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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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You don't get it I did something really messed up

We're here for you to talk to us, so if you want and if you can you can talk about it

and i found out some really messed up things when i did

Did you confront someone?

no
that would've been the right thing to do
but it's too late now

It's not too late. Right now you have the power to make it not too late

You can still go back to them and clear things up

no i can't
You really really don't get it

Miriam
Do you want to PM Amber or me and talk about it?
If not we understand
We love you so much

You're right, I don't, but I want to. Let me help you, Miriam, tell me what's going on

no i can't
You really really don't get it

No. No we don't get it. We don't understand. Do you know why? Because you aren't helping us to understand. If you want help then you have to let us in. I don't want today to end for me with the knowledge that we couldn't stop you. Do you know what you would do to us if you decided to end it? You would hurt all of us more than you realize.

no i can't
You really really don't get it

No. No we don't get it. We don't understand. Do you know why? Because you aren't helping us to understand. If you want help then you have to let us in. I don't want today to end for me with the knowledge that we couldn't stop you. Do you know what you would do to us if you decided to end it? You would hurt all of us more than you realize.

i'm so sorry

Miriam, please, just let us help, talk to us so we can talk through what's happening

Miriam
I'm staying by your side.
You need to help us to understand
We can help you
I promise

I'm fine, okay?
I know what I'm gonna do.

You're not fine, hon.

It's okay to not be okay. you don't have to hide the fact that you aren't

Can y'all just chill? I'm fine, I won't do anything, just leave it alone.

You don't get to go and say you're fine. You came, you asked for our help, and we're not leaving until we help you

no i can't
You really really don't get it

No. No we don't get it. We don't understand. Do you know why? Because you aren't helping us to understand. If you want help then you have to let us in. I don't want today to end for me with the knowledge that we couldn't stop you. Do you know what you would do to us if you decided to end it? You would hurt all of us more than you realize.

i'm so sorry

Sorry won't change anything if you leave. My little sister knows you. She doesn't know you, but she knows some of the fun that you've brought. She likes it. She wants to be like it. She's six years old today. I am going to beg you to stay. I mean literally beg.

It doesn't have to be tonight, but we want and will help

no i can't
You really really don't get it

No. No we don't get it. We don't understand. Do you know why? Because you aren't helping us to understand. If you want help then you have to let us in. I don't want today to end for me with the knowledge that we couldn't stop you. Do you know what you would do to us if you decided to end it? You would hurt all of us more than you realize.

i'm so sorry

Sorry won't change anything if you leave. My little sister knows you. She doesn't know you, but she knows some of the fun that you've brought. She likes it. She wants to be like it. She's six years old today. I am going to beg you to stay. I mean literally beg.

What??

You don't get to go and say you're fine. You came, you asked for our help, and we're not leaving until we help you

And I got help.

Miriam, we’re here and we care and we will always want to help you. I might not respond right away but I will always be here for you and I care about you.

no i can't
You really really don't get it

No. No we don't get it. We don't understand. Do you know why? Because you aren't helping us to understand. If you want help then you have to let us in. I don't want today to end for me with the knowledge that we couldn't stop you. Do you know what you would do to us if you decided to end it? You would hurt all of us more than you realize.

i'm so sorry

Sorry won't change anything if you leave. My little sister knows you. She doesn't know you, but she knows some of the fun that you've brought. She likes it. She wants to be like it. She's six years old today. I am going to beg you to stay. I mean literally beg.

Me too.
This is us.
Begging

-waves in-

Who are you waving in?

holy shit what did i miss

holy shit what did i miss

^^^^

a lot.