So I was at Physical Therapy today and my hospital has it so PT is all one big room and everybody is in it together, but working with doctors separately. So, I'm at my station with my therapist, and he's giving me instructions, but out of the corner of my eye I spot– gasp– A hottie. I don't think she was a doctor or physical therapist but rather a secretary or something, and ooooooooooooooof. I mean, I couldn't even focus on my therapy. My therapist was even doing that thing where you subtly say whoever your talking to's name in the middle of sentences to get my attention.
I fell for a girl with a boyfriend, so oofies. My brain likes to frustrate itself sometimes.
Uh oh :( {cheesy AF, prepare yourself: You wanna talk about it?}
Soo he came back from visiting family in Alabama and UGH also he doesn't like me cause I'm not "hot" actually no quotes I'm not hot and he's hecking not even that adorable but UGH I don't wanna like him
Oh yes I remember what I was going to say
Me: shut up
Him: make me
Me, thinking of crush like ways to shut him up: want me to?
I think he thought I was talking about murder but whatever
10/10 times if i say make me in reply to shut up i want you to kiss me
Oof. Same though.
Also…………. I need to have a happy crush rant. Is that okay?
Yes please do
I love hearing happy stuff
Inhales deeply
SO
Let me just say, they are the best person in the entire world. They're caring, and kind, and would probably die if they saw me saying this stuff about them because they just can't mentally handle how perfect they are. They gave me the cutest pet name. EVER. And first thing in the morning on my birthday, I get the best birthday message from them ever. I literally cannot handle all of this, and it's just too much. I swear they're perfect. And if they figured out that their my crush I would die of embarrassment and would crawl into a literal hole in my backyard and DIE
Clears throat.
Ah, yes, um, thanks for tolerating my ranting about my crush.
not happy stuff, i miss jules and i feel so tired
So
Today was my first day of school
And
This person
Came back
R e a l l y H o t
And we're kinda friends
And I'm just so
G a y
Hnnnn I dropped my phone and my crush picked it up and forgot about it so he had to bring it here cause we live like three minutes apart and iii
Thiiiiiiis sounds like the beginning of a hallmark movie
Except it's not that cool or romantic but funny story I started thinking someone took it as a joke and I was like it was totally him and when my dad tries to find it it's gonna show up at his house
I think he walked here which I feel terrible about especially cause he lives on a hill and I could've driven but he has a Ring and those things creep me out so I let him come cause I thought he wasn't gonna walk
Good news, he drove. I'm just blind and didn't see his car lolll
XD it does sound cliche af though
I dropped my phone because I'm a klutz and he called me a dork
jules is now active on sc and seems to be physically okay, a friend told me, so now i can breathe a little easier
Oh yay, that’s really good :D
Guys help I can't stop thinking about him and I hate it more than words can describe. More than whispers ducks. I'm supposed to be doing stuff but I can't
GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS!!!! I'M FREAKIN' BACK AFTER A SUCKY SUMMER AND I HAVE NEWS!!!
You cant leave us hanging like that!!
Guys help I can't stop thinking about him and I hate it more than words can describe. More than whispers ducks. I'm supposed to be doing stuff but I can't
this is so soft to read especially coming from you
