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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Everybody hates me

Because of what you did?

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

We don't hate you Miriam

But the people in the real world do

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to.

Okay

Okay listen, I just want to be here for you right now. Do you need to calm down or are your alright with talking?

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

Tell us, we're here to listen

Mir.
If you want to talk we're here

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

Tell us, we're here to listen

I can't I want to but I can't

Why is that?

Mir.
If you want to talk we're here

What I want is to never have been born
What I want is to be dead
Then everybody could get their way

Why is that?

You don't get it, it's too late

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

Then say it. Get it all out.
As someone who's done a lot of really stupid messed up stuff, I know that it's best not to bottle everything up. _{I really need to take my own advice}

Why can't you?

We wouldn't be. We want to help you get through this

Mir we wouldn't be.

You don't get it
They all hate me
Everybody I know here hates me

I don't hate you

But everyone I know in real life does

Miriam, trust me. Those people don't matter. What matters are the ones who actually care and are worth your time.

They very clearly do matter
Nobody is 'worth my time'

But we love you

None of them do, that's for sure

I don't fricking care.
You don't understand.
I just told two of my real life friends I want to die and I'm really thinking about it, and both just said "okay" and left.

@Moon-child I can't tell you that it's alright. Because that's not always true. And this is going to sound really, really harsh, but please listen. You did something stupid. That doesn't give you an excuse to roll over and give up. Giving up is not an answer. It is a choice. You have to either choose to pick yourself up and keep going or you wont get anywhere. And I'm sorry if this sounds like I don't like you or I don't care. I'm sorry, but I will hold people accountable, but I won't leave them. If you need help, let me help you back up. If you start falling backwards we'll catch you and grab you and pull you back to your feet. But you have to let us.

None of them do, that's for sure

I agree
None of them does at all

They're not your friends, they're fucking posers. They don't matter. Cast them off.

They were never your friends, Miriam

i don't really know you but from what i do know? you're a KICKASS. and i want to get to know you better. so, maybe, keep going so we can get to know each other. i'm sure there are plenty of assholes you know, and they don't deserve you. you deserve better. so, if you ever want to, i wanna get to know you, maybe even call you a friend. please keep going.