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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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I'm bored but I dont wanna do anything like I can't find something that interests me but I wanna do something ugh

Best of wishes and prayers!

I'm sorry but are there actually grown adults who can't make grilled cheese or scrambled eggs?

You know that feeling when you look at yourself in the mirror and suddenly get big sad because you realize that you're never actually going to accomplish anything major in your life, and you're never going to amount to anything?
That.

Remember how I said that I was light-headed this morning

Are you okay????? Tell me!!!! I hope you're safe!!!!!

Yeah. I realized several minutes later that I was having an anxiety attack.

Oh thank goodness

I'm glad you're ok and it wasn't worse

Do you ever make amazing fantasies of what could become of you if you were a better version of yourself with better opportunities? I like imaging I don’t have my medical disease and I’m an actress in Riverdale. I like to imagine I make as good grades as my friends. I like to imagine that I’m pretty. I like to imagine that my crush likes me back. I like to imagine that I’m talented. But then the music stops playing and reality comes crashing down. I realize that life is scary and that I’m never going to do anything amazing or awesome. That I’m never going to be rich or famous. But I’m just going to keep living this life for decades. Watching awful things that the world has to offer and none of my dreams coming true. Why is life just an endless cycle of hope that leads to dead ends?

Do you ever make amazing fantasies of what could become of you if you were a better version of yourself with better opportunities? I like imaging I don’t have my medical disease and I’m an actress in Riverdale. I like to imagine I make as good grades as my friends. I like to imagine that I’m pretty. I like to imagine that my crush likes me back. I like to imagine that I’m talented. But then the music stops playing and reality comes crashing down. I realize that life is scary and that I’m never going to do anything amazing or awesome. That I’m never going to be rich or famous. But I’m just going to keep living this life for decades. Watching awful things that the world has to offer and none of my dreams coming true. Why is life just an endless cycle of hope that leads to dead ends?

reality's shit.
i mean it.
the world you want is the world you make, so do it.
your medical condition doesn't define you.
you are an amazing, kick-ass human no matter what.
now go get 'em, tiger!

Can I also say, I started writing a book a few months back, but I only wrote 3 chapters. I went back and read it and now I am on a cliff hanger. I don’t know what to write next either. Why! I cliff hanged myself! As to quote Jughead from Riverdale season 1 episode 13 “It was the ultimate cliff hanger.”

Do you ever make amazing fantasies of what could become of you if you were a better version of yourself with better opportunities? I like imaging I don’t have my medical disease and I’m an actress in Riverdale. I like to imagine I make as good grades as my friends. I like to imagine that I’m pretty. I like to imagine that my crush likes me back. I like to imagine that I’m talented. But then the music stops playing and reality comes crashing down. I realize that life is scary and that I’m never going to do anything amazing or awesome. That I’m never going to be rich or famous. But I’m just going to keep living this life for decades. Watching awful things that the world has to offer and none of my dreams coming true. Why is life just an endless cycle of hope that leads to dead ends?

1. You are a kind, caring, thoughtful, tasteful and frankly adorable person, quite capable of making a difference in our world, even if the world is shit.
2. Often life is what you make it, as Mezzo said, and you're a capable-seeming person!

I’ve made a horrible mistake.
I couldn’t fall asleep so I made some tea
I drank two cups
…
It-
It was highly caffeinated tea

Ooooof!

You kids… Go to sleep!
I lied… I'm stopping by before I go.
Love y'all 💙

I have officially pushed myself into social isolation

Tomorrow I have a lot of people-ing to do and hanging out with my section and I have to meet the two new freshmen and I'm nervous ugh

I'M HOME

Yay!!!!!!

Couldn't get any good photos of what my leg looks like right now, but long story short, it is covered with:

• Stitches
• Tape
• An Ace bandage that goes around my foot & ankle aaaaaaall the way up to my entire thigh
• A huge immobilizing brace {AKA I'm physically unable to bend my knee}

That means you get to be a lazy butt XD

After your surgery this feels like the wrong time, but I went to the doctor and while they ran tests on me I was like this is so easy. But I saw a glimpse of my mom and she was crying and I’m really scared. They didn’t tell me anything and nobody mentioned why she might be crying. But I don’t know what to think.

After your surgery this feels like the wrong time, but I went to the doctor and while they ran tests on me I was like this is so easy. But I saw a glimpse of my mom and she was crying and I’m really scared. They didn’t tell me anything and nobody mentioned why she might be crying. But I don’t know what to think.

Oh, I see, well darling I hope nothing goes amiss in your life. You certainly deserve good things

Dude, who doesn't love spending their birthday with a broken bus and 3 hours in the middle of the desert with 50 girls you don't even like

big hugs

I spent two days around people who I know don't really know or like me. Though only two actually talked to me. But I spent the whole time silent and distant

@Musical_Queen what happened?

@EllieGrace-Is-now-Gracie I was at a camp for a whole week and it is up in Pine (I live in Arizona) and it was at least a 5 hour drive and my birthday was on the last day and so we left to go back home pretty early and it gets hot here in Arizona and it ended up getting so hot that the engine started over heating and the rubber on our tires started melting and something happened in the over heated engine that there was a chance that the engine could have over heated so I ended up having to evacuate and it took three hours for a tow truck and another bus to come and pick us up. I am also one of those people who prefer headphones and won't really talk to anybody unless I've known them for a long time and I didn't have any friends and from what I've seen the girls are overly peppy and have given me many noise-related headaches over the span of that week and I basically hated it.

Oh goodness, that’s awful… Is everyone okay?