advice based on their own experiences. Sometimes the best thing you can do is to listen, and that's totally okay. I also think it's really good to try to be as open as possible about things, and I always think it's important to take care of yourself. I think everyone should at least take the day off whenever they can to care for themselves.

yeah ^^ as usual shuri is being his usual wise self again

^^^

I'm only stating what others have stated
Because it's true

Well, I'm honestly more depressed than I have been in a while, and I can't figure out why. Today was a good day. I got a lot done. And yet, here I am. at 12:30 in the morning. Unable to sleep, for no particular reason. Feeling more alone than ever. And wishing that I had someone close by to just talk to in person.
Asking what's wrong would be pointless because I have literally no clue. Asking how to help wouldn't do much good either. This is my life, and I really wish it wasn't. I try really hard to ignore the thoughts, that little voice in my head. But some days it just sounds so tempting to do as it says and just, disappear. That would hurt people though. And I can't stand the thought of hurting others. Even if it's for my own personal gain. Why am I on the verge of tears all the time? Heck if I know! I just am, for no rhyme or reason. If I'm being quite honest, I kind of hate myself right now. I hate the way I look and sound. And I just want to curl up into a corner and cry.

Well, I'm honestly more depressed than I have been in a while, and I can't figure out why. Today was a good day. I got a lot done. And yet, here I am. at 12:30 in the morning. Unable to sleep, for no particular reason. Feeling more alone than ever. And wishing that I had someone close by to just talk to in person.
Asking what's wrong would be pointless because I have literally no clue. Asking how to help wouldn't do much good either. This is my life, and I really wish it wasn't. I try really hard to ignore the thoughts, that little voice in my head. But some days it just sounds so tempting to do as it says and just, disappear. That would hurt people though. And I can't stand the thought of hurting others. Even if it's for my own personal gain. Why am I on the verge of tears all the time? Heck if I know! I just am, for no rhyme or reason. If I'm being quite honest, I kind of hate myself right now. I hate the way I look and sound. And I just want to curl up into a corner and cry.

I totally feel you. I've been feeling pretty depressed lately as well, and while I know why, there's really no way to fix it, So that's a big mood If Ever I heard one. Just know that you can always address us if you need anything. Sometimes it gets to the point where you're so damn depressed but you just don't know why, or how. It's incredibly disheartening. I know the feeling of wanting to cry. I know what it's like to realize that, for me, crying isn't enough. That I need to fix things, but I can't yet. I know how it feels, under the ice, Rachel

Well, I'm honestly more depressed than I have been in a while, and I can't figure out why. Today was a good day. I got a lot done. And yet, here I am. at 12:30 in the morning. Unable to sleep, for no particular reason. Feeling more alone than ever. And wishing that I had someone close by to just talk to in person.
Asking what's wrong would be pointless because I have literally no clue. Asking how to help wouldn't do much good either. This is my life, and I really wish it wasn't. I try really hard to ignore the thoughts, that little voice in my head. But some days it just sounds so tempting to do as it says and just, disappear. That would hurt people though. And I can't stand the thought of hurting others. Even if it's for my own personal gain. Why am I on the verge of tears all the time? Heck if I know! I just am, for no rhyme or reason. If I'm being quite honest, I kind of hate myself right now. I hate the way I look and sound. And I just want to curl up into a corner and cry.

And if you ever need it I'll give you a big hug!! I love hugs :)
big hugs

I'm auditioning for this one orchestra and I'm in another orchestra too so yeah.

ooh nice! is it okay if i pm you occasionally if i remember that you're the one who does orchestra too with exciting orchestra news? cause i need someone that i don't already know from school (because we're not close aaaaaah i wish we were close enough that i could actually talk to them but i caaaaaan't) to talk to about these kinds of things

hello, am also an orchestra child feel free to pm me

Well, I'm honestly more depressed than I have been in a while, and I can't figure out why. Today was a good day. I got a lot done. And yet, here I am. at 12:30 in the morning. Unable to sleep, for no particular reason. Feeling more alone than ever. And wishing that I had someone close by to just talk to in person.
Asking what's wrong would be pointless because I have literally no clue. Asking how to help wouldn't do much good either. This is my life, and I really wish it wasn't. I try really hard to ignore the thoughts, that little voice in my head. But some days it just sounds so tempting to do as it says and just, disappear. That would hurt people though. And I can't stand the thought of hurting others. Even if it's for my own personal gain. Why am I on the verge of tears all the time? Heck if I know! I just am, for no rhyme or reason. If I'm being quite honest, I kind of hate myself right now. I hate the way I look and sound. And I just want to curl up into a corner and cry.

big hugs unless you don't like hugs i've got you, pms are open if you need them <3

DUDES

AMBER

Hello!

Hey there

Hey! I'm Amber!

Hi Amber, I'm Sy!

Oh hey, haven't met you either!

Hi Sy, I dint think we’ve met.

Ok people….

I have two stories that I had started and abandoned that I actually really want to return to, but don't really know what to do with them…. I remember my basic ideas for them though, and am open to suggestions!

And I'm a bit frustrated that no one that I've asked help from wants to help!

What do you need help with?

Ooooh I can help!!

I have two stories that I had started and abandoned that I actually really want to return to, but don't really know what to do with them…. Though I remember my basic ideas for them, I am open to ideas/suggestions!

i’ll help!

Me too

Start by picking a character to be your main character, and spend a little time developing them. Put them aside and create other characters. Then you're gonna want your basic plot. And really all you have to do is work your way out from there.