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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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They were never your friends, Miriam

I know and that's just another reason

If you let them matter that much, then they win. They don't deserve to be that little voice in your head

They're not your friends, they're fucking posers. They don't matter. Cast them off.

That's right

Well whoever does is telling me I have pills and I know I can take them all right now and escape

Miriam, don't do it. Seriously. Let someone in, let someone help

Just for tonight, please

no

Well then talk to us about something else, anything else

Get out of your own mind for minute

Miriam, trust me. I've been there.
Stay here for tonight at least.

And then what? It's the whole same routine tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, forever. I can't get away.

no, it won't stay the same forever and i'm gonna be honest with you, things might seem horrible now, but it does get better

bet

We'll be there every time. Give yourself some time, please. You feel like shit right now but one day you'll be so relieved and proud to have gotten through

I doubt it. It's been three years since the first time and I've never been proud. Mostly I just wish I'd already done it.

Three years. I get that that feels really long.
But honey, a life is so much more than three years, no matter how bad they get. If you get through the coming one, two, maybe three more years, I guarantee one day you'll realize how precious the coming life you have is

Miriam
We love you so much

My brother just walked by, saw me sobbing and just kept going. I dare you to tell me someone cares.

We care. We care so much.

yep

Three years. I get that that feels really long.
But honey, a life is so much more than three years, no matter how bad they get. If you get through the coming one, two, maybe three more years, I guarantee one day you'll realize how precious the coming life you have is

The human life is priceless Miriam
Your life is priceless
And if some posers hate you who cares.
They don't matter in the least.
It's the ones that love you Mir
Live your life by your own expectations
Not theirs.
You still have people to help.

There's such a thing as chosen family. One day you'll leave the people you were born into and find those souls who really care

He just vacuumed the entire room I'm in. never said a word.

yep

We do.
I know it's hard to believe rn.
But you've changed our lives in so many wonderful ways and we love that about you.
Thank you for everything
I'm begging you to stay

You'll leave him one day. Say goodbye to him and move on. The people who matter aren't in your life right now, unfortunately, and I'm sorry for that, but one day they will be.

Please, Miriam, I don’t know what I’d do without you, please don’t leave us…

I still want to make happy memories with you Mir.
With all of you.
I'll always love you guys

My brother just walked by, saw me sobbing and just kept going. I dare you to tell me someone cares.

We're here for you. We're here for you. I dare you to tell me we don't care

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Yes, I agree