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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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(I'm trying out pet names now what's the verdict)

oh thats what we are talking about, i use darling, dear, honey and sweetie all the time irl.
mostly because it's annoys everyone aha

Well we're out for a bit now, my dad's going got to try and teach me to organise my time :P
I've got some stuff to do later but it isn't too annoying so that's cool

nice! i'm listening to so much music rn

Is it weird that I'm finding I'm really interested in witches?? Like, I always loooooooooved learning about the Salem trials, and I just heard about the Blair Witch Project even though it's a fictional movie and kind of portrays witches differently. I just think it's so fricking interesting. I mean, I lovelovelove history in general {and the more violence the better}, along with paranormal things, but the parts about witches are always just the best.

I know it's weird idk why it happens either

i dont even know what that paragraph is saying aha

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i dont know either.
it's very late aha

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i dont know either.
it's very late aha

Yes, you should go to sleep, babe.

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i dont know either.
it's very late aha

Yes, you should go to sleep, babe.

but i'm too depressed to sleepppppppp

Oh, what's going on?

i'm relapsed

Give me one second, Ruby

Give me one second, Ruby

it's been a second miriam! aha

Lol!
Okay.
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/649714683724970809/
Could you tell me what number you feel you're at at the moment?

an 8 or a 9 i think

Okay. That's very serious. Unfortunately, there's not a ton you can do at nearly midnight. You really need to talk to someone. I suggest a crisis line, which I can tell you more about, or we could go to PMs.

Okay. That's very serious. Unfortunately, there's not a ton you can do at nearly midnight. You really need to talk to someone. I suggest a crisis line, which I can tell you more about, or we could go to PMs.

it's all good

But Ruby, it's not. Being too depressed to sleep isn't normal.

But Ruby, it's not. Being too depressed to sleep isn't normal.

it is for me aha

Are you seeing a therapist?

Are you seeing a therapist?

nope! parents dont know, i can at least hold it together so they dont know aha

It's even worse if you're bottling it up. You need to find a way to tell them and get help. You have to sleep, babe– Otherwise you can't function.

It's even worse if you're bottling it up. You need to find a way to tell them and get help. You have to sleep, babe– Otherwise you can't function.

yes i can! 2 years with like small good patches and we are still going strong

Okay, I want you to turn off whatever device you're on, lay down, and try to sleep. Listen to soft music if it helps– I recommend piano or, if you're into it, ASMR. If you don't get any real sleep, so be it, but you still need to rest.

Okay, I want you to turn off whatever device you're on, lay down, and try to sleep. Listen to soft music if it helps– I recommend piano or, if you're into it, ASMR. If you don't get any real sleep, so be it, but you still need to rest.

fine mum! aha <3 <3 i'll talk to you all tomorrow

Okay. Really try to sleep.
Love you <3

Okay. Really try to sleep.
Love you <3

love you too sweetie

GO TO BED

Hey Pickles, how are you?

Much better. But my sister took one of my waffles